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You lie
You cheat
Why should I believe
A word you say?

For years
I can't pretend
I didn't know
The person you pretended
You weren't

So demanding
So demeaning
Why should I hope
You will ever change?

For awhile
Everything seems calm
For once
I actually feel happy
But then
Like always
You pull the usual stunt

Nothing you can say
Can stop me from
Believing what I do
Thinking what I've thought
And not trusting you

You're supposed to be
The person I look up to
Look to for answers
When you lie to yourself
And everyone else
Who am I
Supposed to believe?

I can see you
Dead or alive
Anytime in my head
But in real life
You're very much alive
And living a lie

You're a lie
You always have been
And always will be
To me