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Razoress — And It Hurts
Published: 2010-02-10 07:25:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 955; Favourites: 20; Downloads: 51
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Hours - 5 1/2 or so. alot longer than i'm used to spending on a picture. most of it was painting the mane, tail, feathering, ect.CREDITS (on image as well)
Clouds - ssecret-stock.deviantart.com
Cosmos - resurgere.deviantart.com
Horse - colourize-stock.deviantart.com.
Everything Else/Painting - Mwah!
Inpiration - Ice Nine Kills - Build A Bridge And Jump Off Of It
Lonely and restless on the coldest of nights
With these thoughts on my mind that keep pulling me down.
Im only fooling everyone else
So that everyone else turns their back on me.
Cant let go of these feelings that Im keeping inside
Or hold on, cause Im feeling like Im barely alive.
Lay back, as this pain takes over me.
Broke down cause my head was spinning out of control
Nineteen years, and Ive got nothing to show
Were only getting older now.
This pain seems forgotten
But inside Im rotting
Thinking of all this time
Left to waste then die
The only thing I know for sure
Is I dont care anymore
And when Im gone
I hope you have the strength to move on
Angry, but Im told to not complain
Recluse, but Im better off this way
This is not what I want, but Ill just bite my tongue
Im hungry, but Im too tired to eat
Tired, but Im too hungry to sleep
Were only getting older now
And it hurts.
Save me cause Im drowning,
Please give me more time
Cause I cant keep on counting
It feels like Im blinded now
As they shut me out
But Im trying to see
Please make this stop
My pain seems forgotten
But inside Im rotting
Thinking of all this time.
I wait to die
But Im not going to know what Im doing hear
So why cant you give me a sign
And as I drown now
Swimming in an ocean of fear
My last regret is
Never knowing why Im here.
Sooo, yeah. Not gonna lie. feeling pretty shitty lately. One major thing, and then a bunch of little things that just pile on top of the little thing that blows already... sooo yeah.
but i'm good, okay, alive, and gonna be fine. I just needed to say to my homework 'screw you, i'll get to you later' and pretty much the same thing to everyone/everything else. Hopefully, i'll get more time later to do more things. i was talking with a friend, and we got some good ideas flowing, and i hope to get some started. the hardest part is finding time!
And Enjoy.
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^.^NOTE: Please do not steal, this is not anyone piece of work but mine. I made the picture, and I spent the time working with it. Everything about it belongs to me. I know its not the best, but its still mine. So i would greatly appreciate it if you didn't steal it. Thank you for liking it enough to want to steal, but refrain from actually stealing it. Thanks.
-Sincerely, Elusive (AKA - Razoress or Deathers)
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Comments: 54
oh yeah. 
Plus, i might be getting CS5, and my life will be groovy at that point.
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Im wondering... since youve got photoshop do you think its actually really better then GIMP?
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Personally, yes, i think its much better. But only because of how everything is set up, and with Photoshop, if you know what you are doing, then there are alot more options available in your digital manipulating. However, I used to have GIMP before i had photoshop, and I'm still attached to my GIMP program. Its come a long way in the last couple of years, and I only expect it to get better. With GIMP, you can do A LOT of things that photoshop can do, you just have to be a bit more creative in how you do it. Because the layout is obviously not the same, and even the same tools have different functions between the programs.
But yes, my personal opinion is with Photoshop, its extremely expensive, but you get what you pay for. GIMP is the best and cheap alternative if you can't afford Photoshop. I know tons of people who use Photoshop actively and they still get on GIMP to make new fonts, or do text design and stuff or various other things. Because GIMP is easy to understand, and it was perfect for me when i was just starting to do photo manipulation. XD
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Cool and thanks! I might think about it some more but this helps alot!
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If you need any help with GIMP. let me know.
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hey do you know what each layer type does? ive discovered some but not many...
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you mean the place where you have the layer selected, and then you click a drop down menu, and if gives you options like screen, colour dodge, colour burn, soft light, hard light, and things like that?
Each one has a different thing. Like, soft light, kind of makes the bright things brighter in a picture, and dark things darker in the picture. And hard light is like a more extreme of soft light. Screen makes things ridiculously bright. Burn kinda like the opposite. I'm not a professional though, so I don't know exactly how the formula works for each function, but the best way to figure out what each thing does is apply the different affects and mess around with the layers opacity and stuff like that. Or you should google it and see what google says about it. But i personally think the best way to learn is to play around with it.
