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Facing fears is something she tries to avoid. The subject itself scares her. She knows admitting things changes her as a person. How can she change the perfect world she lives in? Until today she never thought she would start to actually changing things. Putting on a smile, thinking of others and just saying no to herself. She could never be happy or pretty. Somehow today granted her the sight of what she needed to change. She has to breathe normally, her heart can't race anymore, she must not see the black dots and cannot fade into the dark. So many things must change but can they? The other said it has to. The other cares. She did not believe it till' now. She's not alone. She can stand up and fight. Bury the other side of herself in the dirt. The claws will try to catch her. She knows they will. The other said she has to fight to stay. People care about her. How would she know? She doesn't care or love her self. The other brought it to her attention that they do care. The thought of being loved has overwhelmed her and has brought forth the fight that has been hiding in her for so long.

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Facing fears is something she tries to avoid. The subject itself scares her. She knows admitting things changes her as a person. How can she change the perfect world she lives in? Until today she never thought she would start to actually changing things. Putting on a smile, thinking of others and just saying no to herself. She could never be happy or pretty. Somehow today granted her the sight of what she needed to change. She has to breathe normally, her heart can't race anymore, she must not see the black dots and cannot fade into the dark. So many things must change but can they? The other said it has to. The other cares. She did not believe it till' now. She's not alone. She can stand up and fight. Bury the other side of herself in the dirt. The claws will try to catch her. She knows they will. The other said she has to fight to stay. People care about her. How would she know? She doesn't care or love her self. The other brought it to her attention that they do care. The thought of being loved has overwhelmed her and has brought forth the fight that has been hiding in her for so long.