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I love my furrsona so much. <3 But I hate drawing boobs
Just a bit of practice. In particular, the shading.
And kinda pumped at having a chance to get a fursuit of her.

In an unusually good mood.
For a long time, I've prayed to be able to understand this world we live in.
Since I was about 7, I've had trouble 'existing'.
I didn't see the point.

Now, this may have contributed to my depression, but I've never really felt 'happy'.
Until now.

Last night, I had a dream. I was just, in a room, with a person who is very special to me (but will remain nameless).
Just, standing there with him, making him laugh, and smile, that feeling was enough for me.
If nothing else, I exist to make others happy, but more importantly, to love others.

There are not words to describe how I felt when I woke up, but the world was suddenly, brighter, more colourful. I felt enlightened.

This feeling of love, and compassion, and happiness, they are new to me, but they are strong.
I love the world we live in. The people that inhabit it, all my friends, my family, and my teachers. I love the ability to create that I have at my fingertips.
I love it. All of it. But most of all, I love the colours.
Nature, and the Earth, and space, it's so colourful and beautiful.
I love it all.

Especially him, for helping me to realize this. <3

Art and Aura Star (c) =Pika-Pika-Pikahu
Background made by ~RyukXD (I'd have used the brushes themselves, but they don't work on my computer, so I just used the example ^^' )

Description
I love my furrsona so much. <3 But I hate drawing boobs
Just a bit of practice. In particular, the shading.
And kinda pumped at having a chance to get a fursuit of her.

In an unusually good mood.
For a long time, I've prayed to be able to understand this world we live in.
Since I was about 7, I've had trouble 'existing'.
I didn't see the point.

Now, this may have contributed to my depression, but I've never really felt 'happy'.
Until now.

Last night, I had a dream. I was just, in a room, with a person who is very special to me (but will remain nameless).
Just, standing there with him, making him laugh, and smile, that feeling was enough for me.
If nothing else, I exist to make others happy, but more importantly, to love others.

There are not words to describe how I felt when I woke up, but the world was suddenly, brighter, more colourful. I felt enlightened.

This feeling of love, and compassion, and happiness, they are new to me, but they are strong.
I love the world we live in. The people that inhabit it, all my friends, my family, and my teachers. I love the ability to create that I have at my fingertips.
I love it. All of it. But most of all, I love the colours.
Nature, and the Earth, and space, it's so colourful and beautiful.
I love it all.

Especially him, for helping me to realize this. <3

Art and Aura Star (c) =Pika-Pika-Pikahu
Background made by ~RyukXD (I'd have used the brushes themselves, but they don't work on my computer, so I just used the example ^^' )