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fade away like a good girl, is that fair for me to say? you never were mine, and never will be mine, denial is an evil thing, a swamp of lies covered in half or empty truths for me, to calm me down. to make me feel a little better about my pathetic love life, if you can even call it that. so this is my apology, out of my writings and out of my life, until that beautiful day you are back, a day i will no sooner forget then remember, if i ever am blessed with the ability to live and remember it....until then my fingers are crossed, my heart is open and my soul is ready for anything and everything that life throws at it.....i love you? i cant say yes or no to that....but what i do know is that more energy is put into contimplating that then anything else i do, and i think that is enough to say that you are amazing, and would keep me happy for the rest of my time here, for the rest of my empty life. you can fill it though, i know you dont want to but ill leave the opportunity open...for you.....only you.....whoever you may be.

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fade away like a good girl, is that fair for me to say? you never were mine, and never will be mine, denial is an evil thing, a swamp of lies covered in half or empty truths for me, to calm me down. to make me feel a little better about my pathetic love life, if you can even call it that. so this is my apology, out of my writings and out of my life, until that beautiful day you are back, a day i will no sooner forget then remember, if i ever am blessed with the ability to live and remember it....until then my fingers are crossed, my heart is open and my soul is ready for anything and everything that life throws at it.....i love you? i cant say yes or no to that....but what i do know is that more energy is put into contimplating that then anything else i do, and i think that is enough to say that you are amazing, and would keep me happy for the rest of my time here, for the rest of my empty life. you can fill it though, i know you dont want to but ill leave the opportunity open...for you.....only you.....whoever you may be.