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winwinsituation In reply to Rwhitewings [2012-04-06 02:36:41 +0000 UTC]
I'm so glad I could help you out! :]
Good luck on your character!
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AngelLover89 [2011-04-10 01:24:46 +0000 UTC]
Great concept.
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Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-12 23:24:53 +0000 UTC]
dude that's a frickin awesome tattoo!
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Skittlezarenummy In reply to winwinsituation [2011-03-12 23:39:28 +0000 UTC]
it's really nice and if you don't mind my asking; what was your inspiration for the tattoo? does it have a certian meaning or something? lol sorry i'm just curious.
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-13 00:16:04 +0000 UTC]
Well I'm a christian and faith is everything to me it represents how Faith in God gives me life and whats pumping through my veins, like blood. So I got the words in red and I put the pulse behind the words ''faith'' on my wrist to show it. :]
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Skittlezarenummy In reply to winwinsituation [2011-03-13 00:27:32 +0000 UTC]
that's really cool, it's getting a bit hard these days to find christians who say that they have faith in God and that's what running through them. or maybe it's just the people i know who call themselves christians, or maybe i'm just one who thinks that believing in God isn't enough and that having faith in him and letting that faith run through you is everything and now i'm rambling and i'm sorry. lol. anyway the tattoo is a really good idea and a great symbol of your faith. k yeah i'm done rambling now, sorry again.
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-13 02:15:25 +0000 UTC]
LOL I don't mind talking about whatever. I totally agree with you and yeah everyones a hypocrite to some degree but some people are just flat out faking being a christian. They don't actually care or get it nor do they want to. Its about them not God or other people. They just don't care. Kinda like my ex I had been with for a year that I left a month ago. Same thing lol.
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Skittlezarenummy In reply to winwinsituation [2011-03-13 19:45:04 +0000 UTC]
THANK YOU! oh my goodness you have no idea how many people keep telling me that i'm worng when i say that everyone is a hypocrite in one way or another. it just bugs me that so many people are faking being a christian. i mean i'm still kinda new to being a christian and all but like, i didn't think so many people were as fake as they are. like my ex for example, one big fake liar who didn't really have faith in God he only said he did because he wanted people to like him. ugh people upset me. i just can't see how someone can fake being a christian and go on with their lives as they always have. it's just crazy that they aren't willing to accept Jesus as their savior. lol again i ramble. i just don't have anyone to actually talk to about stuff like this, everyone i know thinks it's weird.
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-13 20:23:51 +0000 UTC]
Yeah! I know! Same with my ex. He only did it to draw me in and then eventually I left him because hes such a huge douche and then after admitting he was an A-hole, he was to blame and saying I deserved better he had to think about if I was worth it so I said screw that no way I'm not about to waste my time on you anymore. It was rediculous and if you knew the whole story youd REALLY get it. Hes a deceitful freakin evil person. I don't understand that either..and people think its weird because they have no direction in there life. Its alllll about them and most other religions center it around the self. I understand that feeling people like that piss me off too.
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Skittlezarenummy In reply to winwinsituation [2011-03-14 01:06:11 +0000 UTC]
my ex was almost the same way but he told ME i was to blame because i had "problems" because i was freaking out after being told i may never have kids i was like 'wth is wrong with you man'. so now he's telling everyone that I'M a fake christian when i'm not. ugh i just don't get straight guys, they're annoying. i just don't think it's worth trying to make him see that there is someone greater than all of us who can tell the fake from the real.
but yeah i can see where people would question faith in God when like a zillion other religions center around one's self. it's weird that satan has so much power over so many people. it's crazy. like it just pisses me off so much that people can't see that satan has them by the bawls and is making them do the dirty work for him. i just wish i could tear the blanket from over their eyes and let them see what's really going on with them!
