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I've already had enough of enduring what I do not deserve.
I've already had enough from people who treat me badly.
Maybe they think that I will never complain.
They think that everything is just fine with me because I always choose to understand.

What they don't know is that I am falling apart every time they hurt me, and they are acting like they never care at all.
I might always say I'm fine, but I tear up a little every time I see those people who caused me so much pain.

The truth is, I often say that I should forget everything that they did to me, but deep in my heart, I can't even forgive them for abusing me emotionally.
I held back my anger, hoping that they would finally treat me well if I showed them my kindness.
But they took advantage of it and made me feel like I was so worthless.

I hate begging people to treat me properly, but I end up dying inside every time I let them into my life.
I end up hurting myself every time they make me sad, and I will just bear it as if it is okay.

Maybe I should stop being okay with the things that actually kill me inside.
Maybe I should set boundaries for those who don't deserve my kindness.
And maybe I should stop expecting people to treat me like the way I treat them. 🍂🥀

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— Shiori X
Art: sii.hyun_

Description
I've already had enough of enduring what I do not deserve.
I've already had enough from people who treat me badly.
Maybe they think that I will never complain.
They think that everything is just fine with me because I always choose to understand.

What they don't know is that I am falling apart every time they hurt me, and they are acting like they never care at all.
I might always say I'm fine, but I tear up a little every time I see those people who caused me so much pain.

The truth is, I often say that I should forget everything that they did to me, but deep in my heart, I can't even forgive them for abusing me emotionally.
I held back my anger, hoping that they would finally treat me well if I showed them my kindness.
But they took advantage of it and made me feel like I was so worthless.

I hate begging people to treat me properly, but I end up dying inside every time I let them into my life.
I end up hurting myself every time they make me sad, and I will just bear it as if it is okay.

Maybe I should stop being okay with the things that actually kill me inside.
Maybe I should set boundaries for those who don't deserve my kindness.
And maybe I should stop expecting people to treat me like the way I treat them. 🍂🥀

-

— Shiori X
Art: sii.hyun_