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finish date:5/27/23
When I turned 17 I decided to change my life. I took my life into my own hands and changed myself. I didn't care if it would turn out worse. If there was a chance it could better I was gonna take it. I started by cutting off my hair. Then I went to a friend and had her dye the sides bright blue. that night I went to my first party. I was nervous as hell. I had never gotten out much in my old town and oh boy was this party huge. There was girls everywhere and the smell of booze was almost nauseating. That's when she pushed me down on a couch and gave me a beer. I hesitated at first but said screw it. Next thing I knew I woke up head hurting like shit and I also had a horrible pain on my ears. I got up and stumbles into the bathroom. I was absolutely fucked up and when I looked in the mirror. I almost couldn't believe it. Someone had peirced my ears. I honestly wasn't to sure how to feel about it as first but said screw it. Maybe some girls would be into that. She continued to take me to these parties and every time I went I always got fucked up. Until the day I woke up with a horrible pain on my chest and my eyes burning. Stumbling to the bathroom like I did every Friday night I found that she I had a tattoo with the word Xero and X's tattooed on my eyes. I screamed a bit and ran out pretty much everyone had cleared out. The next time I saw her I questioned her about it and she said she was the one who did it. I asked her for a X on the cheek thought it would look cool. I saw a turn around in my life. I was out almost every single day and I was finally able to get away from my old man. One day she came around with a camera and we started filming us doing the stupidest things. I accidentally took a picture the first time I tried using it. Little did I know this would be the last picture I would have with friends my age...

Description
finish date:5/27/23
When I turned 17 I decided to change my life. I took my life into my own hands and changed myself. I didn't care if it would turn out worse. If there was a chance it could better I was gonna take it. I started by cutting off my hair. Then I went to a friend and had her dye the sides bright blue. that night I went to my first party. I was nervous as hell. I had never gotten out much in my old town and oh boy was this party huge. There was girls everywhere and the smell of booze was almost nauseating. That's when she pushed me down on a couch and gave me a beer. I hesitated at first but said screw it. Next thing I knew I woke up head hurting like shit and I also had a horrible pain on my ears. I got up and stumbles into the bathroom. I was absolutely fucked up and when I looked in the mirror. I almost couldn't believe it. Someone had peirced my ears. I honestly wasn't to sure how to feel about it as first but said screw it. Maybe some girls would be into that. She continued to take me to these parties and every time I went I always got fucked up. Until the day I woke up with a horrible pain on my chest and my eyes burning. Stumbling to the bathroom like I did every Friday night I found that she I had a tattoo with the word Xero and X's tattooed on my eyes. I screamed a bit and ran out pretty much everyone had cleared out. The next time I saw her I questioned her about it and she said she was the one who did it. I asked her for a X on the cheek thought it would look cool. I saw a turn around in my life. I was out almost every single day and I was finally able to get away from my old man. One day she came around with a camera and we started filming us doing the stupidest things. I accidentally took a picture the first time I tried using it. Little did I know this would be the last picture I would have with friends my age...