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Published: 2006-02-25 18:15:33 +0000 UTC; Views: 9013; Favourites: 167; Downloads: 2117
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Description Gawd! I lost it. I lost my drawing skills. I don't really like this piece because it really looks.. bleh.. You can tell how absolutely, artistically depressed I am? All done using the pen tool and round brushes.

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After looking at it more, this artwork really tells where I am inside. The darkness, depression and sadness and waiting to be in the light again.
Flowers = me
Black = my emptiness that's surrounding me
Red and the stems from the little flowers = my passion for art that seems to be missing from me waiting to be rejoined again
Main flower = lifeless and pale because of lack of inspiration and passion

Am I going to have the fullness of my passion again? When will that happen? I just have to keep trying.
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Comments: 47

designsofakhter [2009-05-23 15:03:01 +0000 UTC]

i love division and colours

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Asphyziata [2008-01-21 07:28:27 +0000 UTC]

Awesome design. I never expected something his spectacular out of digital drawing.

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goodmanclothing [2007-05-14 02:44:38 +0000 UTC]

I think it looks more then perfect defiantly love the colors of it.

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Mandarin-Splash [2007-03-13 00:31:48 +0000 UTC]

beautiful flowers

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imsj [2007-03-11 19:04:28 +0000 UTC]

i don't think it's "bleh" at all!

i loved it... it must have been simple on it's construction as you say, but the result is really good... at least, i like it

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In5omn1ac In reply to imsj [2007-03-11 20:42:27 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much, dear. I'm glad you liked it! I grew to like it myself, actually. *giggles*

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expressoneself [2006-08-31 19:54:21 +0000 UTC]

This makes me feel bad. And that's just because you made it when you were sad and empty inside and I think it looks really, really good.

It makes me wish I could use the pen tool like this, really. I love this piece!

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ProudEchelon [2006-06-21 14:27:33 +0000 UTC]

wow, wow wow, just...wow.

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In5omn1ac In reply to ProudEchelon [2006-06-22 15:04:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you thank you and thank you!

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Kyendo [2006-03-10 22:06:06 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry... You may feel you're loosing a bit of talent, but most of us is still no match for you. The piece is brilliant, too, I really like the colors!

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DyingOfBoredom [2006-03-08 21:34:21 +0000 UTC]

i think its awesome!!

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Trisha03 [2006-03-04 09:41:31 +0000 UTC]

Wow pretty!

-Trish

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SleeplessImaginarium [2006-03-03 02:10:35 +0000 UTC]

I think it's gorgeous. There is this hidden beauty that is present even in the midst of darkness. See you put tiny drops of light in there and even the smallest light can be the brightest. Art shouldn't be perfect because humans who create art are flawed. It's okay to be imperfect. There is still this beauty I can't put my finger on. Even the most beautiful flowers bloom in the darkest placed like lotus pods that bloom in muddy ponds. Light will find it's way, my dear.

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sarcastrobatics [2006-02-28 13:05:29 +0000 UTC]

You? Lose your drawing skills? *throws back head and laughs* You're a hoot, missus.

You, the oh-so-talented, offend the non-talented, moi for example, when you say something like that and then display a beautiful piece like that.

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In5omn1ac In reply to sarcastrobatics [2006-02-28 13:47:12 +0000 UTC]

Well I was only talking about myself.. never meant to make others feel anything at all. I hadn't drawn for a while, and usually it's pretty easy but it was hard this time. So that's why I said it. Never meant to offend anyone at all. Next time i'll leave no comments. Thank you for commenting.

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sarcastrobatics In reply to In5omn1ac [2006-03-07 08:33:28 +0000 UTC]

I didn't mean to sound so rude. I'm sorry.

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inPrint [2006-02-28 00:18:29 +0000 UTC]

-cuddles cynthia- I'm just a random person here to comfort you.

Your artwork is beauitful. No matter how bad you feel. To tell you the truth - I'd love to learn how to use the pentool like that!

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ResaHakuba [2006-02-27 11:00:12 +0000 UTC]

Awesome... and amazing. *_* I love it, I don*t know why do you think that this Drawing is bad?! T_T

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balumunka [2006-02-27 03:07:30 +0000 UTC]

That is AMAZING!

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keno190 [2006-02-27 02:20:31 +0000 UTC]

lost your art skills.... lmao..this is so nice!

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Vanillae [2006-02-26 20:10:48 +0000 UTC]

>.< oops sorry about the above post, I accidently hit the click button on my keyboard

That is really an amazing piece. I love how everything represents and has it's own meaning. I'm sure you'll find your passion for art back again! ^.^

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Vanillae [2006-02-26 20:09:22 +0000 UTC]

Omg that is

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jesperanda [2006-02-26 18:01:45 +0000 UTC]

Hey, if the red's still there, it means the passion's still there somewhere, right?

I dig black-white-red color schemes in general, so I thought this was lovely.

Best wishes on tapping back into the vein of creativity. I can relate, albeit on different artistic fronts.

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Chroi [2006-02-26 12:43:25 +0000 UTC]

it is a really beautiful piece. You will get out of the darkness, I know how you feel.

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liajedi [2006-02-26 11:35:20 +0000 UTC]

Thats still you, but yeah you can feel a disorder feeling on it.

