Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2015-05-17 18:55:17 +0000 UTC]

That's basically what my boyfriend told me last year when I was stressed out due to deadline overload.

It doesn't help me not doubting everything I'm doing right now tho xD

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2015-05-18 17:01:42 +0000 UTC]

Doubt's a part of it. Sometimes I freak out and yell at myself. "What are you doing? OH GAWD YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING!!!!!" Just trying to be helpful and wanted to let you know it's okay. BTW let me know if I'm ever choking you with my reckless positivity

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2015-05-18 17:40:48 +0000 UTC]

I don't like doubt. It's giving me stress and stress gives me butterfingers. xP

I guess it's nice to know I'm not alone in being insecure. thanks
P.S. I like your reckless positivity. It's like the opposite of me. I'm way too carefull.

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2015-05-21 15:29:55 +0000 UTC]

*pats*

Haha, I'm the type of reckless positive friend who'll egg you on from the side, "Do it! You can do it! Do it! Do it! Deeeeeeeew eeeeeeeeet!" At least hopefully it makes my friends laugh

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2015-05-21 17:45:17 +0000 UTC]

in my head you suddenly, for a moment, sounded like one of my boyfriend's friends. He's always saying 'DO IT', but then in the creepiest voice he can manage. xD

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2015-05-22 02:37:17 +0000 UTC]

Nooooo not creepy voice! xD Heheheee That's like one of my friends who when he plays AC with me sometimes he'll walk up behind a guard, whisper, "I love you," in a creepy voice and then stealth stab him. O.o;;

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2015-05-22 06:47:38 +0000 UTC]

O-kay. That's pretty creepy. xD

In ac I've recently made a habbit of just wistling guards into bushes, whispering 'hello there', let him see me so he smoke bombs me, put my gas-mask on and then stab 'm. I don't know why, It's just fun to do in ac:Rogue. xD

btw I'm drawing the Rogue protagonist; Shay Cormac. He's just too awesome not to draw. But i'm making it really, really detailed so it might take me a few months xD

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2015-08-19 05:41:25 +0000 UTC]

Ooooh man I haven't played Rogue yet - I'm missing Rogue, Liberation, and Unity. x___x Aaaaaugh!

What medium will you be using?

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2015-08-19 09:57:47 +0000 UTC]

I can't even run Unity. So there's that xD
As for Liberation, meh. Too much redressing.
Freedom cry was too short.
And rogue... I kinda forgot I was playing it in my Witcher 3 hype xD

I was using photoshop. Untill now I had even completely forgotten I was drawing Shay xD Oops.

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2015-08-22 14:52:40 +0000 UTC]

Awwww That makes me wanna tape it while I play and put it on youtube for you. I don't even know if I can do that playing on PS3 though...
I'm just excited for a female assassin/badass finally in Liberation.
I've heard good things about Rogue.

Hehe reminder!

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2015-08-24 09:50:49 +0000 UTC]

ahahahaha good luck raging at slowness on ps3. No need to tape it, I'm sure I can find a stream IF and when I really want to know the story

She female, she badass, but she redress too much xD Typical woman I guess?
Rogue's all in all a pretty decent game.

Meh, don't feel like finishing it. I've got too much going on too.

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2015-09-05 13:12:00 +0000 UTC]

redress storyline wise?

I just bought Rogue - saving it to try when I have some time off. I know if I really like it I'm probably gonna tank through a big chunk of it. 

Awwww okay.

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2015-09-07 16:39:17 +0000 UTC]

redressing during the story like 'you have too look like a slave to get in and then when you're in disguise as a lady so you can blend with the party go-ers'

I stopped buying the games. WIth that stunt they pulled with Unity they're not getting my money anymore. Yo-ho-ho and a bottle of torrents.
Rogue's awesome storywise. Tho I have no idea how far in the storyline I am. Probably like 10% with hours of gaming because I always get distracted with side-objectives xD

Maybe i'll finish it when I've settled in with my job and stuff. Right now I'm enjoying my last week of vacation

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2015-09-08 20:21:53 +0000 UTC]

Hm. Got it.

Stunt? Do tell.

I get distracted with getting all the side stuff too. Enjoy your vacation!! Where's the new job?

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2015-09-09 07:54:37 +0000 UTC]

the stunt with unity's pc version being unrunable and their reason being "they pirate it anyway so why should we bother with optimizing for those thieves" So I was like, alright, if you think ALL pc gamers are thieves, you're getting your wish. yarr.

new job's like 10  km from my house. going to work with bike is go It's something in between app-development and server maintenance xD I just hope I'm up for it

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2016-01-01 01:38:55 +0000 UTC]

.....ROFL oh boy.

Yus! Also, yay exercise! How is it turning out? (sorry i"m bad at timely responses...)

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2016-01-04 17:39:15 +0000 UTC]

ohey, thought I'd never hear from you again xD

My job title turns out to be full stack webdeveloper and so far... I have no idea what I'm doing. xD
They're supposed to train me but the people who work there have barely any knowledge of how the web-app works so I'm really struggling to understand how to do things. And soon (in three months or so) I'm supposed to be able to fix bugs :S
That's what you get with a company that has always outsourced the development of different components of their web-app. Nobody knows anything.

