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Doodled this a little while ago, still not feeling very well though (please ignore)

[Sometimes I feel so terrible my whole body reacts to it : once I start whimpering, my head feels like it's about to explode, I cannot focus on any thought at all anymore, my stomach begin to hurt to point I feel like I need to throw up, my heart tightens, it feels like it has trouble beating(?), my throat tightens as well, it becomes harder and harder to breathe. I need to scream, but I cannot. I grab parts of my body and hold it as hard as I can like I'm trying to prevent my own self from sinking. Sometimes I grab a pen and start scribbling words and doodling small things on my arms, sometimes also on my legs, stomach and chest. You could say it's a desperate way to distract myself from the pain

This usually lasts one hour or so]

Reference was used for this sketch. Cannot find the original one to link it, but it's a Cyrus fanart. I basically redrew the pose with my character because I really liked the attitude, it was really catching what I was feeling at the moment. I hope it's okay

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Doodled this a little while ago, still not feeling very well though (please ignore)

[Sometimes I feel so terrible my whole body reacts to it : once I start whimpering, my head feels like it's about to explode, I cannot focus on any thought at all anymore, my stomach begin to hurt to point I feel like I need to throw up, my heart tightens, it feels like it has trouble beating(?), my throat tightens as well, it becomes harder and harder to breathe. I need to scream, but I cannot. I grab parts of my body and hold it as hard as I can like I'm trying to prevent my own self from sinking. Sometimes I grab a pen and start scribbling words and doodling small things on my arms, sometimes also on my legs, stomach and chest. You could say it's a desperate way to distract myself from the pain

This usually lasts one hour or so]

Reference was used for this sketch. Cannot find the original one to link it, but it's a Cyrus fanart. I basically redrew the pose with my character because I really liked the attitude, it was really catching what I was feeling at the moment. I hope it's okay