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ok cool and thanks i have been trying but the Hue one doesnt seem to be doing what i want
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I usually don't use hue in that way. If you want to mess with a layers hue, try going to the menu bar at the top of the screen. (from left to right, it say things like file, edit, image, layer, and things like that). Depending of if your using photoshop or gimp, it'll be in the layer menu or the image menu, and from those menu's, there is a thing called adjustments i think. Its been a long time since i've used gimp... so, I'd have to re download gimp to see whats up with that. (My computer crashed recently, and I lost everything.) In photoshop, Its in the image tab...
But there is a thing called hue and saturation. Try toggling with that if you want to mess with hue.
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Thanks for the help!!! sorry i ahdven't answered recently had been sketching ltos but not feeling like coloring in gimp so I almost never came on on here, and studying soooooo much im impressed with ymself cause i normally never study. But thanks for your humongous help!
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Oh snap! I need to study... lol. I have a quiz tomorrow... o.O might wana get on that... but.... the internet... its soooo much more appealing...
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Lol it does ehehe
but who knows its probably alot more appealing if your doign better then before on school
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hahah... very true story.
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Have you seen my new images????
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yessum. They popped up on me dA watch list.
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ehehe cool, didnt see you watchted me... you watch me ?
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Holly snap. No, I don't watch you. lol. Your one of the select random people that right before I comment or reply, i go through your gallery. lol. So now, I'm watching you and being a totally creeper. Before... I was the random creeper that wasn't watching you... yet...
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uashuasuahsu thanks
I did that with you to... hey i think i forgot to watch you... hmm let me check ^^
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I'm still not used to this new dA way of deviant watching people. lol
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lol
didnt know its is a new way XD,
ive just joined recently... hehe
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Oh, i gotcha. haha. it used to be here it took you to your watch list of all the people your watching when you hit 'dev watch' and thats how i knew it worked.. now i'm not sure anymore.. bc it doesn't do that anymore.. lol
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YAY!!! let me know how it treats you! i love mine to death.
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I`M loving mine <3
Specially with the Pen tool from gimp... i love em together.... i love my tablet <3
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just wait till you start getting really good with it. then you'll really love it.
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uhasuhasuashasu hehe
well i was doing a grass with it for an image and it was turning out really good... but then i made a mistake that cannot be corrected.. so i kinda lost 3 hours of getting better with tablet cause i was doing only one kinda of movement mainly
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oh no. trust me, anytime spent improving with the tablet is tiem well spent.
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hehe
yeah i guess so... XD
i wanted to be able to make pictures like a bunch of people does... ill have to wait for that i guess
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it'll just take lots of practice. I'm not that entirely good, and I've practiced quite a bit. lol. I'm also not a natural at this. If i want to be good, I have to try really hard. Alot of people just have a nack for it, and can do it after a couple of tries (which i'm totally jealous of!)
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hehe, but i like what im doing ... kinda i wish i was able to make very good FanArts and stuff... guess i got LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS to practice... hehe
but i like what im doing anywyas...
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well, then as long as you like what your doing, then its all good.
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well i like doing what i do but i wanted to be able to kinda of paint exactly like reality.. or of this adn that race ( you know like in RPG>..)
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that will take a lot more practice. But you can totally do anything you set your mind to.
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thank you. ^.^ i really appreciate that. ^.^
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- Wow, I love this! The mane, tail, feathers, and beard are amazing. And sorry abut the problems, been having some myself, but manips are a great way to remove some of the stress. Hope everything gets better :]
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i sure hope so too miss Sigath! And thank you for the support. i'm really lucky that i have friends here with me, and online support frieds like you. and i really really do appreciate it! *huggles*
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O.O gorgeous! This is great! <33 I love it, you did a fantastic job!
and...
I hope everything gets better soon, life is hard sometimes but things only get worse before it gets better. It will get better!
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Thank you! haha. It really means alot to me that i'm getting alot of possitive feed back on something like that.
and yeah, i hope things start to get better. Probably won't, but i'm really trying to stay upbeat and positive about everything. *sheepishly smiles* the best i can anyways.
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Oh my gosh, this is gorgeous! I *love* the mane and tail and how flowy/wispy they are!
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aw!
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Oh, hey love... I just had to feature that. xD
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Wow that's looks amazing, especially for 5 1/2 hours 
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hehe. i hugged my 7D today.
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You can hug your cat also
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