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Kabudragon — Faegan: Torture

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Description I am chained to the table.
I watch, chin almost pressed to the warm wooden surface, as choice morsels are passed from hand to hand, but never to me…
No one seems to be eating, while inside me there is a hole, a black vortex of longing and hunger that even if I were to receive a dish of some delicacy and consume it in its entirety, I would not feel a breath of satisfaction.
I try to look away, tear my yearning gaze from the feast before me and escape
Break away from this spread of temptations, heart so heavy I must push it along the floor, arms straining with the weight of its frosty bulk.
But I am held back.
Caught
Chains stretch from my sore wrists to the sturdy, unyielding legs of the beast crouched behind me.
I can feel the heat of its exhale, smell its savory breath as it laughs through glistening teeth at my desperate attempts at flight.
Table, chains and heart hold me back.
And yet…
My mind yearns for freedom.
My back aches, arched from the struggle against containment, throbbing with the stiffness of forgotten, unspread wings.
I bend my stiff neck, let my sweat-sweetened forehead kiss the cool marble floor and long, wearily, for the restful nothingness that once cradled me so tenderly.


Faegan, image and poem are (C) Deviantartist Kabudragon. Do not use without permission
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Comments: 174

DoomedToasters [2014-04-05 22:57:47 +0000 UTC]

This is one of my top fav pics of Faegan!!  I will be moving to an apartment soon and I will be without internet for an undetermined about of time...   I will miss you Faegan!!  *hugs*  Stay hungry!!

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Kabudragon In reply to DoomedToasters [2014-04-08 03:08:45 +0000 UTC]

awww good luck to you!

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DoomedToasters In reply to Kabudragon [2014-04-09 22:43:54 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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VovinaArt [2012-02-08 23:01:55 +0000 UTC]

Couldn't he just use those bat/bird wings to pull the food closer? They aren't chained.

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Kabudragon In reply to VovinaArt [2012-02-09 04:56:53 +0000 UTC]

They aren't exactly easy to manipulate with fine motor movement

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VovinaArt In reply to Kabudragon [2012-02-09 05:09:03 +0000 UTC]

You mentioned in another picture Faegan doesn't actually have wings. Is that still the case? I've noticed the wings are different in Torture than in the other pic.

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Kabudragon In reply to VovinaArt [2012-02-09 15:38:11 +0000 UTC]

Yes, he doesn't actually have them.
yet.
at this point i only use them for symbolism. and because i like to draw wings XD

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VovinaArt In reply to Kabudragon [2012-02-09 15:56:20 +0000 UTC]

I'm gonna go out on a limb and guess that your "yet" means his true form is winged, and that he lacks them because he was sealed into a human(oid) form.

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TheOtakuFangirl [2011-07-14 02:57:14 +0000 UTC]

Why is it that when I first see this, I get the idea of Tantalus in my head?

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Kabudragon In reply to TheOtakuFangirl [2011-07-14 23:07:19 +0000 UTC]

o.o dunno

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TheOtakuFangirl In reply to Kabudragon [2011-07-15 00:22:10 +0000 UTC]

Yeah... I don't know... Just random musings of an insane exhausted/ sleep deprived person.

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Imouto-kun [2011-02-21 21:10:20 +0000 UTC]

Faegan, eat the table, bite through the chains and then you can eat your fill~ :3

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Kabudragon In reply to Imouto-kun [2011-02-22 16:22:25 +0000 UTC]

you can't eat chains of symbolism!

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Imouto-kun In reply to Kabudragon [2011-02-22 16:28:27 +0000 UTC]

::whistles nonchalantly and takes a step back with a sheepish smile::

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haruhi65 [2010-12-28 04:31:42 +0000 UTC]

wow!

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Kabudragon In reply to haruhi65 [2010-12-28 06:17:40 +0000 UTC]

^_^

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Asherme [2010-12-04 05:06:34 +0000 UTC]

Wow... deep stuff deep stuff.

Terribly fascinating deep stuff.

Perfectly connectable deep stuff.

I loves it.

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Kabudragon In reply to Asherme [2010-12-05 07:27:20 +0000 UTC]

;D my thanks.

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Sasha-Shana [2010-11-18 18:32:35 +0000 UTC]

Why he just don't bite the chains??

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Kabudragon In reply to Sasha-Shana [2010-11-21 06:30:29 +0000 UTC]

o3o they're under the table, he cant reach.

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Sasha-Shana In reply to Kabudragon [2010-11-21 13:53:31 +0000 UTC]

Or the table? Why he don't eat the table XD
Yes, I'm very stubborn^^

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NobleTanu [2010-08-08 22:46:15 +0000 UTC]

The poem goes very nicely with the picture! I lve the picture too! Looks awsome and has a very emotional feel to it.

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SunnyAmaterasu [2010-08-06 23:21:09 +0000 UTC]

It's been a while since I've written my last longer comment...

To begin with I want to say that I'll write almost exclusively of what I think about the drawing because... I know almost nothing about poems...

Aww, bound and hungry Faegan. Interesting, most art I like contains a sad message...

You are amazing with you copics! You've created an intense atmosphere through mixing up those colors and the ways of shading. The different ways of shading catched my eye, I think my favorite shadings are the tablecloth and the wings. Oh, those partially feathered bat wings, you like them, don't you?
Well, I like them and you made them look really impressive through the shading with all those details. I can tell you spend quite a while on them.
And aww, that sad, hungry expression of Faegan! It really gives me the want to just give him something, be it food or love.
But after all that praise, one thing. The chains, wich are coiled around the table leg, I don't get HOW they are coiled around there. Please correct me if I'm wrong but it doesn't make sense to me. I know it's a damn detail, actually nobody cares about but once I've noticed something like this, those things just won't let go of me.

