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This started out as vent art because I missed what it was like having Utau buddies working alongside me a few years ago. I worked on it on and off for almost 2 months (Started June 5th, 2018 and finished July 23rd, 2018) and it became vent art for my depression from realizing that I don't really know what I want to do with my life and basically all of the friends that I've made IRL are going to be moving away in about a year (a lot of us are graduating high school and going to universities that are out of town), and I'll be all alone again since I'm basically the only one staying here.

I honestly have no motivation left in me at the moment. I only have 1 week left to read 2 full books, write 3 pages of notes on each, and fill 25 pages in a sketchbook, but every time I do so much as look at my painting software or my sketchbook, I am immediately overwhelmed and end up being super depressed. But hey, school's not going to care about how I feel. They only care about the final product and they want it to be done well. There really isn't anything I can do about it. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also, this piece is based off of this song: youtu.be/DECxluN8OZM

Description

This started out as vent art because I missed what it was like having Utau buddies working alongside me a few years ago. I worked on it on and off for almost 2 months (Started June 5th, 2018 and finished July 23rd, 2018) and it became vent art for my depression from realizing that I don't really know what I want to do with my life and basically all of the friends that I've made IRL are going to be moving away in about a year (a lot of us are graduating high school and going to universities that are out of town), and I'll be all alone again since I'm basically the only one staying here.

I honestly have no motivation left in me at the moment. I only have 1 week left to read 2 full books, write 3 pages of notes on each, and fill 25 pages in a sketchbook, but every time I do so much as look at my painting software or my sketchbook, I am immediately overwhelmed and end up being super depressed. But hey, school's not going to care about how I feel. They only care about the final product and they want it to be done well. There really isn't anything I can do about it. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also, this piece is based off of this song: youtu.be/DECxluN8OZM