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Published: 2020-04-05 17:06:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 530; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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Description I don't even know what do...
I tried to do I can't and my plans just failed.

I don't even think j can continue doing commissions
because I was gonna finish one THEN I got kicked back to square 2(shading).



I am slowly descending into depression the more I can't
draw,I can't afford a new phone because I don't have the money to,My
 parents don't have the money to,even if a wanted to I don't
 have a credit card.


What's even sadder is that I can't do
 it on paper either,My phone just turns it into a grey screen and
 when it upload it it comes with an error screen.


The more I can't draw the more I lose happiness
 the more I lose happiness the more I lose a will to live the
 more I lose a will to live the more i-you know what's next
  after that.


I'm sorry I just can't do it,
Perhaps I could refund you guys the points,
There is no happy ending to my life.


I lost my YouTube channel now I'm losing
my hobby which is art,And next I will lose a will to live...
I took this with my amazon tablet,
sorry for bad qaulity and
just to be clear and NO it doesn't
have medibang,Ibispaint, etc.
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Comments: 9

shinu4dead [2020-04-06 13:24:46 +0000 UTC]

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Rustiicat [2020-04-05 21:43:37 +0000 UTC]

Things will get better, I know that when you read that you probably responded with "no, things will not get better" in your head, but things always do get better! Sometimes theres a point where you reach rock bottom and it cant get any worse, which is true. The only thing that can happen is that things get better. 

Im assuming that you cant download drawing apps on your tablet? :0
If that's the case, you can check if any online stores accept paypal. if they do, you can take traditional commissions until eventually you can buy a cheap phone (idk about your country, but in mine, you can buy some decent phones for around 50 bucks. most of the time the camera quality and storage space isnt very good, but hey, i managed to draw this  and this  on my old wack-ass $50 phone) with the money you earned through commissions. Then you can continue doing digital art commissions till you get enough for a good phone! And,,,try to get Samsung or something, not apple, because I think apple purposely slows down some of their phones

Ofc, you'd have to ask your parents about getting a paypal account first though..unless you think you'd be able to manage on your own, which would be very difficult if you dont have a credit card or your own bank account. Paypal keeps a very close eye out for your personal information, and if you use incorrect information, your account is removed i think?? So hey, if I was able to explain to my boomer parents the concept of earning money through art commissions, then anybody can.

edit: OH ALSO, as a last resort art program, maybe you can use flipaclip. My friend @/phykic uses flipaclip to draw all of her pictures.

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Waluigi32 [2020-04-05 18:28:27 +0000 UTC]

I truly hope it will get better for you.

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Scootaloo-The-Filly [2020-04-05 18:28:19 +0000 UTC]

Hey hey hey.. It's okay. Really.. Just sketch out traditional doodles to pass by time. it'll be okay, I promise. This will pass. You can always vent to me hun

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Crunchyishere [2020-04-05 17:42:05 +0000 UTC]

Why does all the terrible stuff happen to good people. I hope this all gets resolved soon.  Wish i knew how to help this.

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FanGirl1248 [2020-04-05 17:36:10 +0000 UTC]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ you deserve better

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madnessfoxywolf [2020-04-05 17:20:35 +0000 UTC]

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n12s [2020-04-05 17:08:39 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry for you my friend you don't deserve this not now nor ever

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Void-0f-Eyes [2020-04-05 17:08:33 +0000 UTC]

I’m so sorry.....I wish I knew how to help

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