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Published: 2005-11-13 05:04:21 +0000 UTC; Views: 2018; Favourites: 56; Downloads: 20
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Description ahhh, okay... another attempt to shift something thats making me feel a bit iffy OFF my front page... yes. this is a scan of a card i made for an old friend whom, i miss. i'm going through this weird stage of missing people... i dont detach from people very well. i had a dream about my ex and totally relapsed for like two days... then he says, i dont have the hair or the eyeliner any more, in which case i dont know WHO he is now but he's not the person who was mine. this, losing people, where they cease to be the person you knew... is strange to me. anyway... i diddnt know wether to crop the edges off or something but i figure... i dont really trust my judgement, this time of night, and so on, so there it is.

the phrase thinking of you is a multi-faceted one... its so heartfelt/intense/melancholy/insincere... like the perfect circle song. is entirely not what this is about and yet, it shares the words and i see it both ways. many ways... i guess.

i really should sleep...
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Comments: 8

JennyStarr [2010-10-21 19:00:23 +0000 UTC]

wow, i'm speechless. exactly what i feel. i ca't let go of people well either and in the last month all of my friend who i spent all of my time with have gone of to uni... and i'm about 2 years younger than most of them. i feel really lost without them around.

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ZephaniaOZ [2006-04-19 14:20:12 +0000 UTC]

God, if anybody sent me a postcard like this I would give that person my heart. It is adorable, and one can sense the loneliness and longing. Love the technique and the colours, the ripped edges and everything.

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beloved-monster [2005-12-01 00:47:31 +0000 UTC]

Oh.
This was very relevant to my current state of mind, whatever that is...
xxx

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starcrazy In reply to beloved-monster [2005-12-02 16:53:05 +0000 UTC]

*hugs*

hope everything is kind of okay...

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beloved-monster In reply to starcrazy [2005-12-06 00:47:01 +0000 UTC]

I think it is, kinda. I started writing you a letter today to try and explain my disapearance of the world (note: it involves far too many dr/counsellor type people trying to give me drugs and make me talk about things) so I shall attempt to finish that and send it along with a christmas cards with POODLES on it. But not labradoodles, sadly.
I hope that you are ok too xxxx

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starcrazy In reply to beloved-monster [2005-12-12 23:42:13 +0000 UTC]

sigh, sounds far too familiar. hope you're doing okay, thinking of you... xXx

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coffeecole [2005-11-15 19:14:28 +0000 UTC]

i know what you mean *sigh* i think it's perfect.

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onenutshort [2005-11-13 08:47:39 +0000 UTC]

Simply great. You have done it again!

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