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eRase-D In reply to ??? [2013-06-06 17:30:07 +0000 UTC]

You are so right! Rose will always be a special person to him, whatever happens to him. But I also think that everybody he travels with is not only changed by him but also changes himself a lot. Even Martha made him reflect on how he handles his companions. So this is what I think the companions tought him so far:

Rose: too much to describe it, including how to be a better person and being better to himself.
Martha: Companion's hearts are fragile, and so is his. He has to be more careful what he does with them.
Donna: He is not perfect, that's why even he needs help from time to time.
Amy/Rory: Friendship and Love is important enough to move whole worlds. Everybody needs it. Nobody is stronger alone.
Clara: I don't know ._. How to make Soufflees?

So that's just a personal opinion ^^ what do you think?

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-07 04:02:50 +0000 UTC]

Ohh i really agree with you ^^ each one of them made him better and vice.
Rose is just TOO MUCH TO SAY. she took away the shadow out of his hearts. she made him believe in love again -idiot as it sound lol-
(and on a side note, it makes me wince how much hate she received and receive :/ when i see people saying 'rose is the worst, so dumm and selfish lol' i just feel like )
Martha learned self-value with him, to stand for her own desires instead of being 'second best'. i know he had a lot to do about that, cause she felt 'second best' with him for the constant ghost of Rose brought for him. but it wasnt on purpose. he was absolutely broken and Rose's name just slipped through his lips everytime. And martha teached him to notice his manner, as you said
Donna was a best friend. a slap when he needed it, a STOP IT when wouldn't do it. a warm word, the mate he needed and he gave her self-value too, he showed her how important and precious she was.
Amy/Roy, gonna take you word on that. I started to watch s5
Clara, dunno her yet but LOL xD.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-07 18:26:01 +0000 UTC]

There's this girl in german television right now, and it's scary, she looks so much like Amy, and every time I turn on our tv and see her I nearly get a heart attack... god damnit you pervertedly good looking ginger girls of this world!

I really don't know why anyone would hate Rose! She is just so adorable! And - for the early 2000's - a pretty good actress! I have to say, I am not very impressed by the entertainment area of this time. Also, Doctor Who was always pretty low budget. And they always take out everything they can. I think they actually need this pressure to make the show so super good!

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-08 02:00:49 +0000 UTC]

haha i wish i have Amy's fairy hair D:

I know! its just really stupid :/ their reasons are those i told you. they see her as 'dumm and selfish'
yeah i will always prefer the 2005-2009 era of this newwho even with the non-so-technology visual effects and so. and Billie was totally amazing♥
even the introduccion, the song of the titles. i miss that

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-09 15:02:36 +0000 UTC]

Everytime I meet my one rl whovian friend we both go 'DOOOOWEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOO! WEEEEDOOOODOOOOOOO!' in public and laugh like retards. The first new opening is simply the best thing ever. :3
I have started watching Sherlock now and I actually think its meh. I didn't even get past the second episode. I am proceeding to watch openings of CSI: MIAMI episodes because of all the puns
My god, Amys hair. If it was legal to steal hair I'd do it. Its so ingredibly... SHINY!

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-09 23:27:02 +0000 UTC]

and GINGER♥ i always had a thing for ginger color lol. i always wanted to be ginger, so i started to dye my hair at 14. now its kind of brown-ish red-ish thing .

OH YESS the intro of DW is the best intro
I want to watch sherlock but really only 6 EPISODES? wtf were they thinking? :/. can see it all in one day lol.
also i was watching the 1ep of Falling skies, but i got bored and quit it. maybe gonna give it a try later.
i should be watching s5 of dw, since i started it..

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-10 18:45:03 +0000 UTC]

Ginger is like natures way to tell you you are a blessed special snowflake :3
I am colouring my hair as well. Its currently pretty washed out, which is why I'm coloring it black tomorrow. To fit that 50's thing thats going on on my head recently.

Yeah, this is a mean thing. You get hooked and then there's no more stuff to please your addiction. Bad british television! And what is Falling Skies even about?

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-10 22:52:12 +0000 UTC]

LOL yes♥
i had colored my hair since 14 and im 21 so my hair has experienced all the ginger-spectrum lol. i had allways dyed it with red-style . well, i tried some grape-ish shade sometime too. but i didnt like it.
today i bought two packs of tincture (i need two for all my hair), i haven't dyed my hair since more than a month and my dark roots are all on my front.

But sly i felt like cheated they could have made some more eps..
Its about aliens. like the walking dead but with aliens xD they had to fight the alien invasion.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-11 07:36:05 +0000 UTC]

I am always switching between some ruby red-ish colour (I couldn't make them look ginger, my original hair colour is too dark, sadly), a reddish brown and black. Right now black is just what is fitting best ^^

Wow, Walking Dead with aliens? Do they have a bragging Lori, too?

