Description
Too much or not enough, a self made mother.
Shame as a gene passes through the ages.
With perceptions dull and inaccurate lessons form, a warped self chained to a lost cause.
Anax'Ahait AfSeefan Chai'hautd - Fretting, wary, untrusting. This one cares so much it smothers you under its wings. It tries, both strong and frail at once. Judgement is every day, death is every day, nightmares are the world. It protects what hinders it, and is so very gentle. It's cry is a loud piercing scream with tears. Always meaning well, it misunderstands and does more harm than good with its barbs and claws. It's reluctant to ever take hold, but when it grabs you it never wants to let go. A peacemaker at heart, an attempt to please everyone and thus no one. It easily becomes weary, and with an aching body will lay to sleep for days, months, or years.
The last of my four developed shades. A manifestation of a long hardship.