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-I wont write out every time he tics. because that will be too much. He'd probably tic three times with each minute. When he stutters it's not a tic, it has nothing to do with his TS, it's just a speech impediment and is very VERY insecure about it because of how many times he's been called annoying or told to just 'hurry up and say it, i don't have time for this', something along those lines. His tics include facial grimaces, snapping his fingers or jaws every now and then, hitting himself, or others around pretty hard, tapping his foot or whistling. He will blurt random ass shit as well (this i will sometimes add into the rp, it can be kinda funny, sometimes inappropriate xD) ex: "suck my loli" or "shitty shoe" shit like that. If you wanna know more about the kinda shit ppl with TS yell out i suggest watching a video because its kinda funny. I love ppl with TS. Enough on that.

- Appearance wise, nothing really changed. His eye color did however. Instead of that dark brown, it's a hazel green because...its pretty ;u;. He's probably 5'4 around the age of 17 because who doesn't love a small bb. Plus he's extremely frail and unhealthy. His bones are weak, which means he can easily break one from just falling in a certain way. He a scrawny boi. He is covered and when i say covered. I mean covered in freckles. Shoulders, arms and his face is where they really are noticeable. Like normal, his hair is the same, dark and frizzy. It has a little bit of curl to it but mainly it's just wavey and fluffy.

-He still bites his hands since he's never really broke that habit, so you'd never really see him without bandages on his hands.

-Personality wise, he's pretty feral. Even as a teenager. He can be stalker-ish and weird. He's still pretty damn shy though since..hello social anxiety. He'd probably come up to you and be like..
"i like your socks..." 👉🏻👈🏻 while looking down

I may have many AU's and re-writes but i never really have my headcanons pronounced or just, they mysteriously just poofed. I do have my own headcanons for this boi, a lot actually. Some may be just extra add-ons that a lot of people have as well but i love them, and i guess in this post ill be giving information and listing them as best as i can.

His teeth had kinda been crooked from all of the pressure onto them throughout his childhood and due to his teeth actually getting knocked out when he was little. (his baby teeth of course) his adult teeth never really wanted to grow in right. So when he got braces around the age of 14, he never got them taken out. Now they stay on his teeth, a dark green color of braces.

- I find it better if he is 17-25years old, him as any older kinda feels weird to me since i am used to portraying him as a young teen or in his early/mid twenties. This really depends on how he'll be used and the story he will go by

- Yes, he is short but is a proud bb. He's pretty short because of lack of nutrition and growth being an unhealthy fuck. It all depends on his age at the time. But for his ages i actually have exactly heights for them. Ill only go as young as 7 years old.

7yo-3'11
10yo-4'2
13yo-4'9
15yo-5'0
16yo-5'2
17-5'5
And he stops growing here,

His hair is still the same. Still a dark chocolate brown. Its just a lot messier, or well. Very fluffy With a few curls.

- He is still very pale but still slightly more tan than how he is originally, his skin has a pastel peach light tone (just a normal pale person) and not like..A light grey. (which is so horrible when its shaded wrong)

He does not have the gash in his cheek, instead its just really fuckin scarred.

His personality is pretty much the same. He's a little softer though. Everyone has their different ways of acting out his personality, but i shaped it into a way where it will fit mine and the best way that i could portray it. He actually has a big heart, despite him being a potential serial killer, he still has soft spots and a heart. He will care and love for someone, but in order to really earn his trust, someone would have to repeatedly prove that they are a good person. He a rat boi, this meaning he can be really up and active in a hyper way. He's pretty childish around those he knows, but doesn't trust those he doesn't, in fact, those he doesn't know will most likely be ignored or get small, nervous responses. He's easy to make friends with since his persona is very passive, he's really sweet in some situations and the next he'd be having a mental breakdown or some kind of panic attack. He's very jumpy and easily startled, and would most likely flinch or try to shield himself if someone moves too fast around him. This is due to his trauma and slight PTSD. Just- take slow movements if you're close to him- please. He is touch starved, meaning when he does get affection he'd get extremely confused, weirded out or just plainly get emotional. He didn't get much love and was reminded daily that he was a sack of shit and he finds it hard to believe anyone would love him ;n;.

Okay so this is just added on, since he does in fact have severe D.I.D., He could tend to react to certain situations kinda amusingly. When he is currently under the influence of 'Ticci' which is what...yeah okay— he seems to be very unstable/creepy, if you know EMH(everyman hybrid) think of HABIT, he kinda has that chaotic/loopy energy. Yeah just wanted to get that out.