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-12 14:21:28 +0000 UTC]

LOL i feel you. Though my natural color isnt that dark, but yeah its dark brown >-<' and actually my color -after the dyeing- is kind of brownish-redish and im ok with it. Fit me too. Lol well i dunno, didnt watch it but what i meant is that show has kind of the same scenario (post-apocaliptic) but with aliens instead of zombies.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-12 16:46:12 +0000 UTC]

I am only 18 years old, but I'm actually getting some grey hair, which is a small personal torture. This is mostly why I'm doing all this to my hair, I'd rather have it be damaged than grey.
I just imagined an alien zombie invasion .____. Think about it: Zombies from Raxacoricofallapatorius... First they eat you, then they get into your skin...

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-12 18:07:03 +0000 UTC]

Oh. And i assume you have went to a dermatologist? cause it could be stress, or something bout thyroid. Or maybe just your genetic predisposition. Anyway dont worry, it happens to a lot of young people. Sometimes even at puberty age (14). But dont damage your hair, it could start to fall :/ i know about it. You should try some dyeing without ammonia.
Lol wouldnt it be awesome

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-12 18:32:04 +0000 UTC]

I don't even think that there is any hairdye with ammoniak left in my country It doesn't sell. I also don't dye my hair permanently, I only use 8 weeks colour, because the grey hair stays covered longer. I got that from my father, he already had grey hair when he was 12 or so. And don't worry about it falling - I've got some pretty strong, curly hair, and it's as unbreakable as cables

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-12 19:24:53 +0000 UTC]

LOL girl im starting to think we are twins separated at birth i have curly hair too. But mine is more like Hagrid type.
Wow really there is no ammoniac tincture there? So dyeing is no like that that last a month (the regular, you know like l'oreal)?. I use that mark and permanent. Its the best and it make your hair feel nice and soft :3

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-14 10:27:52 +0000 UTC]

Haha yeah

There are many with ammoniac, but most are without. I think its also a lot because of the smell. My hair is in pretty good condition, because I cut my hair on a regular basis and use conditioner and do a lot of things for it. I think that pays off.

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-14 13:28:56 +0000 UTC]

Im used to the smell after so many years lol. I kind of like it indeed.
My hair.. is a mess. A fuzzy mess but i keep it in control with some hair bun i manage.
Oh believe me i know about hair care haha i have tryed a lot of stuff back when i cared. Now i just try it as any other hair.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-15 19:12:41 +0000 UTC]

I just love buns! They look so good when they're made a little bit messy
Because my hair is naturally wavy and I just cut my bangs straight (like this [link] but not as beautiful, OBVIOUSLY) they are kinda trying to break free into the right corner of my face. I know that sounds weird but they just kinda hate my face and do not want to be in it, so I have to straighten the living shit out of them. It costs so much time in the morning! And it's so HOT here right now, my forehead is getting sweaty as soon as I lay my feet out of the building, which IMMEDIATELY leads to them getting curly again and them trying to go 'Free Willy' on me again. I hate them. If I could kill my hair, I'd do it.

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-15 20:23:21 +0000 UTC]

oh how i wish mine would look like that but actually it doesnt look 'nicely messy'. it just looks straight.
LOL i can feel you so much i had bangs too before, a couple of times i cut my hair like that but its impossible for me to keep it like that photo you showed me, and i mean IMPOSSIBLE. never. it just looks like this IF i straighten it with the straightening iron [link] (well maybe not that asunder) but it doesnt last long, start to twist. and im lazy as shit to straightening it every fucking day -also it wouldn't look as the first day again-. so i quickly forget about having a bangs. i just put it up and back since a long time and is comfortable and easy to carry. an aproximation to how my hair looks here [link] (and my original color is kind of that too).
Here we are in winter i like winter. I love to feel the house all warm for the heater downstairs ^^

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-16 16:26:24 +0000 UTC]

ok now it gets scary, that is about my hair colour as well! And I am only straightening my bangs because I am so incredibly focused on them looking perfect. But that's only when they are like that, not when I put them to the side. I can't even have one hair being not symmetrical to the rest of it and I ocd for the rest of the day. The rest of my hair? I don't even care. I like it when they are curly.
Oh, so you live on 'the other side' I really love winter as well, mostly because, since I am living in Europe and my birthday's in December, my birthday is always very cold and sometimes even with snow. Where do you live?

