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30-50 minute sketch, I may or may not finish it....
Alright! As the title says, today was a really fucking great day for me! And thats saying a lot since lots of things have been going on lately.
Here's why,
Alright so earlier this week my dad called me. He called because my mom told him I had to stay after school for a class I am failing. So, as most of you know, my dad is my hero and I love him to peices(he's my favorite parent) and I also haven't been able to see him in four years. Well, most of you also know that he got plane tickets for me to go down to the other side of the country to see him, on one condition, I pass all of my classes. So, he called me and basically made me feel like shit. Here's exactly what he said. "You understand if you fail those classes Alyssa, your not coming down here. I wouldn't care-" He paused right here because he realized what he was about to say, and then he continues. "I will change the plane tickets over to your brothers name and instead of you coming down for those two weeks your brother will." Than he continued by telling me everything him and my brother would do. I was balling, but I didn't want my dad to know so I covered up my tears and talked normally until he said goodbye. I then cried and cried until I couldn't cry anymore, I had no more tears left.
Then yesterday I felt like I wouldn't be able to pass my exams next week and I got depressed remembering what my father told me and in french I started crying so, I took one of my best friends, Jessica to the bathroom with me and I told her everything that was going on. Sadly there were no paper towels to make the swelling of my eyes go down so I pulled my hood over my head and walked into class, trying not to let people see my face even though some did. I heard Jess yell at someone across the room from me basically telling them not to be make fun of people unless they know they whole story and Jess isn't the kind of person to say that, so it made me feel a little better. Then after class I told the teacher and she made me feel really good, everything she told me sounded like she meant it. So now I feel a lot more confident in just about everything.
Alright now, today. I was packing my things up to go to my next class and over the announcements I heard them call my crush's name, Noah(if you didn't already know, he rejected me earlier this year.) and I emidently looked right at Jess, knowing she had something to say about him, it was just some random thing in the back of my head telling me she had something to tell me about him. She looked up at me and quote unquote said, "Oh, Alyssa I have something to tell you about yesterday! Well, in french when we came back Noah did the cutest thing EVER! Like oh my god! When we got back he leaned over and asked me what was wrong and he looked so sad and it was so adorable! I told him I couldn't really tell him so he looked at me and said in a deep voice, 'Is it about a boy?' so I said 'No, well, it's not a boy, but it is male.' and then he looked really pissed and he kind of growled! Then I thought, oh my god, Noah likes Alyssa!" Shocked by what she told me(because she knows Noah rejected me) I had to ask her if she was serious and she said she was 100% serious. Oh my god! Ever since then my heart starts racing whenever I think about him and I can't stop thinking about him. I don't care if he doesn't want to go out, but as long as he likes me back, I can be happy, even with everything going on! I will cry if he asks me out, I'll be too happy, but the chances of that are slim because my best guy friend, and one of Noah's friends likes me. I think Noah only rejected me because of Justin! Stupid Justin -.- ANYWAY! I'm so happy I might burst!
I've had three dreams that Noah's been in and in all of them I like him! THAT HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE! Normally if I like someone in a dream it hapens once and never again, but it's happened with Noah three times! I also kinda sorta had a dream where he changed his mind and went out with me. The dream was so sweet <33333
>///< God, I really like Noah... He's the first person I have ever liked!
Alright! Love you my mutts(and Noah)! Goodnight! <3