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Another version of my old work
B I R D S

ok real talk

Almost everything I do now feels heavier and more challenging. The loss of my cat last year affected me really bad. At first i think i'd be fine after time passed but in reality it's so difficult to cope with. This cause me a bad depression from time to times and it affected both my mental states and daily life. I also had a very long hiatus and didn't updated anything on my own Patreon,suspended some projects to take care of myself.

And sometime your job forced you to draw something that you don't want to and it also slice off your spare time. Its ended up that I have plenty of my 'willing to do' artworks that cannot finish it at times. But I do felt really good when drawing what I wanted to draw so I think I should go back to do what i wanted to do, and put my drawing 'duties' aside sometime by didn't take all the contracts ahahaha

Anyway, things goes better for me now. Next year should be a better year for me to start again. I miss the time when I submit my works into groups, have lots of friends on deviantart to talk to and participated in every charity art book that invite me lol ahh I'm so active in the past.

So yeah, i'm not dead yet. Just had a bad years and not really healthy mentally. But I'll be back

(holy, this such an old icon)

Description
Another version of my old work
B I R D S

ok real talk

Almost everything I do now feels heavier and more challenging. The loss of my cat last year affected me really bad. At first i think i'd be fine after time passed but in reality it's so difficult to cope with. This cause me a bad depression from time to times and it affected both my mental states and daily life. I also had a very long hiatus and didn't updated anything on my own Patreon,suspended some projects to take care of myself.

And sometime your job forced you to draw something that you don't want to and it also slice off your spare time. Its ended up that I have plenty of my 'willing to do' artworks that cannot finish it at times. But I do felt really good when drawing what I wanted to draw so I think I should go back to do what i wanted to do, and put my drawing 'duties' aside sometime by didn't take all the contracts ahahaha

Anyway, things goes better for me now. Next year should be a better year for me to start again. I miss the time when I submit my works into groups, have lots of friends on deviantart to talk to and participated in every charity art book that invite me lol ahh I'm so active in the past.

So yeah, i'm not dead yet. Just had a bad years and not really healthy mentally. But I'll be back

(holy, this such an old icon)