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-16 18:33:57 +0000 UTC]

lol told ya we are twins
i dont even care anymore. I just put it all in a straight bun and move on.
I would like it curly if i'd have nice curls, but nope. The mayor problem with my hair is the frizz for the damage.
oh how i wish here could snow♥. its a miracle if here snow (and in fact it happened in 2009 year after like 70 years, and i had the lucky to be out with friends at the time and we take pictures and play and it was really cool )
My bday is in january, and here its really hot at that time which is nice if you have a pool you know but i dont have. also i hate hot, i sweat as a pig x-x
I live in Argentina, south america.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-17 15:40:00 +0000 UTC]

Snow is no problem here in Germany I live near the black forest and we have lots of hills and mountains around (well, not exactly here, but it's not that far). It's always easy to find at least some snow, but the last time it was snowing REALLY hard is also some time ago. Mostly the snow is melting away too fast.
It must be strange to see all those pictures from America around Christmas and everything is winter themed I couldn't imagine a warm christmas, but the idea of it sure seems nice!
Today it's like hellfire outside. I wouldn't even dare to get out right now, it's over 30°C outside. It's kind of funny how a week ago my school was flooded because it rained so much and now we all sweat rivers... Maybe you heard about Germany in the news?

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-17 23:53:54 +0000 UTC]

yeah i would love to have a christmas with snow and a fireplace and snow-angels but no here, here is hot. but the good thing about it is the christmas night is always splendid to be out .
last christmas though it was SO DAMN HOT that we all felt like simmering :s.
Lol i dont go outside when its like that in summer. i have conditioner air in my bedroom so its fine inside
yeah i understand perfectly, here it's the same. even now in winter, there are days that you feel kind of like spring. the worlds is going shit pretty quickly.
hmm no, didnt hear nothing, what happenned?

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-19 17:51:14 +0000 UTC]

I love new years eve (or Silvester, as we call it here ) in snow so much! We are sometimes driving up in the mountains where it's colder and build a snow bar where we put drinks and stuff and chairs out of snow and sit there all evening. I couldn't imagine if there was no cold weather around that time!
Maybe sometimes you can go on vacation in December? It's really nice sitting together with your family when it's really cold outside..

We had lots of rain in the last month, which resulted in the biggest flood we had since 2002. At first the south western part of Germany was flooded (that's where I live), but it wasn' so bad. Much damage, yes, but not as much as it is in the east and north east. Two weeks, and the water is still standing at least 3 m high. The highest measured point was somewhere between 9 and 11m. Many people have lost their homes, but gladly not more than 5 people have died because of it. And now that it became so hot here mosquitoes and flies and other insects have hatched in the swamp-like territories, and it's turning into a plague. Not a very good summer for my country, but I am pretty much fine ^^

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-19 20:51:12 +0000 UTC]

yeah i would love to be some place cold in december but me and my family going on vacation together? HAHA. nope. also i wouldnt like it xD im not a 'family' person you know. I prefer it with friends
i mean, there is no problem with my family (the ones i live with) i love mum and gran -cant say the same about my aunt but thats another story- and its everything alright with them, but i was never the kind of person that likes the 'family reunions'. not used to. always avoid it.
But i really like the idea of driving off and snow bar somewhere so cool!
also the life near nature sounds excellent for the spirit and the health tbh. I live in the city, i mean, my neighborhood has nature and its really nice, but not that much. also mountains♥

wow thats really crap :/ sorry. hope everything would be ok as soon as it could be
though im glad you are ok ^^
we had floods too a couple of months ago, but it didnt affect the place where im luckily. but a lot of people resulted affected as well, and some died. some old people, the most vulnerable ones

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-20 20:31:20 +0000 UTC]

that's sad

I am not a fan of family stuff either. I am half orphaned and don't have much contact to my fathers family because they live near Cologne (if this doesn't say much to you: about 300 km away from here) and I live with my mother and my stepfather. I don't really care about my stepfathers family, but the only ones alive on my mother's side are my grandmother and some distant relatives. So yeah, Christmas is always a pretty small thing
I'd REALLY recommend going away for New Years Eve with your friends. It's so much fun. And also pretty romantic as well ;D

Lol, weather is going CRAZY! There is a HUGE storm going on outside, but it's still hot as fuck. This summer is HELL. Buuuut: I am done with school now. Yay for graduation!

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-20 23:53:17 +0000 UTC]

about the holidays? not for me tbh. as i said, i wouldnt like to travel with them, i mean with my gran a mum and my stepfather? no thanks xD.´i have friends for that.

WOAWOA. now shit just got real; im half orphaned too in fact i never met my father. he just never was there. Not that i care now you know, im all grown up by this time. he is not needed right /now/.
and of course i dont know my father's family neither. they never seemed to care neither so
AND omg; festivities are a small thing to me too! i live with my gran, mum, and aunt (she is incapacitated to live alone, she has mental issues) and lets not forget my baby; my dog :3 Raisa (russian name according to gran and she name her, i let her cause i liked it ). we spend christmas with my uncle too and his wife and my cousin. but i really dont have like 'a relationship' with them.
new year is even more small, its only the ones we live in the house so. but i like it, as i said im not used to the big-family reunions.
ohh i wish i could go to some place with snow with my friends! but they have families, i mean they do the big-family-reunions..

