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Published: 2015-12-30 04:38:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 242; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description Remember my last deviant I thought it was funny how worked up I was because of that stupid MAP. I commented hour after it was made. Someone did the same. They got replied to a hour after. 7 hours sense I commented no reply. I looked at there stuff wasn't bad. Little bit better than mine. I've also tired to go in other maps awhile back. No reply. It's been more than 2 months sense I got on YouTube. More than 5 of my subscribers are my real life friends or family. I don't feel good enough. I'm not good enough. I only had 2 friends and they were despite for other friends. I was to so I did. I moved. Even when I was eight I had no friends. The Internet usually doesn't hurt my feelings. But this really hurt. I am crying as I'm making this. I'm not good enough.
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OCDVampireDiary [2015-12-30 04:50:06 +0000 UTC]

There is only ONE you in this whole world.  You are unique and special.  Please don't compare yourself to other people, it will hurt you.  Take your own talents and work on those, and you will continue to improve as time goes by.  You ARE GOOD ENOUGH!  Believe me also, it is very very difficult to get a following on youtube, I have tried but after over a year, no luck.  I just moved on from it, it does not mean that we are not good enough, we just haven't come across what is right and perfect for us.  So please I hope you feel better soon.   

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PencilNeckP33 In reply to OCDVampireDiary [2015-12-30 05:05:05 +0000 UTC]

Thank you it helps.

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OCDVampireDiary In reply to PencilNeckP33 [2015-12-30 05:06:06 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad

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