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for rayne/=Wolfspirit-88 's fabulous contest c: spent a total of three and a half hours on it. 12B, 2B, and 8B pencils and a smudger and my finger were used :>

[EDIT would anyone commission something like this? it wouldn't be cheap because i put my all into it, and it might be cash... if it would be points it would be 200 or 5 USD... is that really expensive? it's over the price of all other commissions... S:c]

i've got to climb to the top
never stop til i reach it
til i feel that i'm good and that i'm in control
of life and my thought
when i'm not i still preach it
cause they're all gonna see if i start to fall or lose control
i'm losing control of this

i've been balancing on suspended pianos
and trying to appear composed
it makes the loudest noise when they begin to crash
with eyes on me i'm forced to laugh
you come to me and set me free

cross my arms across my chest
this is not a gift i can accept
but i appreciate the sentiment
i worked too hard for righteousness
to just lay down while you hand me this
and put my faith in something you call "grace"
from you

i've been lost inside a cave without a lantern
at every sound i start to run
feel my way around the dark without a pattern
if i would wait you'd come
to rescue me and show the way

cross my arms across my chest
this is not a gift i can accept
but i appreciate the sentiment
i worked too hard for righteousness
to just lay down while you hand me this
and put my faith in something you call "grace"
from you

son, you're trying to earn
what is far beyond you
son, you're trying to earn
what is freely given

every time that you try to just reduce
this to a give and take
you spit in my face
and tell me that this blood was shed in vain

i chose this song because she is such a fighter. she can't and won't take no, and sometimes not even a yes. when something is handed to her, she just chucks it right back xD but she always feels like she's not good enough [even though she totally is <3] and she doesn't want to work with life anymore. she thinks has the world in her burden, and it's too much of a fight. she hasn't quite given up, and it's because of something inside of her. she helps others even when she feels like dying. :]

this just reminded me of you, rayne, even if it doesn't seem fitting xD :] i hope you like this!! c:

[one of two entries]

Description
for rayne/=Wolfspirit-88 's fabulous contest c: spent a total of three and a half hours on it. 12B, 2B, and 8B pencils and a smudger and my finger were used :>

[EDIT would anyone commission something like this? it wouldn't be cheap because i put my all into it, and it might be cash... if it would be points it would be 200 or 5 USD... is that really expensive? it's over the price of all other commissions... S:c]

i've got to climb to the top
never stop til i reach it
til i feel that i'm good and that i'm in control
of life and my thought
when i'm not i still preach it
cause they're all gonna see if i start to fall or lose control
i'm losing control of this

i've been balancing on suspended pianos
and trying to appear composed
it makes the loudest noise when they begin to crash
with eyes on me i'm forced to laugh
you come to me and set me free

cross my arms across my chest
this is not a gift i can accept
but i appreciate the sentiment
i worked too hard for righteousness
to just lay down while you hand me this
and put my faith in something you call "grace"
from you

i've been lost inside a cave without a lantern
at every sound i start to run
feel my way around the dark without a pattern
if i would wait you'd come
to rescue me and show the way

cross my arms across my chest
this is not a gift i can accept
but i appreciate the sentiment
i worked too hard for righteousness
to just lay down while you hand me this
and put my faith in something you call "grace"
from you

son, you're trying to earn
what is far beyond you
son, you're trying to earn
what is freely given

every time that you try to just reduce
this to a give and take
you spit in my face
and tell me that this blood was shed in vain

i chose this song because she is such a fighter. she can't and won't take no, and sometimes not even a yes. when something is handed to her, she just chucks it right back xD but she always feels like she's not good enough [even though she totally is <3] and she doesn't want to work with life anymore. she thinks has the world in her burden, and it's too much of a fight. she hasn't quite given up, and it's because of something inside of her. she helps others even when she feels like dying. :]

this just reminded me of you, rayne, even if it doesn't seem fitting xD :] i hope you like this!! c:

[one of two entries]