yay for you! congrats . i remember when i graduated from school we, the grade, had a party in a club. it was cool. not that im a really out-going person but that was a special time so.
i miss school. everything was easier . life was simple. i saw my friends everyday, we had good times, we chit-chat and laughed and everything was fun

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-23 13:07:46 +0000 UTC]

Okay, we live on different continents and are so similar that it's starting to become scary

Today we are having a sleep over on one of my classmate's property near school, because tomorrow morning we'll have a surprise party on the schoolyard for the whole school. That's tradition here When we have our 'prom' we have a big party afterwards as well, but I don't think that I'll go there because I really hate clubs. I think I'll miss school too, but not because of the people, because those guys are the worst bunch of people I ever had the mispleasure to be with. Seriously. I nearly hate all 90 of them.

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-24 06:49:14 +0000 UTC]

LOL i know.

yeah i know, its tradition here too and everywhere i suppose. thats what we did, on a club. and we made it, we organised it, the class. (well tbf the 'leader' part of it wich i wasnt part haha. they contacted the people of the club and all that, but we ALL decided the stuff).
i hate them too you know. never liked them, but i went some times to some, my friends wanted and well.
and i went my prom day cause was my prom day, and my friends went.

you know, thats quite a topic. i sorry for it. but i understand. seems like anglosaxons schools (and pretty much everywhere) leave bad experiences and all are shit 'if you are not part of the popular'. the popular vs geeks/non-popular seems the core of it, wich leads to the bullying :/
it wasnt like that in my school. and i think not even in my country, i mean yes of course there is bullying but not as severe as a war-thing. or maybe because i went to a private school. maybe its that.
but there is not like a topic here, the bullying in schools. its not as bad.
i mean, i was never part of the 'populars'. ever. i was quite a freak. but even as things were, my classmates, the ones i grew up cause i was always in that school (fortunately ) wasnt bad people. they were.. kids. in fact, the girls never laughed at me. they found me 'funny-cool' i think (the popular ones). they were ok. not that i had a 'relationship' with them. just went my way and them theirs. and you know what? it was the boys who laughed sometimes, who mocked me for my hair (i had kind of afro-style hair when kid..). but i never cared tbh, i was too much in my world with my freaky friends xD.
they were as anybody. i even have them in facebook, and there's a group for the ex-classmates you know, im there and time to time they even organise something in the school to hang on all together. i never go haha. but thats just me being the antisocial im. they even ask why the people that 'didnt went' doesnt did.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-24 18:51:22 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, even here in germany we have this 'omg you are not majoring in sports? Loser!' mentality going on. I for my part am majoring in art. Also, I am nerdier than anybody in this whole damn school. There are not many people who get me (and they all seem to live spread all around the world but not here, sadly), so most people think I am antisocial and stuff. Since my father died last year I got rid of lots of social contacts because I just couldn't stand any more shallow so-called friendships around me. I am only having contact to like 5 people at this point, and I am pretty happy about this 'solitude'. It's kind of calming. But I am mostly just 'that fat nerdy chick' (and I am not even fat, the other ones are simply just skin and bones, with their 180 cm and their 50 kg...). I am happy to have such an understanding best friend (she basically loves everything I love, she and I worship the RosexTen-Lovetrain ) and boyfriend.
Lol, the day I am out of school I will kick everybody I hate out of my list, so I don't have to see their ugly-ass selfies anymore But I think you didn't have it too bad with your classmates, at least that's what it sounds like. What are you doing currently resp. what did you do after school? And how many years have you been out of school?

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-25 02:45:16 +0000 UTC]

i wasn't majoring in anything tbf lol. i was just part of the antisocial and i was ok with that you know, i had my group of anti and we just fooled around. school was fun. I even have the same group of highschool, fortunately. 3 girls. my bestfriends (there is one that is my oldest friend and the one that lives in my neighborhood, the one i grew up with she is like a sister to me). We had other friends too before, sometimes we hanged on all together but we didn't see them since a long time. busy lives.
you know whats funny? here in private schools the 'nerdy' are the popular LOL. but well no, tbh they are not the nerdy-geek people. they were the ones with good grades, and also populars. like the cheerleaders but without being cheerleaders...
ok maybe im just messing up all for you? sorry xD.
also sports aren't like the anglo type. here you have baseball, volleyball, handball. and we all could play the three of them, it was for boys and girls. i recall i had voleyball and then could chose baseball. it was cool the baseball. i didnt like voleyball, i sucked at it.
anyway, things are really different here i see. i mean the administration and the way school goes is different from the anglosaxon ones.

