ChidoriLee In reply to TigresaDaina [2019-08-31 02:56:53 +0000 UTC]

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ChidoriLee In reply to Unreal-Forever [2019-08-31 02:57:21 +0000 UTC]

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ChidoriLee In reply to Aksinja91 [2017-11-16 20:29:20 +0000 UTC]

No thanks. xP 

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ChidoriLee In reply to x-Memoire-x [2017-07-28 02:18:19 +0000 UTC]

Ah hello there! Oh my goodness it's been a long time since we've last talked~! ;u; I've been doing pretty good and how have you been?

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x-Memoire-x In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-07-30 09:41:31 +0000 UTC]

yeh I know, I haven't been active for quite a while. I'm trying to get back but there are a lot of distractions xD
I'm glad you're doing good
I had my ups and downs, normal real life

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ChidoriLee In reply to x-Memoire-x [2017-08-16 02:01:42 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, so sorry for the late reply! Oml Been quite busy these past few weeks |,D But I know what you mean there haha But I'm sorry that you've had some up and downs but I hope you're doing alright still ;v;

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x-Memoire-x In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-08-17 21:42:11 +0000 UTC]

hey no worries, I'm not a fast replyer myself! thanks that's so kind of you
things were sadly getting worse than better but ooohwell whatever

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ChidoriLee In reply to x-Memoire-x [2017-08-31 02:49:34 +0000 UTC]

True life liek to keep everyone busy haha And of course~! I'm sorry to hear things haven't gotten bette though for you! D: Do you want to talk about it? ;^; You don't have to but I hate to see you down like this and I know when things are rough sometimes it's easier to talk about it and just have someone listen ;3;

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x-Memoire-x In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-08-31 17:16:56 +0000 UTC]

yeh indeed and time flies by!
ah honestly I'm so used to the situation right now that i'd say it's fine. I wouldn't even know everything that happened since the last message xD
but thank you so much you can talk to me whenever aswell!

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ChidoriLee In reply to x-Memoire-x [2017-09-02 04:52:32 +0000 UTC]

That it does! Haha Though ahh, I really do hope that things start brightening up for you ;^; <33 I don't know exactly what you have been going through but if things start getting rough feel free to shoot me a message and remember that your not alone when things are rough ;u; b Haha You're very welcome~! ;w; And I will remember that!<3 c: If I can remember correctly, weren't you in college? o3o If so how's that going for you? ;v; / I've noticed how much your art and style has improved so quickly as well~! ;;w;; b It looks amazing! >w<

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x-Memoire-x In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-09-04 16:51:54 +0000 UTC]

awww thank you so much my dear I have to admit it also might be my own fault since I'm not really an optimist at all xD
yeah I am but I'm not studying art or anything like it- my subject is psychology and I hate it - hence I'm not really motivated -> in a consequence I feel like a big failure every day I think that's my biggest problem.
you really flatter me and I'm actually suprised to hear because I don't really feel like it changed to the better ^^'''
so what's going on in your life?

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ChidoriLee In reply to x-Memoire-x [2017-09-16 17:21:38 +0000 UTC]

Of course~! ;v; Well, huuu we all get like that sometimes xD I know I have plenty of times myself when things are just going worng =w=; lol Ohhhh, well thats an interesting subject to learn~ Are you working to be like a psychiatrist or something of the sort? o3o b But dang, I hope that it gets better or at least more intersting for you so that way you can finish it ;7; And you're not a failure Memoire~ ;v; Don't think that about yourself C:
Awe, well its true~ ^^ Haha I've been following you for a few years now and I can definitely see that you've been improving~! I love how detailed you make your pieces and the lighting and shadowing is super pretty! ;; u ;;
Life is going pretty good so far ;v; I'm looking for a nursing job since I went back to school last year and became a nurse assistant so I work a lot with elderly people right now and I'm looking for hospital work to get more hours in since Im part time as of right now. ;w; 

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x-Memoire-x In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-09-16 18:45:28 +0000 UTC]

Yeah sometimes there is just a lot of BS comming at you at the same time and that's when it's hard to stay positive.

