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Published: 2017-10-28 08:21:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 453; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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It's always a surprising mystery
When bad things happen to me.
I know it's normal but I don't understand
Why it always felt like I'm sinking on quicksand.
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Is life always going to be this way?
Because I feel like dying everyday.
God, I want to know your plans for me
Please shed some light on this mystery.
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You are perfect so why can't I fully trust you?
I'm selfish and there are things that I'd rather do.
I often don't understand the thoughts inside my head.
This is why I always thought I'm better off dead.
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I'm so frustrated, can't you just give me everything?
But I'll never be contented, nothing's ever satisfying.
I know some of them are either realistic or insane.
Lord please heal me from this pain.
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I'm not sure if the enemy is the devil or myself,
That's why I am in desperate need of your help.
Because the solution is always unknown to me
Yet I know it's you and I want it to be.
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Copyright Star Ashley Cruz
October 28 2017
