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Halloween Commissions Halloween YCH Auction Pinup YCH Icons

These sprites are so relaxing and fun to do?? They also are quick and helpful on improving hair lines
So I probs will open them for super cheap because I just wanna draw these for days ok /v\ <3
I will eventually do one for all of my own babies, but I also wanna do other people's ocs too! ; v ;

Character's shown here in order;
Lola ; Precious baby I just love her shh ; toyhou.se/1221183.lola-booze-s…
Bebe ; Bebe's pink hair deserves more attention tbh ; toyhou.se/1156499.bebe-booze-s…
Renée ; Such a slut, also my kinda secret sona, fucking tough cookie ; toyhou.se/1268170.ren-e
Pinza ; I haven't drawn my girl in while?? ; toyhou.se/250561.pinza
Pandara ; Fun fact Pandara is now my main sona with Pinza ; toyhou.se/1304452.pandara
Royale ; My new lockette baby!! She even has mutation trait broken chain /v\ ; toyhou.se/1347793.royale-locke…
Kaori ; My dextros don't get enough love remind me draw her and Kalma more ; toyhou.se/1249003.kaori-dextro…

Credits;
Characters & art (c) Panda-Pill
Species: Booze sharks (c) KatVizionz ; Kipitins (c) Piannen ; Lockettes (c) kawaii-antagonist ; Dextrolumas (c) Lunathyst
Base (c) asterlie

And then some shit what you may wanna skip tbh
So I have had some rough time again, being at my sister was refreshing but week after that was hell
First dad had doctor's appointment on Monday and what do you know, he has new tumors on stomach and lung, small new ones but aggressive
I'm scared. So scared and tired, I can't I just can't do this anymore. I am slowly breaking apart but I can't bother people anymore with this, it just comes back again and again and I have no right to relay people to listen me cry about it anymore
I'm exhausted, right now I honestly would just like to try dying but what good that would bring? Nada. More problems to people, heck I bet even beyond grave I would be feeling guilty
And turning 18 next month, oh boy you would think it's fun but fuck that I'm not looking for all those responsibilities it brings with
Fuck I don't even know what to do?? How to be adult?? I'm not even school nor have job what I can even do???
Granted, only good thing about it is that I can't be put to custody without my own agreement anymore. I'll be free from there for good. Well except the nightmares I need to deal with
I don't know I just really don't wanna do anything anymore.
But as long as I smile and pretend to be happy, everything seems to go fine. No questions asked, no burden to others, that's important right?
Perkele, I even get back lashing from people for doing those few things that makes me happy. So what if I do so many commissions? I love to pixel. And why is it random people's business on what I spend my money on? If I want new Kipitin or spoil them with art I have right to do that.
Sorry of vent-- I just had to get thoughts out on somewhere

Description
Halloween Commissions Halloween YCH Auction Pinup YCH Icons

These sprites are so relaxing and fun to do?? They also are quick and helpful on improving hair lines
So I probs will open them for super cheap because I just wanna draw these for days ok /v\ <3
I will eventually do one for all of my own babies, but I also wanna do other people's ocs too! ; v ;

Character's shown here in order;
Lola ; Precious baby I just love her shh ; toyhou.se/1221183.lola-booze-s…
Bebe ; Bebe's pink hair deserves more attention tbh ; toyhou.se/1156499.bebe-booze-s…
Renée ; Such a slut, also my kinda secret sona, fucking tough cookie ; toyhou.se/1268170.ren-e
Pinza ; I haven't drawn my girl in while?? ; toyhou.se/250561.pinza
Pandara ; Fun fact Pandara is now my main sona with Pinza ; toyhou.se/1304452.pandara
Royale ; My new lockette baby!! She even has mutation trait broken chain /v\ ; toyhou.se/1347793.royale-locke…
Kaori ; My dextros don't get enough love remind me draw her and Kalma more ; toyhou.se/1249003.kaori-dextro…

Credits;
Characters & art (c) Panda-Pill
Species: Booze sharks (c) KatVizionz ; Kipitins (c) Piannen ; Lockettes (c) kawaii-antagonist ; Dextrolumas (c) Lunathyst
Base (c) asterlie

And then some shit what you may wanna skip tbh
So I have had some rough time again, being at my sister was refreshing but week after that was hell
First dad had doctor's appointment on Monday and what do you know, he has new tumors on stomach and lung, small new ones but aggressive
I'm scared. So scared and tired, I can't I just can't do this anymore. I am slowly breaking apart but I can't bother people anymore with this, it just comes back again and again and I have no right to relay people to listen me cry about it anymore
I'm exhausted, right now I honestly would just like to try dying but what good that would bring? Nada. More problems to people, heck I bet even beyond grave I would be feeling guilty
And turning 18 next month, oh boy you would think it's fun but fuck that I'm not looking for all those responsibilities it brings with
Fuck I don't even know what to do?? How to be adult?? I'm not even school nor have job what I can even do???
Granted, only good thing about it is that I can't be put to custody without my own agreement anymore. I'll be free from there for good. Well except the nightmares I need to deal with
I don't know I just really don't wanna do anything anymore.
But as long as I smile and pretend to be happy, everything seems to go fine. No questions asked, no burden to others, that's important right?
Perkele, I even get back lashing from people for doing those few things that makes me happy. So what if I do so many commissions? I love to pixel. And why is it random people's business on what I spend my money on? If I want new Kipitin or spoil them with art I have right to do that.
Sorry of vent-- I just had to get thoughts out on somewhere