Yeah most people think it's very interesting, and it is- but not when you feel forced to learn it. And nobody would guess that there is a ton of stupid maths to learn for it aswell :/ My dad is one and he really wants me to become one aswell but I really don' t feel like I'm good enough for this. Moreover it would take me mooooree yeaaars to finish and finally get a job *ugh* And actually I wanna earn money soon to help my bf financing our own little house. Because our current landlord is a goddamn cu*t and it's so annoying to live here (althought it's a lovely apartment but he ruins everything). =_=

Thank you so much for your kind words   you can't imagine how much I appreciate it! You make me really happy
You did improve yourself too tho. Your art has always been very emotional and the viewer could guess the story you wanted to express. But I see you're working more on backgrounds ( and I know how much it sucks to draw a detailed background!)Also you add a lot of atmosphere with nice play of colors (hope my English makes sense right now)

Oh wow I have a lot of respect for people in those jobs. I'm pretty sure I couldn't do that myself , so we all owe you a big thanks beceause there comes the day we all gonna need one of you! And it's also physically hard - so wow! I wish you all the luck!

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ChidoriLee In reply to x-Memoire-x [2017-09-20 04:30:21 +0000 UTC]

That's very true and sadly the world never likes to take it easy on us. v-v You just gotta keep trying your best and sooner or later things will settle down and work itself out ;v;

My sister in law is studying that kind of thing I believe though I had no clue there was a lot of math in it as well o3o I would imagine it being like more study of the mind and things of that sort ;7; Though with being forced like you said would definitely make it undesireable to want to continue learning ;3; And family pressure can add more to it as well which sucks big time :c Have you thought about maybe changing to a different career? ;7; And I can relate to wanting to help save up and why is the landlord acting like that with you and our boyfriend? If you don't mind me asking. ;3; Caus will can totally relate to wanting to save up cause that's what I'm trying to do so I can move to where my boyfriend is right now so I can relate to that scenario |,D <33

You're very welcome though! It's all true cause I was looking through your gallery and for remember the first art piece I saw from you and to see your newer art work, youve very much improved and they look amazing~! Ahh, thank you so much! ;//v//; I've been trying very hard to improve and ahh I'm so glad you think so about my art! I use to have the hardest time with trying to express more emotion with my artwork and especially with backgrounds, Oml I use to leave everything blank all the time on them haha xD I've been practicing a lot with it and trying to get out of my comfort zone more with my colors since I've always been use to very vibrant colors, and even with the shading I would use brighter colors =w=;; haha Your words make me very happy as well to hear that I've improved ;u; / And your English is perfectly fine uvu b

Haha yeah, it's not like a hard job, but some days it's very mh a struggle cause it can get very draining both physically and mentally depending on what the doctors and nurses have you do or how many patients you have to work with for the day since it could change any minute |,D But thank you Memoire~! ;v; <33 One day after I move down to where my boyfriend is at, I want to get into at school and work towards an associates degree and move up to bachlores for character illustration/concept designs. But that will have to be in the further future for now haha xD

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x-Memoire-x In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-09-21 18:52:26 +0000 UTC]

Yeah but the question is if we like the result

Well the thing is that I already spent 5 years on studying it and I'm close to finish with a bachelor's degreee at least.... I don't want to waste any more time and be "useless" while I can't really earn money (except stupid mini jobs...-_-) Moreoever there is no job that (I know of) that appeals me because they aren't art connected ;_; But art connected jobs aren't really appreciated or paid well -_- it's a üain in the ass.
I wish you weren't able to can relate because that'd mean you wouldn't have the same problem <3 :,)
Our landlord is almost 60 years old and he thought he'll have some people in the house ,so that he feels less alone but we are not like a tv that you just turn off and on the way you want. we have our own life and we don't or can't sit in the garden with him every evening and drink a coffee ( because his family turned their back on him). Also we are young , we don't go to sleep at 9 pm, we have guests, we do things our way.... and he kinda couldn't deal with it. He wanted to literally control everything because things had to go the way he did it all these years while he was alone ( hope you get what I mean). He also stuck his nose into non of his business.... touching our laundry, "attacking" our privacy... ugh I could tell you stories and we woudlnt be finished by tomorrow!