If i need to comment this work, i see a beauty which try to get out of a darkness.

Maybe some people will disangry with me about this comment but i know your works.. and i know you will see what i mean.

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Elgaris [2006-02-26 08:49:49 +0000 UTC]

I think you did pretty good!

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GVA [2006-02-26 03:42:04 +0000 UTC]

nice work! love your choice of colours!

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evogal [2006-02-26 02:20:07 +0000 UTC]

I actually like it a lot. It kinda has this depressing/bleak feel because of the black/white/red/blue colors but then it's got these flowers that look like their bursting into life with the lights and spirals. Interesting contrast, I think.

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Daydreamer252 [2006-02-26 01:29:48 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow do I like this one! The colors seem to poop right off the page. It really is fantastic, great job!

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YakfU [2006-02-26 00:46:25 +0000 UTC]

if this is you in a funk "well im in trouble"great looking work lov tha color and the fact that you only used a pin tool and round brushs make me like it even more, so good job

check out my gallery [link]

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blueocean [2006-02-25 23:08:36 +0000 UTC]

Thia, you haven't lost your touch. You may be sad and you may not like this piece, but I like it. I love the black flowers... and i'm still amazed you use the pen tool and mouse only! Anyway, whatever I say won't make you feel better and if you're down, you won't ever like the piece. Anyway, try not to convince yourself you've lost your drawing skills, cos if that happens -god forbid- that day you'd really lose it. Obsessing over this will only hurt you. Trust me, I'd never lie to you, you haven't lost anything. And anyway, you still have photography You'll always be an artist no matter what you do


I'm shutting up now cos I'm babbling. Love ya

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matyld [2006-02-25 23:01:31 +0000 UTC]

come on. what's this crap you're telling? It's incredible! the colors, the milky and glowing atmosphere of the composition...
don't be too harsh with your own work! cause it's really good.

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excentric [2006-02-25 21:17:32 +0000 UTC]

omg WHAT are you saying?? BLEH?? You're crazy! I was completely blown away before I read your description
It has such a wonderful sad, ghostly kind of feeling

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LoveZanderEmily [2006-02-25 20:59:24 +0000 UTC]

wow, your work is so amazing!!!!

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Sarah-helen [2006-02-25 19:47:02 +0000 UTC]

hun, to me it still looks pretty damn incredible. Sometimes creativity takes a vacation, but then it comes back twice as good. Just keep ploughing through the dry patch x

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numbmind [2006-02-25 19:41:43 +0000 UTC]

beautiful it would make a nice postcard

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colorblindme [2006-02-25 19:20:20 +0000 UTC]

Buck up little camper This is lovely!! I could see this hanging on my wall

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natazzle [2006-02-25 19:15:56 +0000 UTC]

yes clearly you are artistically depressed....*rolls eyes lots* that is actually AWESOME. what are you saying? it does not look bleh.

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lazure [2006-02-25 19:01:46 +0000 UTC]

Thia you are such a perfectionnist that you always need not only better but the best because you are able to do it, you've got the skills to. That's why I probably haven't the ability to make "true" feedbacks about your work : from my point of view this artwork is gorgeous : the flowers are breath-taking, all the shapes gorgeous and I'm not yet taling about the colors and whole layout. Honey, don't feel depressed : you have done a stunning artwork. If you think that you can do better but don't feel creative right now , try a little break and never feel discouraged because I know that you have everything you need in yourself to be the best and to get this creativity you'll just need more time and patience but I know you'll do it.

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Deea-Dee [2006-02-25 19:00:07 +0000 UTC]

Oh, it's nice, not crappy.

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ThePakMan [2006-02-25 18:51:40 +0000 UTC]

It's really pretty! I love the colors you used, especially the red line against the black background. The whole image gives an almost retro yet futuristic feel to it. I don't think you've lost anything; your skills are improving from what I can see. But if you still feel something's a miss, you can always take a break to refresh your mind. It's what I do when I feel like I've fallen into a slump. Otherwise, great work! ^___^

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digitaljazz [2006-02-25 18:44:57 +0000 UTC]

it is absolutely beautiful, but you knew I would say that.
To everyone else it doesn't look like you've lost your artists soul, but it is important that you feel you have it back. god knows what you'll create when the time strikes.

xxx

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only-a-rose [2006-02-25 18:44:29 +0000 UTC]



Your art is always so breath-taking! I love the colors you use and the textures.
I love it sweetie.

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Ajandra [2006-02-25 18:42:15 +0000 UTC]

this is just if you really think that you lost your skills well I would like to have the same effect when I lost my skills (if I had any...)

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Animefreaktose [2006-02-25 18:38:46 +0000 UTC]

This looks awesome! I know that feeling sometimes, but it prevents you from seeing the highs of this picture! The red set against the black is gorgeous and the flowers seem to be bursting from space full of fiberoptic light! Very nicely done peice

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xAcid-Maniacx [2006-02-25 18:19:18 +0000 UTC]

O.o I really dont see how you think that's bad, but I guess a lot of people think that way about some of their own work, anywaaaay, I love it.

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fearian [2006-02-25 18:17:32 +0000 UTC]

I dont know what your talking about! this looks fantastic!

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