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Ferelwing — Erased
Published: 2018-08-16 22:04:48 +0000 UTC; Views: 503; Favourites: 87; Downloads: 0
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Description Sometimes I wish I could just erase every trace of me
Flowing in and out my mind another faded story
Each dream a wish or just another drop in the sea

Lurking before me is the vastness of eternity
And all I wish to do is fade into obscurity
For a day and hour or my thoughts still murky
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giffordm [2019-05-02 20:19:02 +0000 UTC]

I feel this ever so strongly right now...

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Ferelwing In reply to giffordm [2020-02-11 14:19:18 +0000 UTC]

Thanks *hug*

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PoetsHand [2018-09-01 02:47:19 +0000 UTC]

I can feel this!!

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Ferelwing In reply to PoetsHand [2018-09-06 18:38:34 +0000 UTC]

It's sort of this weird feeling I get sometimes... I'm glad it resonated.

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pjenz [2018-08-22 22:58:55 +0000 UTC]

beautifully written

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Ferelwing In reply to pjenz [2018-09-06 18:38:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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Rayven616 [2018-08-20 10:22:15 +0000 UTC]

Welcome back!  
The idea of fading quietly into the abyss fills me with terror and the search for purpose with despair. But I try to use that as motivation.

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Ferelwing In reply to Rayven616 [2018-08-22 15:36:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

It was more fading back and becoming a watcher vs a participator.  I've just been wanting to "fade back" and watch for a while.

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Azul-din [2018-08-17 21:42:55 +0000 UTC]

the muse is not a caged bird, rather one that takes wing occasionally and must be sought after, only to reappear, sometimes when least expected...glad to hear from you again.

I know the feeling- sometimes watching the eternal parade of clouds pass overhead I feel as temporary and unsubstantial as a soap bubble.

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Ferelwing In reply to Azul-din [2018-08-18 19:13:52 +0000 UTC]

That's sort of been the way I've felt lately.  Recently it's just been so hard to really feel inspired.  Though I feel like it's slowly starting to come back which has been wonderful!

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Azul-din In reply to Ferelwing [2018-08-18 20:02:37 +0000 UTC]

Glad to hear it. You have been missed.

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Ferelwing In reply to Azul-din [2018-08-18 21:48:08 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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rawesome1 [2018-08-17 13:30:53 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful expression! Glad to see you writing again!

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Ferelwing In reply to rawesome1 [2018-08-17 19:46:47 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!  It's been a while, as silly as this is I kind of lost my muse in a way and it's been hard to get it back.

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rawesome1 In reply to Ferelwing [2018-08-18 12:31:39 +0000 UTC]

I understand, completely.

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Ferelwing In reply to rawesome1 [2018-08-18 21:48:19 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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rawesome1 In reply to Ferelwing [2018-08-19 18:37:44 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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gummi-bearsteve [2018-08-17 12:21:58 +0000 UTC]

the idea of fading into nothing is juts something i used to think of constantly. i remember one time i just thought about not existing until it gave me this weird cold shiver followed by numbness. it freaked me out. lol

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Ferelwing In reply to gummi-bearsteve [2018-08-17 19:47:22 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I know it's silly but I couldn't get the thought out of my head so I figured I'd just write it down.  For me writing it is cathartic because it stops me from acting. Ya know bro?

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gummi-bearsteve In reply to Ferelwing [2018-08-17 23:08:28 +0000 UTC]

I know. I'm happy you get all those emotions and issues out.

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Ferelwing In reply to gummi-bearsteve [2018-08-18 21:48:31 +0000 UTC]

Aww thank you!

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