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Description “Du denkst, Du fühlst wie ich fühle?
Du denkst, Du teilst meinen Schmerz?
Du denkst, Du kennst die Dunkelheit
Tief, tief in meinem Herz?

Ich wurde zu oft betrogen, zu oft belogen,
Enttäuscht und ausgenutzt,
Um jemals wieder zu vertrauen.
Ich wurde zu oft betrogen, zu oft belogen,
Zerstört und angespuckt,
Um jemals wieder zu vertrauen.

Niemals wirst Du in meine Seele sehen.
Niemals auch nur ein Wort von mir verstehen.
Niemals wirst Du mit meinen Augen sehen.”

[ Niemals – L’Âme Immortelle ]


A break from the Infernal Lords project with something different. My dear Ayl Rose took me for a tour in Milan, during which we took some photos. As you can probably guess from her hairstyle, this photo was taken shortly after Astarte .
Castello Sforzesco, Milan.

Photo, editing, styling: GothicNarcissus Photography
Model, grooming: Ayl Rose


[ Never ]

You think you feel what I feel?
You think you share my pain?
You think you know the darkness
Deep, deep within my heart?

I’ve been betrayed too often, deceived too often,
Let down and used to trust someone again.
I’ve been betrayed too often, deceived too often,
Broken and spit to trust someone again.

Never will you see my soul.
Never will you understand any of my words.
Never will you see through my eyes.
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Comments: 10

oldsoulmasquer [2009-12-07 02:12:57 +0000 UTC]

Ok. she is beautiful, as is the picture. Yes. But what I find most compelling are the bars, the chain and the flower as they relate the last words you printed:

"Never will you see my soul.
Never will you understand any of my words.
Never will you see through my eyes."

We can understand the bars and chains to be a defense mechanism. But the flower!? Is it a gift from us that is appreciated yet rejected? Is it a consolation prize for falling in love with someone deeper than we could ever be?! I tell you, I find this work truly haunting.

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GothicNarcissus In reply to oldsoulmasquer [2009-12-07 23:41:59 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!
I had the song in my mind when I took the photo, so I tried to use all the elements that would fit in. I won't tell you what the flower stands for, though: it's up to you to figure it out!

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oldsoulmasquer In reply to GothicNarcissus [2009-12-08 01:20:03 +0000 UTC]

Awesome!

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AylRose [2009-11-30 16:06:01 +0000 UTC]

Questa mi piace tanto. *_* Ah-ah ci hanno scambiato per fratelli? XD

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GothicNarcissus In reply to AylRose [2009-11-30 17:27:03 +0000 UTC]

E sì, a quanto pare! XD Astarte e Astaroth, mica a caso. u_u

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AylRose In reply to GothicNarcissus [2009-12-05 16:18:14 +0000 UTC]

Dimenticavo di dirti che adoro i versi della canzone che hai scelto per questo scatto. *___*

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GothicNarcissus In reply to AylRose [2009-12-05 16:46:57 +0000 UTC]

Davvero? *___* Mi fa paicere! Te la passerò quanto prima.

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AylRose In reply to GothicNarcissus [2009-12-06 13:22:36 +0000 UTC]

Grazie caro

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ryanosorio [2009-11-26 22:12:54 +0000 UTC]

She is so beautiful!

Are you related?

You look like each other

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GothicNarcissus In reply to ryanosorio [2009-11-27 16:52:44 +0000 UTC]

Actually we are not, but that's basically why I thought she'd make a perfect Astarte with me making Astaroth.

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