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This year has been.. Interesting to say the least. Made some new friends, lost even more, my family and I moved to a new house in the summer.

I swear I've lost a lot of my hair from school, Speaking of which.. Today is the first day of my final term.

Just thinking about that makes me so excited my heart might burst out of my chest.. but also so nauseous that I might throw it up. I'm excited because this has been a very trying year and a half in school, I've been pushed past my limits a few times and beaten down, gotten up and been kicked back down. But the thought of being done is so exciting.. the part that worries me is after school.

What Am I Supposed To Do After College?

Do I start looking for work? Do.. I take a year off and travel?

Do I move out?

Should I look into taking more schooling?

And then there are all the what if's.. those make my head spin and my stomach flip.

But besides that, this past year has been a difficult one. There has been a lot of changes and I think I am finally ready to let go of certain things and move on.

I'm ready to let it go.

I'm ready to move on.

And I am ready to go.

Here's hoping 2014 is a better year.