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and inevitability.
i rather despise these words though i know i cannot ignore them.

i've been struggling more than i'd like to admit with life, my apologies for inactivity.
i am thoroughly tired tbh. i can say that most anything i can handle rather well, no matter what trouble it is,
yet...the one thing i absolutely can't handle, especially right now, is losing my baby boy, Reedus.
lately it's all he can do to move or drink or eat. i never leave him for long and am always at his side whenever he needs
anything. i offer him water through a syringe every hour. i look for alternative food to feed him since he doesn't eat his dry food anymore.
i keep him as warm as i can in my paws. i arrange and fix his nest whenever he stresses about placement --
i'd do anything for my baby.

i know. i know that soon he will leave me, that soon i won't have his sweet furry self to cheer me up or smile.
i accept that death and parting is natural, that you can't avoid it...but, that doesn't mean i won't butt heads with fate for as long as i can.
i'm doing everything to lengthen his time here...i want so badly to be with him forever -- i know someday i'll be with him in hammy heaven
again, but down here...on earth, i wish to be with him now and always.

aah. i'm just super stressed at the moment. forgive my absence now and any to come.
i just want to be with my Reedibean right now. nothing more.

please,
wish him well,
that's all i ask.
...thank you <3

*Cricket and Cinnamon -- his dear friend is also fragile, also short in her years, so i very much relate to these two.
i feel i can express a love only i know for my baby boy through these little beans, so please enjoy this small doodle.

.: Cricket & Cinni (c) mine :.
.: Jawaby Species (c) @/R-e-q-u-i-em :.

Description

and inevitability.
i rather despise these words though i know i cannot ignore them.

i've been struggling more than i'd like to admit with life, my apologies for inactivity.
i am thoroughly tired tbh. i can say that most anything i can handle rather well, no matter what trouble it is,
yet...the one thing i absolutely can't handle, especially right now, is losing my baby boy, Reedus.
lately it's all he can do to move or drink or eat. i never leave him for long and am always at his side whenever he needs
anything. i offer him water through a syringe every hour. i look for alternative food to feed him since he doesn't eat his dry food anymore.
i keep him as warm as i can in my paws. i arrange and fix his nest whenever he stresses about placement --
i'd do anything for my baby.

i know. i know that soon he will leave me, that soon i won't have his sweet furry self to cheer me up or smile.
i accept that death and parting is natural, that you can't avoid it...but, that doesn't mean i won't butt heads with fate for as long as i can.
i'm doing everything to lengthen his time here...i want so badly to be with him forever -- i know someday i'll be with him in hammy heaven
again, but down here...on earth, i wish to be with him now and always.

aah. i'm just super stressed at the moment. forgive my absence now and any to come.
i just want to be with my Reedibean right now. nothing more.

please,
wish him well,
that's all i ask.
...thank you <3

*Cricket and Cinnamon -- his dear friend is also fragile, also short in her years, so i very much relate to these two.
i feel i can express a love only i know for my baby boy through these little beans, so please enjoy this small doodle.

.: Cricket & Cinni (c) mine :.
.: Jawaby Species (c) @/R-e-q-u-i-em :.