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< Based off a piece from a year and a half ago.

If you want to say "but only used me for their own selfish wants and desires." about me it makes me slightly sick to my stomach. I never used you. You were my friend all through middle school and I was that like wise to you. It wasn't until high school things got bad and especially after you moved. I never used you for anything. Was I a bitch? Sure, so where a lot of people with angst at that age.
You don't see me however parading around four years later right before we are going into college subliminally calling me out on things that we're "Oh so horrid" and make you "Boil with anger."
Why?
I should not have that much sway on you at all. Especially when you tell me -

"I do believe that you have changed, yes. I had gone through the same thing at one point but I didn't want to hurt those I held close so I took the inner turmoil out on myself through bites and scratching. I've had to see doctors about depression and suicide because I was stuck in this loop of nothing but self hate and misery.
Though we've had our tough times we've overcome the obstacles that life had to throw at us even if we had no idea what it was that caused them.

I don't hate you, in fact I miss you."

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Don't go on to say you boil with anger when I speak with you. Because after that we have hardly talked by that does not mean I have been cruel or unusual to you. We have not fought I have not belittled you.

Franky, I have kept you off of my tongue. Leave me out of yours or take it up with me don't display it all over dA and pretend its okay to do.

xDead
-The background color is Shocks usual fur color.

/End rant/

Description
< Based off a piece from a year and a half ago.

If you want to say "but only used me for their own selfish wants and desires." about me it makes me slightly sick to my stomach. I never used you. You were my friend all through middle school and I was that like wise to you. It wasn't until high school things got bad and especially after you moved. I never used you for anything. Was I a bitch? Sure, so where a lot of people with angst at that age.
You don't see me however parading around four years later right before we are going into college subliminally calling me out on things that we're "Oh so horrid" and make you "Boil with anger."
Why?
I should not have that much sway on you at all. Especially when you tell me -

"I do believe that you have changed, yes. I had gone through the same thing at one point but I didn't want to hurt those I held close so I took the inner turmoil out on myself through bites and scratching. I've had to see doctors about depression and suicide because I was stuck in this loop of nothing but self hate and misery.
Though we've had our tough times we've overcome the obstacles that life had to throw at us even if we had no idea what it was that caused them.

I don't hate you, in fact I miss you."

-

Don't go on to say you boil with anger when I speak with you. Because after that we have hardly talked by that does not mean I have been cruel or unusual to you. We have not fought I have not belittled you.

Franky, I have kept you off of my tongue. Leave me out of yours or take it up with me don't display it all over dA and pretend its okay to do.

xDead
-The background color is Shocks usual fur color.

/End rant/