I undertand. so you quit with your fake-friends after that tragedy? thats the best thing you could do faking is one of the worst things. first the lie, but falsehood is correlated so.
I dont care about people. i just care about my 3 friends, the rest could all live in Antartica for what i care
also im a solitary person by nature. i enjoy my solitude. i need it. i need to be alone, to be doing the stuff i like in my pc.

sly that sucks the way people tag you. i didnt heard people 'tagging me' but im pretty sure they thought of me as 'the weird-anti one'. but dont care, it was true in my case. i am and was weird and antisocial above all lol.
also the skinny-style that rules the damn society just sick me. and the worst thing is not something that is 'moving on'. doesnt gonna go anywhere. people is everyday worrying and worrying about weight, if they are 60-90-60 or they 'lost the line'. its dangerous and nobody seems to CARE. im not saying that you dont have to take care of your body and health, but the fever of the skinny tendency is just shit.(also wow really they are 180 tall? im just like 163 lol. i dont know my weight, haven't got on a bascule since a long, but im not particulary skinny, i'm the robust type). i love food. i really do. i prefer sweetness and i hate bittersweet food -.-
My bestfriend also understand me, but she is not as geek as im xD she is not the 'fandom' type. we kind of complement eachother though, and we have a sense of humor that is like unique for both lol. i love that.
dont have boyfriend but im not doing 'things' to change that neither. like you know, people say 'you have to go out more if you want to find someone' but i dont want to find nothing. things will come when its time.

Oh well.. no. its not like in school here we are 'preparing' for what we will choose in university. When you graduate from the primary to highschool you can choose between 'humanities' and 'economics', let me explain it better; school is garden, 1rst/2nd/3rd/4th/5th/6th/7th/8th/and finally 9th all that is the Primary, then starts 1/2/3 of highschool and when you upgrade to that, in the 1st year, you can choose between these two topics that will separate people in 1A-humanities and 1B-economics. i chose humanities cause i always hated all related to maths.
But really the only difference between the two doctrines was that in humanities we hadn't the accounting topic -wich was a bless-.
anyway, i think i rambled a lot into this lol. sorry.
Im currently doing... nothing i cant find a job. had one but it didnt result convenient. im trying to find a new one now, but its really hard cause they always want 'experience' so yeah. and im not studing nothing either, cause there is nothing that i like in the public universities. There is one that is near me and i like it but doesnt quite have things that i would like to study. I want to study for interpreter but that is on private univ. and i cant afford it now. i have to get a job for it.
what about you?.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-25 16:16:16 +0000 UTC]

Our school system seems pretty easy for me. We have the first 4 years, elementary school or "Grundschule". Then you have to choose between 3 types of schools:
"Hautpschule", which is on a very low standart and doesn't really make you fit for anything and is basically the school for dumbs, people wo don't speak german and lazy people.
"Realschule", which is on an average and solid level and is mostly chosen if you don't want to go to university.
"Gymnasium", which is on the highest level and gives you the highest ranking graduation. With it you can go to university.
The Hauptschule only takes 7 years, but you can go to Realschule afterwards. Realschule takes 10 years (or 3 if you came from a Hauptschule) and Gymnasium takes you 12 years. If you want to go to a Gymnasium after the Realschule, you have to take another year to learn new stuff, because Gymnasium was cut from 13 to 12 years a few years ago.
Before you get to year 11 you have to choose your 'majors', the school subjects you have 4x45 minutes a week. You have to choose German and Maths and then one language and a subject of your choice. I chose English and Arts. In the end you have to have at least 32x45 minutes of subjects, and you have to have at least one science-type class, one language or arts-type class and one social class. But my school is a general education Gymnasium. You can specify, but I don't know how this works.
When you are done with the 12th year you have to take a test, which is calles "Abitur", and you are tested in your 'majors'. Those plus the grades you got this year in your other classes from all 4 semesters of the last two years are added up (from grade 1-10 you have grades from 1 being the best to 6 being the worst, but 11 and 12 have a system from 15 being the best to 0 being the worst) and build your end grade. I got 518 points from 900, so you can see I am not that good but it could be worse.

Hope I didn't confuse you, now back to where we were

I am currently applying for a year of social work, since I am done with school since thursday This is common here because you earn about 180+€ per month and get lots of benefits from it when you enroll on an university. After that I want to study to become a psychologist, but my grades are too bad. Maybe I try to go to the bbc and learn how to be a makeup artist for special effects. That would be super cool. I really don't know what to do with myself and I think that I am with my 18 years of life too young to decide what I want to do for the rest of my life.

