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The portrait is of a girl who I watch on YT who makes Christian videos. It's easier for me to focus when I draw.

I forgot about this account but a lot has happened since November 2020. When I was making my drawings I was losing my mind and going through mental illness. Then I had an encounter with God the Holy Spirit. I was dealing with mental health stuff and going crazy led me to find Jesus. But after I found him my addiction started back when I felt better. I actually had another DA account but I want to leave it because it was built on the foundation of my sin I was living in lust. I promoted sin on that account through depicting women in a lustful way in a few of my artwork drawings and would sometimes use it for my addiction. I also got addicted to the followers and thousands of views I would get when I would make art and make TG stories because I had gender dysphoria and I wanted to be a girl because I was transgender but I stopped because that is the spirit of Ishtar aka Ashtoreth in the Bible operating in my art with transforming genders. I would also follow weird sexual fetish content on DA. But I will finish up a project I am working on on my other DA account and then after that I'm leaving because I don't want to be reminded of my sin I struggled with. I did quit it 12 days ago to be closer with God and I haven't been able to go this long sober since 6 months, glory to God. I will talk about what happened or my Christian testimony in a post. I have so much testimony's. I am also tired of living for the world and I want to live for God.

Description
The portrait is of a girl who I watch on YT who makes Christian videos. It's easier for me to focus when I draw.

I forgot about this account but a lot has happened since November 2020. When I was making my drawings I was losing my mind and going through mental illness. Then I had an encounter with God the Holy Spirit. I was dealing with mental health stuff and going crazy led me to find Jesus. But after I found him my addiction started back when I felt better. I actually had another DA account but I want to leave it because it was built on the foundation of my sin I was living in lust. I promoted sin on that account through depicting women in a lustful way in a few of my artwork drawings and would sometimes use it for my addiction. I also got addicted to the followers and thousands of views I would get when I would make art and make TG stories because I had gender dysphoria and I wanted to be a girl because I was transgender but I stopped because that is the spirit of Ishtar aka Ashtoreth in the Bible operating in my art with transforming genders. I would also follow weird sexual fetish content on DA. But I will finish up a project I am working on on my other DA account and then after that I'm leaving because I don't want to be reminded of my sin I struggled with. I did quit it 12 days ago to be closer with God and I haven't been able to go this long sober since 6 months, glory to God. I will talk about what happened or my Christian testimony in a post. I have so much testimony's. I am also tired of living for the world and I want to live for God.