He is more inclined to liking other men, if anything at all. Canonically, he never had a sexuality, meaning he could be any sexual orientation you want. For me, he is Bisexual. He prefers other males if he even feels a pull of romantic feelings, but would also feel the same about a female. For him, relationships would have to move slow, not just kiss kiss fall in love type of shit. You'd have to become his friend first, and of course be loyal and such. He isn't easy at all to fall into a relationship, infact that's last thing on his mind. Since he believes he is unlovable, no one would even like him in such a way, so he gave up and just sticks to what he has to do.

Romance?

Toby thinks love is just a fantasy, and no one could love him, much less him return the feelings, so love is the last thing on his mind. Though he thinks about what it would be like to have a partner

So like..This touch starved bb would be so emotional if he even gets a hug, much less feelings being confessed, or confessing his own but Toby maybe accidentally slip it out, or tell them just to get it off his chest and carry on like it means nothing but on the inside he knows it does and will beat himself up about it
I think he'd definitely act differently as well, especially his tics would act up more as well around them because he's really nervous and maybe say random things to shoo off the feeling like

"you like socks? I like socks.." 👉🏻👈🏻

He still bites his nails and inner cheek but does it when he's really stressed or nervous. He's really fidgety so he'd mess with anything loose or even would twirl his hair, soon he did it so much his hair gotten used to it and began to get slightly curly but mostly just wavy.

- He grits his teeth, a lot. He'll do it randomly.

- His ADHD/ADD still affects him now, so it's hard for him to focus on one thing at once and gets easily distracted. Its a bad habit

🌿Mentality🌿

- Nothing really changed. He still suffers with his disabilities, just some stopped affecting him as much after he reached 17 originally. Being schizophrenia and Anxiety. But this headcanon still suffers with those two despite his age. This explains on why he can see the operator, which brings me to the next change.

Instead of Slenderman, its the Operator. They are two different entities with the same desires.

The Slenderman never spoke, or appeared to him, the poor boi's schizophrenia makes him think it's real, and it even seems like its speaking to him this drove him to insanity. Instead of Slenderman triggering voices in his head, it all lead to the condition of schizophrenia that made him murder his family at the end of his story. He began to suddenly sacrifice himself to his image of the man he called The Operator. (which im aware Marble Hornets made it up) He'd for-fill its needs which is death. He is so obsessed with it, he feels it will kill him If he doesn't do what it says, even though it is all in his head. He is completely mentally broken.

- He won't always be like this. This head canon suffers with DID. Dissociative Identity Disorder. Some days he'd act normal but when he somehow remembers certain things he'd freak out and completely change his look on things and his persona. This also makes him kinda pissy towards things at certain times and will make him kinda loony, a crazy feeling. The disorder helps him forget all horrible memories by clearing his mind and current stability at that time. And it is temporary. Most likely would go away after a nice nap.

- He had suffered with Schizophrenia since he was 7 years old. So he's been seeing this fake entity his whole life. Making so much happen and of course all of the deaths in his life was blamed upon the entity that wasn't even real.

- Since he cannot feel pain, there is a high chance that he could have hurt himself very badly and not know. So every now and then he does check ups on himself, especially after something brutal happened or had had gotten into a fight. He could be perfectly fine one second ago then faint due to blood loss and wake up not even knowing what happened. This is really hard for him since a really bad wound that could grow fatal could be anywhere and he wouldn't know. So a check up on himself here and there could really save his ass.

🌿Story🌿

- Everything pretty much stayed the same. The deaths, the conflicts. The only thing that really changed was the cause of the deaths. Some people believe he was wiped from his memory but not this headcanon, he may not remember everything but he does remember. Because the whole entity thing isn't real and it's all in his head, the memory wipe thing can't possibly happen.

- However, after the ending, where the fire nearly took his life, he couldn't remember anything on why he was there, or how he ended up in this situation. He blacked out and woke up in a whole different area of the dense forest. He no longer remembered a thing but everytime he'd try and get close to coming back to the past, it would all happen again.

- He never remembered anything, even after he had murdered someone, in fact he doesn't even like doing that. He despises the fact that he should murder innocent people, however sometimes, he will see the face of a man he hated so dearly but didn't remember why. Amongst the crime scene, after he had murdered someone, he'd sit and stare at what he had done, a huge moment of lucidity would take over him, making everything come back for those few moments. Then his mind would wipe blank once again and he'd go on like nothing ever happened. During those moments, he'd regret spilling the blood of the victim, and hate on himself even more, while violent memories and thoughts ran through his mind, making him feel less and less stable. This sometimes knocked him out, and he'd be there, unconscious at the scene which isn't good since that's how ya get caught and arrested folks.

He lives in a small shed in the middle of Rosswood Park/forest. His shed is deep deep in the woods, he had never lived in the mansion. (might will make something work for roleplay use)

Before anything, these are just my changes and adjustments i made to either fit a better way of my liking/needs and to just plainly make more sense.