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-26 05:42:13 +0000 UTC]

wow. that was... wow. lol. something i was wondering; you said you were the most nerd of your class (and the others were hateful) but if they are with you in the Gymnasium that means they should be good in grades cause they chose it...?.
also i dont think your grades are bad i mean 518 of 900 is not bad at all imo. im sure i would do worse .

wow it could be so cool if here could have aplications like those :/ where you can win money AND add benefits for your education. and how is that? i mean, how is the social work you gonna do?.

you are. really. and a lil advice is; take some vacations lol.
i have passed for a lot of 'wanna be' careers. nothing convinced me in the end, i pictured myself doing it the rest of my life and wanted to hide my head on the ground better.
and the makeup career sounds great
My pasion, the really thing i would like to be good on, is writing. i really like it. But is not suitable here. and also almost impossible. cant afford to 'waste' the best years of my life studing literature cause the only secure ocupation that it will give me is teacher and i would rather throw myself from a window. I respect teachers, dont get me wrong, but its not for me at all.
So no. i better study something that will give me real benefits in this 'real' world.
Interpreter would leave me a lot of benefits. good remuneration. and also the knowledge of the language on a professional level. And i like it so.
But the problem is that with a 9hs job as it would be i would barely be ok for going to the univ at night.
Though i will have to try.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-27 20:20:22 +0000 UTC]

Well, your 4th grade teachers decide whether or not you can go to a Gymnasium, so there are some people who do not deserve to go to one, but they give up after some time mostly. And I am a pretty mediocre student, I always just kinda got through, but we had two girls who had a straigt up 900/900 Abitur.
Yeah, I don't mean nerd in a 'learning a lot' way. It's more the 'staying up midweek 'til 2 am to see some live broadcast of the Comic Con' way. And nobody is doing that more than I do The other people are mostly pretty good, but they are also cocky about it.

I maybe will work with a psychological disorder, like schizophrenia or autism in a workshop where they can work almost on their own in a environment where they feel secure and respected. It's pretty hard, sometimes people take care of old people or go to paramedicine stations, so you can't really talk about 'winning'. But it's fun and a usefull thing to do.

Oh, that's nice! I once wanted to be a writer as well Have you already written a whole book or do you just kinda write paragraphs? I would LOVE to read something done by you, but I don't think you'd write in english
I think that 9 hours are okay as long as you love what you do. And you can publish even though you have another job, lots of writers are not writing for a living! Just keep on dreaming. I hope you'll find a good job that's fun!

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-27 23:37:18 +0000 UTC]

oh i see. Im a nerdy in that way too lol. and i was a mediocre student as well, cause im lazy.

but then you will have to 'study' them? like you will observe their behaviors in the environment they work?. that seems ok. I dont know if i could choose it, would be difficult for me, to handle them. i mean to handle that kind of situation.
i would prefer the oldies tbh.

oh i have wrote a life time lol. no, really, i have wrote a lot. but of course in spanish, and you know, 'fics'. nothing serious.
well, in fact i have wrote two or three things that were kind of 'serious', for the magazine of my school. but nothing special.
some people told me it was cool though. I remember, my first article, there was this kind of 'assistant', this man, and he entered my classroom cant remember what for, and in the moment he was leaving he said like he remembered something: 'oh Nat, my gran really loved your article. she said it was really good' like in front of all the class, and i was like 'yeahyeahcoolgoaway' lol. i smiled awkwardly. but the class seemed to not notice, fortunately xD

I have wrote a oneshot in english though. about a fanoncouple of The walking dead, the serie. The 'couple' is Merle and Beth (i shiped them cause fics!). but its not beta-ing, its just a short thing i came up time ago cause i made a wallp about them and i had this idea of the oneshot for them in english so i made it. i had some comments, they said it was cool. someone told me that it was good but i needed betaing lol i knew it already.
anyway, if you know the serie and are interesting, here it is; [link]
-and the image for this oneshot is here on my twd folder-

oh i wish i could do something 'fun' for a work LOL. but no. Here if you dont have studies yet (i mean univ studies) or experience in a work before, you are lucky if some shop hires you. I would have to be a shoppgirl for sure. or work in a bakery/supermarket/store you know that kind of things, and then i would be able to pay for my studies.
but yeah, once i study something and graduate i gonna be able to have a job that i like

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-28 11:02:43 +0000 UTC]

No, I don't study them, I work with them. I help them out and watch over them in case of emergencies. Also I'll work in the cantina and heat the food they get delivered. If everything works out I'll study right afterwards though.

I'd love to read more of your stuff, I really like your style of writing. It's not too much detailed so you can still imagine stuff on your own, but it makes the scene very much... alive

I'm sure that there's a job out there for everyone even if it might take a little time, I think everybody can at least fit in somewhere. It's not all about the money, it's also about the people you're working with and how you feel about yourself. That's a matter of taste. In germany, if you don't have enough money to study, you can get help from the government. I'll try and get that, but since I inherited a large amount of money lately I propably won't get this help I'll have to work and get around with the money I have on my own. Maybe I'll buy a small appartement from it (yeah, it's THAT much), I'll see.

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-29 00:30:44 +0000 UTC]

yeah sorry if it sounded otherwise, but i got it sounds great.

Wow thank you so much! im really glad to hear that you felt my writing alive
i havent writing another thing like that in english tbh.

of course there is, if you study. at least here is like that.
also you are right, it is like 80% being comfortable with the enviroment in your job. but im interested in the remuneration more than anything tbh.

