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Please read before saying anything

These are true events and are rather disturbing so be warned...
apologies if the text seems rather disorganized or ranting but that's how my thoughts actually work.

Yeah a few days ago learned this happened to an acquaintance of mine I know.... Yes it's incurable. Exceedingly depressing news. Was very sudden and it sort of got me stunned about how it creeps up like that. I am the sort of person who tends to be quite emphatic and well yeah tend to get affected by these sorts of news.

A few closer friends of mine who wanted to know.... know more details about this... and what happened two days ago that made the above-mentioned news even more depressing than it already was.

But I won't go spreading it any further. It's extremely depressing and I do not want to make anymore people around me depressed too.
That and well, having a headache and flu-like symptoms makes it all the more depressing for me to handle.

So my typical way of trying to get out of these things is to draw... Did the previous pic. that didn't work out and well, I started thinking on the exact things depicted here... about if life is so transient and sudden if anything we do actually matters?

Something inside me gave me that reply up there. "Life is transient, unfair and unpredictable so don't waste it being down"

So yeah, I draw based on my feelings. so I just had to pen this one out. So here's Zaiya, showing why she's the goddess of the guiding light.
She's right. Enough of me being down, out, inefficient, sad, depressed over things that are beyond my control. I have to take things as they are, roll with the punches life throws at you.
I gotta keep working and moving on. Life's too unpredictable to waste being down.

I'd be ok. I just needed to get this out of the way so I can return to my usual stuff.

Also on a related note. gotta lead a more healthy life
and spend more time with my parents.
and say a prayer.

No more being down for me.

And sorry for spreading the depressive news.

Description
Please read before saying anything

These are true events and are rather disturbing so be warned...
apologies if the text seems rather disorganized or ranting but that's how my thoughts actually work.

Yeah a few days ago learned this happened to an acquaintance of mine I know.... Yes it's incurable. Exceedingly depressing news. Was very sudden and it sort of got me stunned about how it creeps up like that. I am the sort of person who tends to be quite emphatic and well yeah tend to get affected by these sorts of news.

A few closer friends of mine who wanted to know.... know more details about this... and what happened two days ago that made the above-mentioned news even more depressing than it already was.

But I won't go spreading it any further. It's extremely depressing and I do not want to make anymore people around me depressed too.
That and well, having a headache and flu-like symptoms makes it all the more depressing for me to handle.

So my typical way of trying to get out of these things is to draw... Did the previous pic. that didn't work out and well, I started thinking on the exact things depicted here... about if life is so transient and sudden if anything we do actually matters?

Something inside me gave me that reply up there. "Life is transient, unfair and unpredictable so don't waste it being down"

So yeah, I draw based on my feelings. so I just had to pen this one out. So here's Zaiya, showing why she's the goddess of the guiding light.
She's right. Enough of me being down, out, inefficient, sad, depressed over things that are beyond my control. I have to take things as they are, roll with the punches life throws at you.
I gotta keep working and moving on. Life's too unpredictable to waste being down.

I'd be ok. I just needed to get this out of the way so I can return to my usual stuff.

Also on a related note. gotta lead a more healthy life
and spend more time with my parents.
and say a prayer.

No more being down for me.

And sorry for spreading the depressive news.