Thanks a lot Now I'd just need 5k watchers who think like you! xD
Yes the comfort zone is a big problem - I can relate! when I draw realistic for example I often stop working on something because I fail ( and fail is just normal!) and take a step back to draw the way I think I'm good at.... it takes me a lot of effort to try again....or even worse sit down and try to improve the actual "failure". So it's good you're fighting the comfort zone!

I see you have a clear plan for the future, that's great! I really envy you for that! xD I'm sure you have the will and the power to achieve your goals!

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ChidoriLee In reply to x-Memoire-x [2017-09-27 04:24:27 +0000 UTC]

That is a very good question indeed |,D

Oh I see ;3; Well maybe after you finish your bachelors degree to possibly finish with just your bachelors? Though that sucks that that it's hard to find a job like that ;^; I know what you mean about art jobs being hard to find cause it's even hard to get commissions now =--=;; It's like the jobs we want are like you said, either under appreciated or they don't pay well to live off of ;H; Though I think you have the skills and talents to go far with your art honestly like if you were to go to some kind of artistic college or something ;v; /
And true, but it's okay because all we can do is just work our best and hope that things will work out and we can reach our goals /w\ b
But dang, like I won't lie, I'd throw a fit and I'd want to leave as well cause like that would drive me insane if someone tried to control my life like that. o-o Like it sounds sweetie that you guys stayed with him at first because he was alone and that fact that his family turned their backs on him which is sad but you two aren't like a tv as you said where he can do as he please. And the fact that he touches your guy's laundry and "attacks" your privacy... I would leave immediately ;____; Like.. it would creep me out to have some old guy constantly either following me around at the place or like just walking into my room or something omfg like ajdjskf privacy is needed cause you guys are adults and he should know that >3> lol And besides if he's truly lonely he could hire like a nurse assistant because we're suppose to be like companions for the elders and things on top of our normal work we do. |,D Or at least that's what some people do anyways since they are capable to live by themselves but they just want company haha But I really do hope that you guys can find a place for you to move and have your all's own space to live they way you all want to qwq <3 But dang it sounds like you two have had quite the advernture because of that old man xD haha

Haha you're very welcome! And awe, I'm sure they do, they might just be shy to say anything about it |D Haha I see o3o Well I think that your realistic art work is very professional looking! Like my gosh the amount of details you put into the hair and the eyes *7* haha I tried realistic I think once and fff.. I had nightmares for a few days because it was aweful for me haha xD My boyfriend helps me when I get stuck and has shown me how to do like a portrait like style cause I want to try that one day and differnet ways of shading. ;v; And that's very true about always trying to work on things that you might fail at and to keep working at the things you struggle with~!

Haha thank you~<3 ; u ; Im gonna try my best to make it happen and work towards it >w< Though I hope the same for you and that you are able to reach your goals as well Memoire! ; w; /

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x-Memoire-x In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-10-02 15:21:24 +0000 UTC]

okay time to reply haha!
yeah I could do that and I was thinking about it....jut not sure- my parents don't approve. I think I gotta see IF I'll get a place for master's first.
and yes people are like " awww did you draw that?? it's so pretty!" but they wouldn't really pay for it ;_;
Thanks for saying that! But idk...I honestly can't think of a job where you would really need my "skills". The only job I can think of is advertisement design and/or logo design for companies but that's really it. And as far as I know they aren't well paid either. Maybe there might be some "mixed job" that requires art skills but those are rare and you never heard of them because they are so specific...

Yes we gotta do that!

Yeah he's a creep. And tbh he's a bitch- he's really moody and that's annoying. One day he's a jerk, the next he wants to have a chitchat with you.... he also complains about shit and then does it himself and THEN it's supposed to be okay. ugh...that's what annoys me the most. So yeah...we've been here for 2 years now and we already reached our limits...
the thing is he's always on dates and got new girlfriends but not for a long time... cause at the start he's always super nice ( he did the same with us) and does EVERYTHING for them like a teenager with his first crush... but after a while I assume it's too hard for him to keep the show up... and then he shows his moody true face. so when he's got a new GF he's all happy and shit (but also careless af) and when they break up he's all pissed (and ruthless)..although how can he speak of "love" when he's going on the next dates already a month or two later.... =_=
thanks so much ;_; it seems we're getting the place but we dunno when we can move in.

