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I'm not off my hiatus, this is just something that I've needed to upload and say for a while.
Comments will be disabled since it's obvious who I want this message to go out to.

Nat, I told you I'd finish this. It's been months now, many months. But I never forgot. I never forgot for one moment.
I wish we could be best of friends like we used to be. I still miss you, and it makes me ache so badly. I don't know if you could say the same. But nonetheless, you meant and mean a lot to me, and I'm still here, I'm still waiting for you to just message me one day and we could talk like old times.
I know it's selfish and that I should try and make the effort myself. But it's painful. I'm sure you know. It's too painful when I keep believing that you don't want the same thing I do. I know she's your closest friend nowadays, and I know that you love her and cherish her and she's a big part of your life. But I want to be a big part too.

Maybe we will never be as close as we used to be. We've both changed a lot and we've both learned how cold the world can be to someone. I don't care, I just want to hear your voice, and know that you're still my friend.

Perhaps I'm just being dramatic, but I've needed to say it.

You're my bro, Nat. And you always will be.

old tazzil (c) me
Nat and original sketch (c) =CIaw

Description
I'm not off my hiatus, this is just something that I've needed to upload and say for a while.
Comments will be disabled since it's obvious who I want this message to go out to.

Nat, I told you I'd finish this. It's been months now, many months. But I never forgot. I never forgot for one moment.
I wish we could be best of friends like we used to be. I still miss you, and it makes me ache so badly. I don't know if you could say the same. But nonetheless, you meant and mean a lot to me, and I'm still here, I'm still waiting for you to just message me one day and we could talk like old times.
I know it's selfish and that I should try and make the effort myself. But it's painful. I'm sure you know. It's too painful when I keep believing that you don't want the same thing I do. I know she's your closest friend nowadays, and I know that you love her and cherish her and she's a big part of your life. But I want to be a big part too.

Maybe we will never be as close as we used to be. We've both changed a lot and we've both learned how cold the world can be to someone. I don't care, I just want to hear your voice, and know that you're still my friend.

Perhaps I'm just being dramatic, but I've needed to say it.

You're my bro, Nat. And you always will be.

old tazzil (c) me
Nat and original sketch (c) =CIaw