Here we have public universities that arent bad. In fact, the best university in Buenos Aires (Argentina's capital city, where i live) is public and is amazing cause it have A LOT of careers. a lot. and free (although you have to pay for the materials and stuff the career would require). but sadly, its really far away from my location. And the one i have near doesnt quite have things i would like to study

Wow you really have that much? if thats the case, and mind me for meddle, why would you work in the first place?. if i had that money i would pay an university and wouldnt bother to get a job of course . But i guess you want to get that job for the benefits in your future career, right?.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-06-30 09:38:02 +0000 UTC]

Hm, I see, that's a problem with my place as well, I want to go to a university to study 'Media and Communication Studies' to get a Bachelor of Arts degree in the end. Or maybe I'll study sociology or psychology, because I want to become an advertising psychologist. But the only place I can study is an hour and a half away with the train from Karlsruhe, it's in Mannheim. And this is pretty sad because I'll sure as hell won't find a place to live there and have to travel everyday between cities, but I'll do it, even though studying costs 160€ every semester here.

It's not enough to live with it for very long, and I want it to be safe for when I am older. I don't want to spend it on me studying, I want to spend it on an appartement so I have a place to live with my family, or when I am too old to work. And I want to work because I'd feel lazy because I didn't earn the money. And I wouldn't know what to do with myself the whole day...

Wow, Buenos Aires! That's such a beautiful place to live! It must be nice to live where everybody takes vacations

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-06-30 23:31:49 +0000 UTC]

good for you then i hope you succeed!.

oh i see. you right, you cant live from it 'forever', but what i meant is if i was in that position i would pay myself an university and then when i graduated i work of what i want but yeah i understand what you mean too. and when you say 'you family' you mean your future family with your man...?

i didnt knew 'everybody' takes vacation here xD so, yeah?.
i know there is tourists, i see them when i come to the capital of this city (i live not that close) and yeah there is, mostly canadians -i recognize them cause in winter they are in flip-flops/sandals and i just laugh, cause around them we the locals are all sheltered in layers of clothes but they are like its summer, and i understand why; they come from a place where our winter could be their spring. but i cant help laughing, the image is still funny-

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-07-03 17:28:45 +0000 UTC]

yes, husband, kids, goat, whatever I want to call my family in a few years

It's like a fashion trend going on here. South America, and especially the region around Buenos Aires, is a very popular place to travel for germans. I haven't been outside of Europe though.
I can imagine that, summer here is pretty rainy and the highest temperature we had in the last week was 20°C. That must be rather cold for your place

Anyway, have you heard about that trailer? ([link]
I nearly had a heart attack, but it's not real. It's just very very good fanmade. I mean, REALLY good.

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-07-03 21:19:10 +0000 UTC]

wow didnt knew that. cool ^^
haha yeah actually with 20º i would rather be with a long-sleeves shirt. But its not 'cold', its ok

YES I HAVE SEEN IT OMG♥ its sooooo good i want the oficial even more now!

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-07-04 11:54:02 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god I was SO HYPED! After watching it I immediately rewatched 'The Name of The Doctor'. You NEED to see it before the 50th special! PROMISE that you'll have catched up until November 23rd! You really won't get it when you've missed the episode before, and you NEED to watch everything! It's the episode that makes River awesome! You need to hate her before that episode to discover that you like her to be REALLY REALLY SAD when she's gone!

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-07-04 20:15:08 +0000 UTC]

of course i will! i want to see it all, all the newwho (and also clasicwho too, eventually).
but now im all catched up with Sherlock. well actually its SO DAMN SHORT i watched it in two days. now i have to wait until october to see season 3 . i even read some oneshots lol. i dunno i just feel like reading Johnlock now.

-about River.. i really doubt i would 'miss' her. im happy she is gone tbh. but not because i 'hate her', i dont. i just dont get her character. dont care. i mostly find her annoyingly flirty, and too cliche it just bored me-

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-07-06 12:08:57 +0000 UTC]

sadly there are many episodes missing of the classic doctors, because the tapes were reused to store other episodes. I tried watching Sherlock, but... actually, meh. I watched like 2 or 3 episodes, but I never felt very hooked. Some people I know love it, but it's just not my cup of tea. And Johnlock... hmm I don't feel it, but that might be because I'm not that much into the series.

Ouh yeah, I HATED that! But still, when I watched her final episode, I was kinda sad. Her and the Doctor are just so cute in that episode, and some of the best jokes where on her side, so I can't really be too mad about her. She was not a neccessary addition to the show, but I accept her as a part of it. Also, now that the time of Clara is ending as well, I have to say that I never really knew her. Her character was just so... plane. She was, tbh, boring. I loved the companions of 10 (plus Amy and Rory), because, even though they kinda were the Doctor's pets, they had their own personality and their own interesting story. They had a development and had to cope with some very serious things, and in the end they got the best out of their time with the Doctor and learned important lessons from their time running. They'll all be in my heart forever :'>

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-07-06 22:43:01 +0000 UTC]

Oh. but i think i could find them online
all you want is online, if you know how to search for it.

