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RedWarrior1775 — Dragging Myself Through Hellstorms
#mentalillness #selfdestruction #selfharm #selfhate #mentalcrash
Published: 2016-07-23 15:27:00 +0000 UTC; Views: 288; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Perched on the edge of the killing stormI teetered, shivering
And watched as it roiled
The sick energy of anticipation
The moment before the knife breaks skin
The first taste of poison
The burn of ashes into the lungs
The dizzying loss of time
I wanted anything
"I don't want to be here anymore."
Lifting one eyebrow, I glanced to the side where I lay
curled in a ball.
"This isn't going to kill me." I said with derision.
Flinch, curl up tighter.
"Stop that."
I started to keen, and I rolled my eyes
This has been going on for days
And I'm getting sick of it.
None too gently, I grabbed beneath my arms
hefting the weight of me
Moving back to the edge
"When we reach the other side
you'll thank me"
I stepped into the storm.
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Dude, this is good! Nice work, cowboy. . . .
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