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I just don't what to do,
I can't say how I feel.

You were the first.
I can't stop myself from missing you.
These words mean so little.

I just can't carry on,
The emptiness seeps into the open wounds.
I can't stop myself from feeling this way,
But it hurts to know you're so far away.

I'm sorry for how I put things across.
For how you tried to make life perfect for me.
For how I always put you down with my piercing words.
And my tear just falls.

I hate myself for that.
I hate how you were always there,
But I always took you for granted.

I hate how I constantly look at others and then back to you.
You were like a shadow.
And I blame myself for that.

You showed everything through little ways,
Yet I wanted more.
I wanted something else.
Not you.

Looking at your photo.
I throw the flower down.
Wilted is the state of my heart.
Please take me away again.

I need you.

Description
I just don't what to do,
I can't say how I feel.

You were the first.
I can't stop myself from missing you.
These words mean so little.

I just can't carry on,
The emptiness seeps into the open wounds.
I can't stop myself from feeling this way,
But it hurts to know you're so far away.

I'm sorry for how I put things across.
For how you tried to make life perfect for me.
For how I always put you down with my piercing words.
And my tear just falls.

I hate myself for that.
I hate how you were always there,
But I always took you for granted.

I hate how I constantly look at others and then back to you.
You were like a shadow.
And I blame myself for that.

You showed everything through little ways,
Yet I wanted more.
I wanted something else.
Not you.

Looking at your photo.
I throw the flower down.
Wilted is the state of my heart.
Please take me away again.

I need you.