How have you been lately? Busy, I assume?

Also: Happy new years!

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2016-01-04 23:13:31 +0000 UTC]

I'm always lurkin' around

Woah....Kind of a learn-as-you-go position, ey? Can you do the research on your own on how to puzzle it out and fix stuff up? 

Damn busy between home and work and balancing everything that grounds me sometimes I juggle a lot of stuffs but it's hitting a spell where it's getting better

Happy New Years to you too!!

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2016-01-05 12:39:08 +0000 UTC]

You lurkster. xD

Yea, I learn as I go. I'm slowly figuring out different pieces, but I seem to be taking longer than I should. Nevertheless my 'mentor' seems proud enough at where I've gotten so far. I'm not sure how to feel about these things.

At least you're getting better at the juggling game, I seem to be getting worse at finding balances xD

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2016-01-06 03:54:05 +0000 UTC]

Mwahaha!

Hm. Are you taking longer than you think you should or are your mentors mentioning you should be going faster? Because when I started my current position at first I thought I was going way too slowly but it was the exact opposite...just no one was saying so

Eh, it's a learn as you go thing too

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2016-01-06 07:35:36 +0000 UTC]

I honestly don't know. It feels to me like I'm going to slow. But... Nobody tells me anything. I'm getting quite tired of that, to be honest.

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2016-01-07 23:40:36 +0000 UTC]

Push for feedback! Or start evaluating yourself logically. You'd have to use a starting point and do the initial every so often of, "what did I learn today?" and just keep improving for yourself.

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Alentrish In reply to kinokashi [2015-04-28 12:22:32 +0000 UTC]

you earned it!

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-07-23 16:22:32 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!
I'm afraid it's a bit too warm to DO anything fun, but I did get the most awesome present ever from my boyfriend An Eagle Sword replica (AKA Altaïr's sword)

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-07-25 01:30:00 +0000 UTC]

WUT. JEALOUS! 

Seriously though, that is so cool

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-07-25 07:55:42 +0000 UTC]

xD I totally did not expect it. He was saying things like, "I really don't want you to lose it", so I thought the gift would be a bracelet or something... and then he comes walking up with a motherfucking sword xD

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-07-27 00:56:46 +0000 UTC]

Dude. You aren't going to lose that. IT'S FREAKING ALTAIR'S SWORD!!!! Heh, sorry, I'm so excited for you though. Awesome sauce for a bf who knows you well~

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-07-27 07:19:07 +0000 UTC]

That's what I thought the miniute I saw the box in his hands
hey, I'm excited too ;D I still can't stop looking over my shoulder to check on it. and ah well, I had been talking about getting it for a while and was pretty pissed off when that other store took them off the shelves (they had the PERFECT replica)

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-07-31 03:17:54 +0000 UTC]

Awwww well, there are few replicas as badass as Altair's sword

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-07-31 11:25:47 +0000 UTC]

yea, but they're not as perfect

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-08-02 13:56:50 +0000 UTC]

This makes me curious what the perfect one you saw looked like o.o

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-08-05 14:28:26 +0000 UTC]

As you can guess
it looked perfect.
Nah, just, quality man. That was an ACTUAL sword, compared to a replica, you can feel and see the difference in so many ways

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-08-07 22:26:46 +0000 UTC]

Wait, a functional sword - as in not just decoration? *droolz*

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-09-24 12:49:07 +0000 UTC]

Guess what turned out to be complete crap... they painted the hilt/decorations black/white so that from a distance it appeared metal. very EXPENSIVE CRAP

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-09-24 17:14:06 +0000 UTC]

….awwwww maaaan! I'm sorry You should send them a feather. A white one.

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-09-25 10:21:04 +0000 UTC]

I'm sending the thing back and demanding a refund. The cheaper replica my boyfriend bought me was better quality than this shit.

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-09-25 17:01:24 +0000 UTC]

Do it. That's such nonsense -_-;

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-09-25 17:51:30 +0000 UTC]

I know, right?
*sigh*
besides that everything else is going wrong too. I'm behind on schoolwork (and school started only a week ago, ha-ha) and starting to live in constant panic because of it... I'm losing my mind

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-09-26 05:54:15 +0000 UTC]

*pat* It'll get better. 

Oh goodness. Here's what I do when I"m behind: I write days to do assignments on on my calendar that way I can at least rebalance and then catch up and then I can plan ahead so I can get some relax day x_x Take it easy girl. It's too soon to go crazy

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-09-26 12:12:42 +0000 UTC]

That's the problem. I can't get them planned in. There's simply Too many projects. Not to mention seperate homework tasks, long class hours, etc.

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-09-27 20:29:35 +0000 UTC]

Try <3 Keep trying. You can do it~

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-09-23 08:31:19 +0000 UTC]

Remember that sword I mentionned? Guess what I ordered!

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-09-24 17:13:34 +0000 UTC]

Oh…My…GOSH!!!

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Alentrish In reply to AmaranthineRain [2014-08-08 07:33:44 +0000 UTC]

exactly.

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AmaranthineRain In reply to Alentrish [2014-08-10 01:58:07 +0000 UTC]

Whaaaaa!

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