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-16 01:20:13 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, exactly. LOL has them by the bawls. Its true. He does and they don't get it but hey..that would be satan sooo..makes sense. Yeah he never said I was fake or that I wasnt a good person but I'm convinced that he never did care about God and he is a bad person. Many other people can see that clearly to hes just dellusional but I still care about him. Hes just blind and selfish but I deserve better so I'm not about to be with somone who can't admit to faults or obvious issues that EVERYONE else saw to.
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Skittlezarenummy In reply to winwinsituation [2011-03-16 21:26:30 +0000 UTC]
lol. arg satan is just ugh i don't have the words. but it's kinda his job...that's a crapy job lol.
well at least he owned up to his problems. i mean that doesn't make any of it right but he knows he has flaws. ryan, my ex, thinks he's perfect. ugh it bugs me. like i KNOW i'm not perfect, nobody is but sometimes i think he thinks he's God. it just hurts, that satan has such a hold on him right now and the only thing i can do is pray for him. sometimes it doesn't feel like it's enough but i know i have to put all my trust in God, and i do it's just i wish i could do more, ya know? i just hope he figures out what's going on with his life soon, or i'm afraid that there won't be any turning back for him. like i'm so mad at him for the things she's done/said to me but i just can't give up on him. i want to help him, but he has no faith and i know my faith is strong but i dunno if i can help.
wow sorry for venting, i just..i feel like i can talk to you; yeah that sounds less creepy in my head,lol.
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-16 22:34:46 +0000 UTC]
Well no he admits he has flaws but he doesn't do anything about them and honestley I don't think he really believes he has them or they are as bad as they are. See my boyfriend just acted like he was somebody else but still at the same time it showed through. I gave him like 60 chances. I had almost left him sooo many times and he never really made that much progress. He would admit to it but then the next morning it would happen all over again. He also was just NOT a kind person to barely anyone and he was two faced when he was nice. He was two faced in general but I was in love and had some hope..not much hope but I had some and I dragged it out to long because his mom got cancer..so I was there for him because I loved him BUT after his mom was ok and we where in a less stressful situation he still wasnt any different so I left. He then has to think about if I'm worth it so that was it. I was done. I didn't give up on him I pray for him and I hope he changes. I hope he turns things around but I doubt he will. Hes in denial about a lot obviously. I don't mind you talking to me. :]
I like listening to people lol
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Skittlezarenummy In reply to winwinsituation [2011-03-16 23:31:28 +0000 UTC]
so he just says he has problems, when he actually doesn't think he has any? wow, that's crappy. so many people are like that, it sucks though. everyone has hope that people will change, it's easier i suppose to hope that they change than to admit that they probably won't. but then again, hope is kinda what people live on now, sadly. ah, love, it hurts sometimes more than others. i mean yeah i'm young but that doesn't matter, i know what love is. but anyone who has to think if you're worth it or not is stupid, i think that if someone loves you than you're worth it to them. (wow i sound kinda grown up) i hope he changes, for himself if nothing else. but it's good that you didn't give up on him, so many people today give up on others.
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-17 02:01:14 +0000 UTC]
Yeah we are never getting back together though unless he 100 percent proves to me he is different but honestley I still don't know if I could trust him ever again. He decieved me to much..
Hes just again not a good person and hes in denial about the way he is. He just doesn't give a crap about anything. Hardly himself really but I loved him so I pray for him. I'm def not in love with him anymore though. I still care about him. He had a hard past but he uses it as an excuse and I told him he needs to do something about it. He needs to turn to God etc..
Its just a crazy situation and I was naive..BUT its a life lesson learned for sure! lol
We both sound grown up ahaha.
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-18 00:52:38 +0000 UTC]
I'll continue to pray but its ultimatley up to him if he changes or not. God can help but he has to see the issues and actually do something about them this time. WOOOOW he sounds like Justin lol. Thats something he would say and yeah he actually would get drunk and was even worse afterwards. I wouldn't let him usually. I let him about three times that was it. In the past he had abused alcohol and drugs but he said he had changed which I could see he had changed about that but he said he knew that if we where not together hed get back into that again. Hes a liar. He won't ever get back into that stuff which is good of course but lol. He said ALL kinds of charming BS things to keep me with him. All lies. They are hard. Just keep praying about it all and for him but don't make the mistake I did by staying for to long. There will be no mercy for then next guy...I know EXACTLY what to look for and what I want now...
