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Thinking back to the me who woke up
The daybreak after heartbreak
The girl who lay in bed, head pounding
Is nowhere to be found

Since those days when I thought I could never move on
Recalling the memory proved me wrong

I guess my fear was a lonely future
For that I’d held on his hands
Unsure of what my feelings spelt out
“It’s for his good,” I said

So that night when the words “Never mind,” sent and delivered
Consequently, that little hope I built crumbled into dust

Thinking back to when it first started
And how we ended up here
I like to think that you still love me
Yes, just a little bit

You’ll come back on your knees, pleading, and I’ll turn away
Only to give in if I heard you call my name again

Did I say something? Didn’t I try to understand?
Those questions piled up and weighed down my pillowcase

“Have a good night, hope you sleep well”
“Thank you, it was fun”
Waiting for a reply that would have returned you to me

Thinking back to the me who woke up
The daybreak after heartbreak
I became the gatekeeper of hell
No one could ever know

Looking into your eyes with a smile so wide
You and I, erased from history

Did I say something? Didn’t I try to understand?
Those questions I no longer ask because I know the answer

Those two humans, that dawn of day
Lost to the years gone by
Good morning to the me of today underneath a bluer sky

Description
Thinking back to the me who woke up
The daybreak after heartbreak
The girl who lay in bed, head pounding
Is nowhere to be found

Since those days when I thought I could never move on
Recalling the memory proved me wrong

I guess my fear was a lonely future
For that I’d held on his hands
Unsure of what my feelings spelt out
“It’s for his good,” I said

So that night when the words “Never mind,” sent and delivered
Consequently, that little hope I built crumbled into dust

Thinking back to when it first started
And how we ended up here
I like to think that you still love me
Yes, just a little bit

You’ll come back on your knees, pleading, and I’ll turn away
Only to give in if I heard you call my name again

Did I say something? Didn’t I try to understand?
Those questions piled up and weighed down my pillowcase

“Have a good night, hope you sleep well”
“Thank you, it was fun”
Waiting for a reply that would have returned you to me

Thinking back to the me who woke up
The daybreak after heartbreak
I became the gatekeeper of hell
No one could ever know

Looking into your eyes with a smile so wide
You and I, erased from history

Did I say something? Didn’t I try to understand?
Those questions I no longer ask because I know the answer

Those two humans, that dawn of day
Lost to the years gone by
Good morning to the me of today underneath a bluer sky