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This is the end of this account. I barely come here anymore, and every time I find it more useless. There's nothing here for me to help my art, no one, it doesn't provide anything that makes me want to stay. It doenn't even let me change my fucking name without paying, so good fucking ridddance

God fucking damnit every year this thing gets more depressing... I'm reading the last one I did, and BOI I had no idea how things would turn up....

OK I will do a super quick recap: Rangers was a nice change of pace, of I don't have the kind of attitude that is needed to lead teenagers, I'm too passive, so I'm back in Beavers. My teammates now are all new, so I have to take the leading role and it's been a disaster bc I have 0 leading atributes and I've been super depressed

Because I fucking left art school. I bailed. At the start of the year I asked to take less classes, but I couldn't even pass three classes so in september I had to start with all clases again I couldn't. There were some classes that I really didn't want to do... Like, is really this the direction I wanna take? I felt like I needed a guide and i wouldn't find it in that kind of classes....

I don't really know what to do with my art.... Do I really want to work off art for a living?

The most relevant thing that happend this year was: TUMLBR IS FUCKING DONE

That website has become a really important part of my life, it opened many doors to new experiences, it helped me figure out my identity, it showed me how to approach mental illness, how to be more cautios when talking to minorities, introduced me to so many fandoms... it has given me. so much. that im so fuCKING LIVID WHAT STAFF HAS DONE ITS SO FUCKING USELESS GOS

And so, this will be the last thing I upload here. Good fucking luck out there.

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This is the end of this account. I barely come here anymore, and every time I find it more useless. There's nothing here for me to help my art, no one, it doesn't provide anything that makes me want to stay. It doenn't even let me change my fucking name without paying, so good fucking ridddance

God fucking damnit every year this thing gets more depressing... I'm reading the last one I did, and BOI I had no idea how things would turn up....

OK I will do a super quick recap: Rangers was a nice change of pace, of I don't have the kind of attitude that is needed to lead teenagers, I'm too passive, so I'm back in Beavers. My teammates now are all new, so I have to take the leading role and it's been a disaster bc I have 0 leading atributes and I've been super depressed

Because I fucking left art school. I bailed. At the start of the year I asked to take less classes, but I couldn't even pass three classes so in september I had to start with all clases again I couldn't. There were some classes that I really didn't want to do... Like, is really this the direction I wanna take? I felt like I needed a guide and i wouldn't find it in that kind of classes....

I don't really know what to do with my art.... Do I really want to work off art for a living?

The most relevant thing that happend this year was: TUMLBR IS FUCKING DONE

That website has become a really important part of my life, it opened many doors to new experiences, it helped me figure out my identity, it showed me how to approach mental illness, how to be more cautios when talking to minorities, introduced me to so many fandoms... it has given me. so much. that im so fuCKING LIVID WHAT STAFF HAS DONE ITS SO FUCKING USELESS GOS

And so, this will be the last thing I upload here. Good fucking luck out there.