Guess so. its an excelent show imo and Johnlock is so obvious lol. except for themselves of course, but i love the fact that almost everybody on the series 'ship' them.

Well, we will see. I will tell you when i watch the end and tell you if suddenly i have Riverfeels
i dunno clara yet. but i think you might be right. she doesnt quite seems to have a background story, and thats important. really important.
I miss the ol' good who :,(

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-07-08 08:09:45 +0000 UTC]

Well she HAS a background story (Fun Fact: Her mother died when those plastic nestene thingies attacked!), but she isn't quite relevant. But I like her dresses etc., she is sooo pretty. But as a character, my favorite companion is still Amy. I love her badassity (is that a word?) and also her funny and sarcastic self. She is just so cute.
I have never seen an episode of the classic series, but what I got from it was basically that the women are there to scream in terror and look pretty, am I right?

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-07-09 23:29:21 +0000 UTC]

yeah, i know she has at least more background than river but even so doesnt seems to have a solid one.
And yes she is pretty
My fav will be always Rose. secondly Donna. haha yes, i take it as a fan-word and i like Amy too.

what i mean with 'old good who' is the series 1-4 didnt saw the classicwho neither. yet.
but yeah, i have read articles where people say the classic is quite.. dull with women, and i can agree with that given that time.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-07-10 11:54:11 +0000 UTC]

Oh yeah, Donna and her sass! I loved how they were absolutely not romantically related, yet still so close to each other that it almost seemed like they were brother and sister. Rose was 'my first companion', so I will always relate the most with her. I think that's what the writer intended with her character, they wanted to make her like a placeholder for yourself, so you can identify with her at the start. But then she developed such an interesting character and backstory that she kinda became more of a stand-alone thing. Did you know that she was supposed to get her own spin-off show like Sarah-Jane?

Well, maybe that was just the time period's fault. Feminism in the 60's was just starting to develope and slowly became a thing. So of course, in this male-dominant time, the girls were the decoration. It's the same with Star Trek or nearly every other movie of the late 20th century (Indiana Jones for example. Nice movie, but the GIRLS... oh my, they were so terrible.).

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-07-11 01:05:59 +0000 UTC]

Yes! exactly i loved the fact that they were kind of bro and sis.
WHY OMG WHY THEY DIDN'T GIVE IT TO HER she deserved it. (although i would have loved it to featured Tentoo )
and i couldnt agree more with you ^^ Rose grew so much. hugely.

Exactly thats what i meant. its cause the time. haha yes. you know, i never gave a try to stark trek. but i loved the Indiana movies.

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eRase-D In reply to stuff-I-do [2013-07-11 20:38:21 +0000 UTC]

It was supposed to be called 'Rose Tyler - Earth Defence', but the plan was cancelled, since there were already Torchwood and the Sarah Jane Adventures around I think. The plot was about Rose in Pete's world with the metacrisis Doctor, and they were even supposed to have their own TARDIS...
I just LOVE the idea of Rose and 'her' Doctor living a normal life, because it's just not possible to think it would be real. And I'll DEFINITELY love the reaction of eleven meeting him (I hope this happens!), because they were the same person once and had two lifes that couldn't have gone more different, and the way they'll see each other will just be so incredible! :333 I am SO. READY. for a trailer!!

I have to admit that I only saw Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom, but even though there were this annoying kid and this HORRIBLE woman I kinda liked it. You have never seen Star Trek? I was forced to watch Star Trek: The next Generation, and I really enjoyed it. I think you'd like it too.

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stuff-I-do In reply to eRase-D [2013-07-20 05:03:34 +0000 UTC]

OMG I REMEMBER I HEARD ABOUT IT whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy they didnt make it ;-;
i could be so cool, with Tentoo and the TARDIS -the kind of cloneTARDIS yeah- i even saw the deleted scene where Ten and donna give them their own TARDIS and it was cool. (although i have to admit it kind of looked a bit out of place, and they deleted it for that reason).
but even without the TARDIStoo i would have LOVED -even paid!- for watch at least a few eps with Tentoo adapting to a human life and Rose adapting to him and a life with him in Pete's world *sigh*.

and YES i definitely want to see the eleven-rose-tentoo meeting! -assuming they will use tentoo and not Ten for the 50th- it would be GOLD.

haha yeah the woman was really annoying. the kid was overreacted, but funny
i saw all indiana jones movies, really good ol' ones
nope, i never saw any of the stark treek. never thought of give it a chance, but i was wrong to be this obtuse with Star wars so im sure im wrong about ST as well lol. also BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH OK. 

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