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TonomuraBix — the voice inside awakes again

Published: 2006-01-18 06:07:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 1403; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 49
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Description I hear a voice inside me awake again
It's telling me to surrender to the fight
A shadow land far beyond the light
A life that no one but I should ever have to know
I'm falling back into the web of night
-- From "Web of Night" by T.M.Revolution


Wow... this is so bad. There are sooo many things wrong with this, and yet... I still like it.


Haha, at any rate, this is my character Zel.. and.. uh.. well Zel. XD; Long story short, in me and my best friend's (everlasting neverending awesome to the MAX) story, she is injected with a type of drug that was suppose to enhance her powers (no, not quite like steroids XD) and make her a better and more willing servant/assassin to the Emperor among otehr things. And while it sort of does that, it also messes up the balance of certain chemicals in her brain and it starts causing a sort of split personality disorder. So, that scary lookin' lady behind the true Zel is a physical form of that voice in her head, which is basically Zel just looking a little more evil/scary than usual, lol.


I've wanted to do a picture like this of Zel and "evil Zel" for a long time.. only I imagined it not being so crappy. XD Also, the lyrics for the english version of T.M.Revolution's song "Web of Night" just fit so well with Zel in some parts it's funny/weird/cool, so that inspired me to try and draw a pic like this finally, and that's also why I used that quote up there. It's basically just the proportions for this thing that kill it for me.. and her mask looks terrible. XO That what I get for deciding to try and draw this while trying to pull myself from an art slump.


I DO really like how the coloring came out though! "Evil Zel" kinda remidns me of something you'd see in Fatal Frame. It sorta makes up for the badness of the drawing itself... or something.. I dunno, I can't figure out why I like this. XD;


Will prolly scrap this soon. ;O


Done with Prisma color pencils
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Comments: 40

kAttKurO [2006-08-21 06:02:24 +0000 UTC]

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG FUCKING YES!!!! BONDAGE AND MASKS O.O DUDE IM IN LOVE YOU ARE SOOO LIKE MINDED YOU ROCK!!!!

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TonomuraBix In reply to kAttKurO [2006-08-21 06:21:33 +0000 UTC]

LOL! XD Well I'm glad you like!

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M-Allcock [2006-01-22 13:28:31 +0000 UTC]

That's pretty freaky! XD I like the ribbons and mask best

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TonomuraBix In reply to M-Allcock [2006-01-23 04:38:47 +0000 UTC]

Haha thanks~!

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littledemonkurai [2006-01-20 02:23:00 +0000 UTC]

So pretty! o.o

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TonomuraBix In reply to littledemonkurai [2006-01-20 08:25:47 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!!

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restorationomega [2006-01-19 09:26:51 +0000 UTC]

Cool! I love traditional! I think the next one I post will be with color pencils. I need to get back to my roots!

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TonomuraBix In reply to restorationomega [2006-01-20 07:33:13 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much! And ya, I like traditional art too! Though sometimes I really wish I was still able to use my photoshop program~

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restorationomega In reply to TonomuraBix [2006-01-20 08:12:34 +0000 UTC]

Ha ha ha! That's so funny because I want to be able to do traditional again! I'm the opposite!

I want to be good at both of them. I still need to get "channeling" down in photoshop. I have so many problems with it....

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TonomuraBix In reply to restorationomega [2006-01-20 08:38:22 +0000 UTC]

Haha well I'm not very good with either. But I guess I'm better at tradtional now.

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restorationomega In reply to TonomuraBix [2006-01-20 21:37:36 +0000 UTC]

Heee hee! Hopefully, I'll have better skills by the time I go back to school!

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Akuinnen [2006-01-19 07:01:19 +0000 UTC]

OMG! I LOVE how you've done and interpruted the split persona oooOoo~ its soo perdy! no scrap!!! *waves chibi arms about*

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TonomuraBix In reply to Akuinnen [2006-01-19 07:29:55 +0000 UTC]

LoL aw thanks~!!! But but but, the proportions~ XO

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Akuinnen In reply to TonomuraBix [2006-01-19 14:20:13 +0000 UTC]

=3 heeee~ you being fussy like me?...XD...even if they are off it still looks good

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TonomuraBix In reply to Akuinnen [2006-01-20 06:47:42 +0000 UTC]

Hehe I'm always fussy. But thankies!

