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LarsonCross — Forgive me

Published: 2012-12-01 05:31:54 +0000 UTC; Views: 253; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 0
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Description For the wrongs I have committed.

I miss you Jake.
I hope you see what I've become, and I hope you're proud.
I realize you weren't my actual father, but you were close enough, and I miss you terribly.

Tomorrow is your birthday.
And I wish you were here to celebrate it.

It's been really rough.
It's been hard to get through.
But..I'll get there someday.
I've ruined lots of relationships since you left me because of how much I miss you.

And I'm sorry for screwing up.

I hope you're watching while I write this, and I hope you love me, and forgive me.


EDIT:::

I don't really care how bad the lines, and stuff look. It was tough to do, and my vision wasnt so good.
And I don't care about how bad the anatomy looks.
It's not for anyone, not really.
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Comments: 11

PolarFlare [2012-12-01 21:46:27 +0000 UTC]

mother...I love you, kay?

I know think I'm not there for you, but I am.
I'm sorry I can't help you feel better about this, but things like this are things you have to do on your own.
I can help you by giving you advice on what to do, but I can't do the actions for you.
Everyone grieves in there own way, you just need to figure out how you will.
You will never not miss him, I know this. So don't think that you're having problems recovering if you still cry when you think of him. Because you're not.

I hope YOU will forgive me for not being able to help you more. I really love you. I don't want you to feel bad, but sometimes it part of a process. You're more important to me than you think, whether I show it or not.

I love you. Don't forget that, and don't give up on it.

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LarsonCross In reply to PolarFlare [2012-12-01 22:24:06 +0000 UTC]

I love you too, Daughter.

I know you are..and I know I have to do this on my own.
I know i'm not going to stop missing him, and I'm not going to stop being sad that he's not here.
I'll get over it eventually. I know that as well.

I don't blame you for not being able to help me, I really don't. I don't blame anyone.
I feel terrible because you, and Yogi, Charlotte and Shannon. All any of you can do is watch until the whole thing blows over.

I love you too.
And I won't forget that, so long as you don't either.

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PolarFlare In reply to LarsonCross [2012-12-01 22:30:07 +0000 UTC]

<333333

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diledog [2012-12-01 07:13:35 +0000 UTC]

He forgives you i know it.

I only wish you did.

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LarsonCross In reply to diledog [2012-12-01 07:17:57 +0000 UTC]

I know he probably does.
It sounds like him.

And I'll get there eventually. It just hasn't been long.

I'm sorry you have to watch me be upset basically.

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diledog In reply to LarsonCross [2012-12-01 14:39:10 +0000 UTC]

Well i will watch you.
And ill be right here with you through all of it

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LarsonCross In reply to diledog [2012-12-01 19:00:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you Shannon<33

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diledog In reply to LarsonCross [2012-12-01 21:20:25 +0000 UTC]

Of course<3

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vamqi [2012-12-01 05:51:06 +0000 UTC]

*hug* idk what happened but I hope you feel better Cross :c

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LarsonCross In reply to vamqi [2012-12-01 06:49:45 +0000 UTC]

*hugs*

Thank you~

And things will be fine soon enough!

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vamqi In reply to LarsonCross [2012-12-01 07:18:27 +0000 UTC]

No pob

That's good :3

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