Random fact at the end, those claw like table legs always scared me when I was younger. :V

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Kabudragon In reply to SunnyAmaterasu [2010-08-08 08:22:24 +0000 UTC]

haha, no worries, not everyone likes poetry X3

And Yes, I do like that kind of wing! it's fun to draw, as well as symbolic of Faegan's rather conflicted loyalties...o.o that wing took the better part of two hours...
I am not sure as to how i can explain the coiling of the chains to you without being there to point with my finger o.o but believe me i tried to plan it well...

X3 I like claw-feet. thank you for the comment!

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LeoDragonsWorks [2010-08-02 13:19:18 +0000 UTC]

I like the wing very much, it's strange. Colours are guessed too

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Kabudragon In reply to LeoDragonsWorks [2010-08-08 08:07:51 +0000 UTC]

^_^ Thank you~

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CobwebMirror [2010-07-29 17:51:26 +0000 UTC]

.....Gawd, you made me cry. DIDN'T YOUR MOM TEACH YOU NOT TO MAKE GIRLS CRY? *sobs in a corner*

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Kabudragon In reply to CobwebMirror [2010-07-31 00:43:47 +0000 UTC]

D; sorryyyy

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CobwebMirror In reply to Kabudragon [2010-07-31 04:57:14 +0000 UTC]

*sniffles* It's okay....it's kinda like happy crying 'cuz it's so good.

BTW, found a song I think you might like....I dunno. Just have a listen anyways: [link]

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Kabudragon In reply to CobwebMirror [2010-08-01 04:46:28 +0000 UTC]

sounds good~

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Shortbread1008 [2010-07-28 12:16:25 +0000 UTC]

D: but food...!

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Kabudragon In reply to Shortbread1008 [2010-07-29 16:04:52 +0000 UTC]

D; i know right?

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Shortbread1008 In reply to Kabudragon [2010-07-30 14:28:27 +0000 UTC]

thaz so sad!!

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AmaranthFlamesoul [2010-07-23 22:36:50 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure I've said this before, but POOR FAEGAN! Q.Q

By the way, nice poem! Depressing and moody, just the way I like 'em. X3

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Kabudragon In reply to AmaranthFlamesoul [2010-07-25 06:17:14 +0000 UTC]

X3 thank you

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AmaranthFlamesoul In reply to Kabudragon [2010-07-27 04:08:05 +0000 UTC]

Welcome! ^^

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Teppa [2010-07-23 03:37:41 +0000 UTC]

omg NUUUU FEED FAEGAN!! not cool!! that's just torture to eat in front of someone who's hungry!!!
FEED HIM!!!
A-kuuuun you pick on Faegan so much T_T
i know he's a land mine of symbolism but poke at another character!!!
like Alex please <33
i want to know what kind of anger and pain she had to go through when Faegan ruined her beautiful face

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Kabudragon In reply to Teppa [2010-07-23 04:25:24 +0000 UTC]

D; He would appreciate food. ;_; I need to be nicer to him, i know...

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Teppa In reply to Kabudragon [2010-07-23 04:57:28 +0000 UTC]

*nods head* yes! yea you do. tisk tisk.
do i need to give you the 101 of loving your characters
XD

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VampirePumpkins [2010-07-22 17:41:52 +0000 UTC]

He's about two seconds from nomming on that table there...

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Kabudragon In reply to VampirePumpkins [2010-07-23 03:21:07 +0000 UTC]

o.o possibly

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Sapphirejynx [2010-07-22 15:45:08 +0000 UTC]

WOW...This is Really an AWESOME piece here I mean it really is..I LOVE the poem with it..this is georgus
amazing..I LOVE and ADORE all your peices because you inspire me to become a better artist ....I'm not jelious if thats what your thinking >.>
<.<

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Kabudragon In reply to Sapphirejynx [2010-07-23 03:21:01 +0000 UTC]

;D Thank you so much! X3 gaw, I'm glad I inspire~

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Sapphirejynx In reply to Kabudragon [2010-07-23 05:10:32 +0000 UTC]

Yea..I'm also Pretty jelous of you mister young and talented >^<..lol..but it's ok You have a wonderfull personality and you don't have an over enflated ego like most people I know >.> XP

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my-star-seeker [2010-07-22 00:33:47 +0000 UTC]

DX Poor fae!

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Kabudragon In reply to my-star-seeker [2010-07-22 04:01:20 +0000 UTC]

:c yeah

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gdpr-12410329 [2010-07-21 20:15:12 +0000 UTC]

Faegan as Tantalus. Niiiiiiiice.

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Kabudragon In reply to gdpr-12410329 [2010-07-22 03:59:35 +0000 UTC]

Thanks X3 I actually didn't intend a reference o.o

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gdpr-12410329 In reply to Kabudragon [2010-07-23 03:44:00 +0000 UTC]

Ooh! My Greek mythology love paid off at last! (fist-pump of triumph)

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YaoiNaruxYaoiSasu [2010-07-21 19:36:23 +0000 UTC]

wow that poem was amazing, i can feel faegans emotions so strngly it makes me sad

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