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Skittlezarenummy In reply to winwinsituation [2011-03-18 01:07:50 +0000 UTC]
it's hard to deal with people who abuse alcohol/drugs or who have abused them. hmm maybe deal isn't the right word...but even still. i know what it's like to deal with watching someone day in and day out abuse some sort ofdrug and alcohol. i wish ryan would just wake up and see that he's hurting so many people and himself as well. i don't understand how people like that can live the way they do, but i'm not in their shoes so i dunno what it's like. i'm sorry he lied to you so much, that's really sucky of him. i'm going to keep praying for him, and i've stayed for five years, i don't think i could ever really leave for good. i'd feel almost...empty i guess would be the word i'm looking for.
lol well good luck with finding a new man, i still haven't fully decided if i'm ready to move away from ryan; even though it would be best for he and i.
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-18 01:57:40 +0000 UTC]
Yeah Justin needs to wake up to. Even his bestfriend told me she knew it wouldn't last, I was to good for him, he was insecure and thats why she had been his friend for so many years. She said that was just the type of person she was. I just can't put up with a person who tells me to trust them and that they love me when they treat me like a peice of crap. Ive never been treated as badly as he treated me in my entire life. I also felt more care coming from friends..thats really sad I mean you can't say you love somone and then thats the outcome. I can't believe youv been together for five years thats crazy. I realllyy hope it works out for you guys though. Really.
I wont feel empty without him I'm already happier and more stable lol. Money to me doesn't matter and know deep down in my heart that wont make him happy or anyone else for that matter. Its God and its helping people etc..thats what matters and thats what brings joy. The rest is empty.
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Skittlezarenummy In reply to winwinsituation [2011-03-20 16:44:06 +0000 UTC]
hah yeah i can't believe it's been five years either. it's crazy, but i think ryan and i's relationship will never work again, not this time. which is sad, but i'll live. i mean i'll feel like something's missing, but i think that's just because i've been with him so long. i'm sure as time goes on and wounds heal i'll be a happier person and get back to being me.
yeah his friends kept telling me the same thing, that we weren't gonna last and such, i guess i should've taken their word for it but oh well. it's not the biggest misktake i've ever made. i hope that justin gets the wake up call he needs. and i'm sorry he treated you so badly, nobody should ever be treated badly. nobody.
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-20 17:50:54 +0000 UTC]
Yeah and just think of it as you can find somone who treats you right and genuinley cares. You also have learned A LOT about relationships. Thats how i think about it. I'm also not so naive now. The biggest thing is that he betrayed me, made me deeply trust him and then lied about EVERYTHING. I want to have nothing to do with him. His voice would piss me off right now. If you knew the full extent of everything youd really understand.
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Skittlezarenummy In reply to winwinsituation [2011-03-21 11:15:10 +0000 UTC]
i'm sure i'd understand more if i knew the whole story, but i can understand that he's just one big jerk who needs a wake up call of some sort and who probably isn't going to change the way he is for anyone/thing.
and yeah i know i'll be walking away from ryan a stronger woman who knows what it means to be treated right, because i've been treated so badly. and i'll be able to tell from the start next time if the guy i'm with is bad news or not. anyway i'd love to talk more but i jacked up my arm in a volleyball game yesterday and i'm really unable to type at the moment. but it was a nice conversation, i'd love to talk to you again...when my arm isn't jacked up lol.
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winwinsituation In reply to Skittlezarenummy [2011-03-21 22:29:14 +0000 UTC]
Yeah exactly and thats how I feel. The whole experience changed my life for the better honestly and its his loss not mine, thats for sure.
Yeah it was nice I like talking to you too! sure anytime you want I'm on here a lot. :]
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