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Akuinnen In reply to TonomuraBix [2006-01-22 11:43:47 +0000 UTC]

*snickers*...sometimes its very hard not to be. No problems ^_^

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Demoness-Seamstress [2006-01-18 22:21:10 +0000 UTC]

no, that is sooooo good, it's fantastic, i love the bandages , the hands are soooo creepy, but yeah, awesome

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TonomuraBix In reply to Demoness-Seamstress [2006-01-19 06:48:16 +0000 UTC]

Haha thanks so so much~!!

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Caladbolgsama [2006-01-18 15:41:28 +0000 UTC]

Awesome story!!

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TonomuraBix In reply to Caladbolgsama [2006-01-19 06:47:10 +0000 UTC]

Haha thanks!

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Caladbolgsama In reply to TonomuraBix [2006-01-19 14:48:50 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome

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RoseAsh [2006-01-18 14:49:13 +0000 UTC]

woow, never seen somthing like this from you, cool

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TonomuraBix In reply to RoseAsh [2006-01-19 06:46:59 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! And ya, it's been a loooong while since I've done something like this.

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coralkitten [2006-01-18 11:22:10 +0000 UTC]

Wow, this owns The mask reminds me that of Haku's from Naruto
I really love the colouring on the skin, the different hints of different colours make it very fun for the eye

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TonomuraBix In reply to coralkitten [2006-01-19 06:45:11 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much! Hehe really? That's cool, I like Haku's mask. X3 Tho actually the design for the mask was inspired by the masks in the Vampire Princess Miyu manga. Oh the story and art is soooo good in that~ But back to your comment, ya I used a bunch of different colors with their skin. Normal Zel is mostly just white with very light skin tones and then light purple.. evil Zel is white with grey and purple... makes her kinda look like a corpse, haha. XD

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coralkitten In reply to TonomuraBix [2006-01-19 11:08:30 +0000 UTC]

oh, I heard of that manga before, I should read it, I need to get into a new series by now ><

ah, I see, very clever use of the colours

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TonomuraBix In reply to coralkitten [2006-01-20 06:47:14 +0000 UTC]

Ah yeah, its' really really good! <3 I highly reccomend it! ^^

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Catgirlemi7 [2006-01-18 06:39:59 +0000 UTC]

I really really like this Bixy. It reminds me of my character Void in a way. I love the mask and the coloring which give me the mood. I LOVE THIS!

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TonomuraBix In reply to Catgirlemi7 [2006-01-18 07:29:54 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much Emi~!

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JFaith [2006-01-18 06:26:18 +0000 UTC]

Oomph.


Creepy.

O.O;



But really, really good. I love the bandages and her hair. The background looks too good to be a background. XD;

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TonomuraBix In reply to JFaith [2006-01-18 07:29:33 +0000 UTC]

Haha, thanks so much~!

Ya I like the bandages too,, it was a last minute idea to make them blood stained too, glad I thought of that, lol. And haha ya, my hand hurt so much by the time I was done filling in all the black space.. oh my poor black pencil~

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JFaith In reply to TonomuraBix [2006-01-18 15:32:14 +0000 UTC]

No problem.


I bet your Black colored pencil died along the way though. XD; (I've heard of it happening...)

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TonomuraBix In reply to JFaith [2006-01-19 06:40:13 +0000 UTC]

Haha well the one I started with was already really small.. so that one died. The I used up a good part of the new one, but it's still in good health for the most part thankfully.

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Marcher [2006-01-18 06:20:51 +0000 UTC]

tis a very cool pic! i love how you did the ribbons,and the poses!!

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TonomuraBix In reply to Marcher [2006-01-18 07:28:06 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much~!

I like how the ribbons came out too~ It was kinda a last minute decision to make them bloodstained instead of just white too.

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funeral-portrait [2006-01-18 06:15:17 +0000 UTC]

bad ass

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TonomuraBix In reply to funeral-portrait [2006-01-18 07:27:15 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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funeral-portrait In reply to TonomuraBix [2006-01-18 10:26:44 +0000 UTC]

your welcome

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Boofrickittyhoo [2006-01-18 06:14:31 +0000 UTC]

ohhhhh, i like ittttttt!! it's hella spiffy!!

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TonomuraBix In reply to Boofrickittyhoo [2006-01-18 07:26:55 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much!

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