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"I'd love to like you as something more. But I can't. I really wish I'd met you sooner in this life..."

"It took me half of my life to find someone like you."

- Him. My current tormentor.

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Dear boys,

If you'd reject my feelings of love. Do it in a straightforward manner. Please don't make it subtle by providing me your reasons weaved in delicate words as if you're afraid to break a bad news to a 5-year old kid. Because no matter how you sugarcoat things, it will all boil down to one thing---- I'm rejected.

You only have two options for your answer: Yes and No. No more, no less. And never add the word 'BUT' because it will only make things complicated and the pain amplified to 500 times. I'd rather hear you say "No, I can't love you because I love someone else." than "No, you're rejected bitch BUT insert-fucking-anything-bullshit-statement-here."

What I'm pointing out is don't be too afraid to hurt my feelings by playing with it. I'd rather have my feelings hurt than it be played upon. So be honest and don't mind if tears start to fall on my face.

I'd rather have myself stabbed straight in the heart than stabbed somewhere else just to die savoring the pain for days.

Writing this from the bottom of my shattered heart.

Bloody bites and kisses,
miealoveskillua

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Description
"I'd love to like you as something more. But I can't. I really wish I'd met you sooner in this life..."

"It took me half of my life to find someone like you."

- Him. My current tormentor.

~~~

Dear boys,

If you'd reject my feelings of love. Do it in a straightforward manner. Please don't make it subtle by providing me your reasons weaved in delicate words as if you're afraid to break a bad news to a 5-year old kid. Because no matter how you sugarcoat things, it will all boil down to one thing---- I'm rejected.

You only have two options for your answer: Yes and No. No more, no less. And never add the word 'BUT' because it will only make things complicated and the pain amplified to 500 times. I'd rather hear you say "No, I can't love you because I love someone else." than "No, you're rejected bitch BUT insert-fucking-anything-bullshit-statement-here."

What I'm pointing out is don't be too afraid to hurt my feelings by playing with it. I'd rather have my feelings hurt than it be played upon. So be honest and don't mind if tears start to fall on my face.

I'd rather have myself stabbed straight in the heart than stabbed somewhere else just to die savoring the pain for days.

Writing this from the bottom of my shattered heart.

Bloody bites and kisses,
miealoveskillua

~~~