Haha you caught me there....I enjoy drawing hair and especially eyes the most * w * I should work on my anatomy tho...and angles and perspectives aswell....but I also wanna master different art styles haha and so I have tons of stuff to do and never finish one :'3
and wow it's nice that your boyfriend is an artist aswell *o* I imagine that must be cool af. It's nice you can work together like that :3
I'm sure we all will! >:3

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ChidoriLee In reply to Unreal-Forever [2017-06-29 19:40:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much~! <3

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Unreal-Forever In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-07-06 20:58:50 +0000 UTC]

Did you have fun on your birthday?

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ChidoriLee In reply to Unreal-Forever [2017-07-09 23:23:39 +0000 UTC]

I did~! ;v; Went out to the movies with my family so that was a lot of fun uvu b haha

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ChidoriLee In reply to CyberBeastWarrior [2017-05-20 19:42:32 +0000 UTC]

Hello there~ ;v; /

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CyberBeastWarrior In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-05-20 23:40:21 +0000 UTC]

how have you been? its been forever! ;w;

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ChidoriLee In reply to CyberBeastWarrior [2017-05-26 02:12:32 +0000 UTC]

I've been doing pretty good and how about you? c: And yeah it has been a while xD haha

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CyberBeastWarrior In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-05-26 02:45:50 +0000 UTC]

same pretty much ;w;

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ChidoriLee In reply to xXCaramelAuroraXx [2017-03-08 01:24:51 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome! ;v; I love your artwork both on here and Instagram<3 ;w; Just normally too shy to say anything. |'D
Keep up the amazing work! <33

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xXCaramelAuroraXx In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-03-14 13:12:34 +0000 UTC]

awww thank you so much QAQ !!
Made me happy to hear that you enjoy my artworks >///< !! <3
Will try to and don't be shy heh I am a friendly soft artist cat who likes chocolate ;u; i am pretty harmless tbh I'D

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ChidoriLee In reply to xXCaramelAuroraXx [2017-03-15 19:19:44 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome! <3 ; w ; And I really do~! <33 It very professional looking and I really love the bright colors you use and your shading style is super pretty ;u; 
Haha, well I will try not to be shy. |D <33 You seem very friendly and a sweet person honestly ;v;

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xXCaramelAuroraXx In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-03-19 20:25:24 +0000 UTC]

Ahh you are making me flustered over here you are so sweet ;U; thank you a bunch !!! Makes me happy to hear that .///. !
I am nothing to fear i am a potato all in all roundish and friendly xDD 
You are sweet and friendly as well and your art is very pretty as well >u< love the way you draw hair so detailed and the way you colour

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ChidoriLee In reply to SiwySzczur [2017-01-04 00:53:29 +0000 UTC]

Ah, thank you so much~! ;v;

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SiwySzczur In reply to ChidoriLee [2017-01-04 07:05:12 +0000 UTC]

No problem, I like good art I invite you to my galleryIf you like my work, watch me

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ChidoriLee In reply to CyberBeastWarrior [2016-11-01 18:36:59 +0000 UTC]

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CyberBeastWarrior In reply to ChidoriLee [2016-11-01 18:56:58 +0000 UTC]

hi :3

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ChidoriLee In reply to CyberBeastWarrior [2016-11-02 02:10:19 +0000 UTC]

Hello there. ;v;

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CyberBeastWarrior In reply to ChidoriLee [2016-11-02 02:13:57 +0000 UTC]

how have you been? c:

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ChidoriLee In reply to CyberBeastWarrior [2016-11-03 17:30:26 +0000 UTC]

I'm doing good and you? vuv

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CyberBeastWarrior In reply to ChidoriLee [2016-11-03 17:48:48 +0000 UTC]

i'm ok c:

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ChidoriLee In reply to CyberBeastWarrior [2016-11-05 04:39:00 +0000 UTC]

That's good to hear~ vuv b

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CyberBeastWarrior In reply to ChidoriLee [2016-11-05 05:05:23 +0000 UTC]

yus c:

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ChidoriLee In reply to CyberBeastWarrior [2016-11-06 04:15:30 +0000 UTC]

;v;

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