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Pic by Petter [link]
Edit by me.
For once I´ll add some info about the picture.

We just came to his flat after a shoting for a campaign. My "first" commercial shoting, with a stylist anyway. Well, they really hated me. The stylist don´t think im a real model, cus I don´t have anorexia. In fact, I have never weight more in my life as I do now. He thinks that Petter shot me to much. That he throws away his talet on me, when he can shot real models and maybe make some money on it. So he didn´t wanted me as a model for this campaign. But Petter insist. The styleist had his girlfriend with, as a model, so why should´nt the photographer has his?

It was´nt better that the make up artist is a snobbish girl that Petter and me has dissed/dismissed. I bet she rememberd us. Nobody wanted me there except from Petter. You know how evil people can be, all day they dissed me. Like, "Hm I don´t know if you really can have that dress, maybe your stomach will bulge out. Maybe you should wear some of the jeans the male model couldn´t have cus they were to big from him" And future on Petter said, Janina look flirty and the stylist said: "Can you at least do that?" Always trying to push me down. If he had respect for Petter, he should lick my ass.

Anyway I got an eye-opener. I will never be as skinny as his girlfriend. It looked really freaky. Often I just find myself stareing at her body as I was looking on somebody who was deformed. Looking at her knees and thinking, I wonder if they look like that even with no skin over them? And is there anything more ugly with ribs between the boobs? I blame the stylist, I bet he is pushing her. She had once much like my body. And the even more freaky is, that she was to "fat" for some of the clothes. To big hips. She was a women, but after the remake of the stylist, she is now a skeleton.

They did´nt want me on much pictuers, so im in three pictures of fifteen.
So, back to my point with the picture I wanted to shot more ofcourse, and when I already had the make and hair, so why not shot a little in his new flat?

Description
Pic by Petter [link]
Edit by me.
For once I´ll add some info about the picture.

We just came to his flat after a shoting for a campaign. My "first" commercial shoting, with a stylist anyway. Well, they really hated me. The stylist don´t think im a real model, cus I don´t have anorexia. In fact, I have never weight more in my life as I do now. He thinks that Petter shot me to much. That he throws away his talet on me, when he can shot real models and maybe make some money on it. So he didn´t wanted me as a model for this campaign. But Petter insist. The styleist had his girlfriend with, as a model, so why should´nt the photographer has his?

It was´nt better that the make up artist is a snobbish girl that Petter and me has dissed/dismissed. I bet she rememberd us. Nobody wanted me there except from Petter. You know how evil people can be, all day they dissed me. Like, "Hm I don´t know if you really can have that dress, maybe your stomach will bulge out. Maybe you should wear some of the jeans the male model couldn´t have cus they were to big from him" And future on Petter said, Janina look flirty and the stylist said: "Can you at least do that?" Always trying to push me down. If he had respect for Petter, he should lick my ass.

Anyway I got an eye-opener. I will never be as skinny as his girlfriend. It looked really freaky. Often I just find myself stareing at her body as I was looking on somebody who was deformed. Looking at her knees and thinking, I wonder if they look like that even with no skin over them? And is there anything more ugly with ribs between the boobs? I blame the stylist, I bet he is pushing her. She had once much like my body. And the even more freaky is, that she was to "fat" for some of the clothes. To big hips. She was a women, but after the remake of the stylist, she is now a skeleton.

They did´nt want me on much pictuers, so im in three pictures of fifteen.
So, back to my point with the picture I wanted to shot more ofcourse, and when I already had the make and hair, so why not shot a little in his new flat?