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So, im not dead, or anything like that, i might as well be tho, i haven't been feeling well.. I feel bad for the things that have happened this last month and december, i feel horrible for the things I've said of people i care deeply about just to fit in in another group, I know i can't fix that, i can't take back my words and swallow them, no.. i can't, thats something i have to live with, and get constantly reminded about it, by seeing your drawings or you getting mentioned.. I feel this deep sadness inside knowing i can't do nothing about it, but feeling like this won't change things, and most likely nothing will. but still i would like to say that im sorry, and i deserve to be like this.

==This drawing pretty much shows how i feel, alone==
=Thats my fursona Ray=

PS: I'm not really that good with words, never have
PSS:I'm not back, just... wanted to try to get something of my chest before leaving again

Description
So, im not dead, or anything like that, i might as well be tho, i haven't been feeling well.. I feel bad for the things that have happened this last month and december, i feel horrible for the things I've said of people i care deeply about just to fit in in another group, I know i can't fix that, i can't take back my words and swallow them, no.. i can't, thats something i have to live with, and get constantly reminded about it, by seeing your drawings or you getting mentioned.. I feel this deep sadness inside knowing i can't do nothing about it, but feeling like this won't change things, and most likely nothing will. but still i would like to say that im sorry, and i deserve to be like this.

==This drawing pretty much shows how i feel, alone==
=Thats my fursona Ray=

PS: I'm not really that good with words, never have
PSS:I'm not back, just... wanted to try to get something of my chest before leaving again