Description
-I wont write out every time he tics. because that will be too much. He'd probably tic three times with each minute. When he stutters it's not a tic, it has nothing to do with his TS, it's just a speech impediment and is very VERY insecure about it because of how many times he's been called annoying or told to just 'hurry up and say it, i don't have time for this', something along those lines. His tics include facial grimaces, snapping his fingers or jaws every now and then, hitting himself, or others around pretty hard, tapping his foot or whistling. He will blurt random ass shit as well (this i will sometimes add into the rp, it can be kinda funny, sometimes inappropriate xD) ex: "suck my loli" or "shitty shoe" shit like that. If you wanna know more about the kinda shit ppl with TS yell out i suggest watching a video because its kinda funny. I love ppl with TS. Enough on that.

- Appearance wise, nothing really changed. His eye color did however. Instead of that dark brown, it's a hazel green because...its pretty ;u;. He's probably 5'4 around the age of 17 because who doesn't love a small bb. Plus he's extremely frail and unhealthy. His bones are weak, which means he can easily break one from just falling in a certain way. He a scrawny boi. He is covered and when i say covered. I mean covered in freckles. Shoulders, arms and his face is where they really are noticeable. Like normal, his hair is the same, dark and frizzy. It has a little bit of curl to it but mainly it's just wavey and fluffy.

-He still bites his hands since he's never really broke that habit, so you'd never really see him without bandages on his hands.

-Personality wise, he's pretty feral. Even as a teenager. He can be stalker-ish and weird. He's still pretty damn shy though since..hello social anxiety. He'd probably come up to you and be like..
"i like your socks..." 👉🏻👈🏻 while looking down

I may have many AU's and re-writes but i never really have my headcanons pronounced or just, they mysteriously just poofed. I do have my own headcanons for this boi, a lot actually. Some may be just extra add-ons that a lot of people have as well but i love them, and i guess in this post ill be giving information and listing them as best as i can.

His teeth had kinda been crooked from all of the pressure onto them throughout his childhood and due to his teeth actually getting knocked out when he was little. (his baby teeth of course) his adult teeth never really wanted to grow in right. So when he got braces around the age of 14, he never got them taken out. Now they stay on his teeth, a dark green color of braces.

- I find it better if he is 17-25years old, him as any older kinda feels weird to me since i am used to portraying him as a young teen or in his early/mid twenties. This really depends on how he'll be used and the story he will go by

- Yes, he is short but is a proud bb. He's pretty short because of lack of nutrition and growth being an unhealthy fuck. It all depends on his age at the time. But for his ages i actually have exactly heights for them. Ill only go as young as 7 years old.

7yo-3'11
10yo-4'2
13yo-4'9
15yo-5'0
16yo-5'2
17-5'5
And he stops growing here,

His hair is still the same. Still a dark chocolate brown. Its just a lot messier, or well. Very fluffy With a few curls.

- He is still very pale but still slightly more tan than how he is originally, his skin has a pastel peach light tone (just a normal pale person) and not like..A light grey. (which is so horrible when its shaded wrong)

He does not have the gash in his cheek, instead its just really fuckin scarred.

His personality is pretty much the same. He's a little softer though. Everyone has their different ways of acting out his personality, but i shaped it into a way where it will fit mine and the best way that i could portray it. He actually has a big heart, despite him being a potential serial killer, he still has soft spots and a heart. He will care and love for someone, but in order to really earn his trust, someone would have to repeatedly prove that they are a good person. He a rat boi, this meaning he can be really up and active in a hyper way. He's pretty childish around those he knows, but doesn't trust those he doesn't, in fact, those he doesn't know will most likely be ignored or get small, nervous responses. He's easy to make friends with since his persona is very passive, he's really sweet in some situations and the next he'd be having a mental breakdown or some kind of panic attack. He's very jumpy and easily startled, and would most likely flinch or try to shield himself if someone moves too fast around him. This is due to his trauma and slight PTSD. Just- take slow movements if you're close to him- please. He is touch starved, meaning when he does get affection he'd get extremely confused, weirded out or just plainly get emotional. He didn't get much love and was reminded daily that he was a sack of shit and he finds it hard to believe anyone would love him ;n;.

Okay so this is just added on, since he does in fact have severe D.I.D., He could tend to react to certain situations kinda amusingly. When he is currently under the influence of 'Ticci' which is what...yeah okay— he seems to be very unstable/creepy, if you know EMH(everyman hybrid) think of HABIT, he kinda has that chaotic/loopy energy. Yeah just wanted to get that out.

He is more inclined to liking other men, if anything at all. Canonically, he never had a sexuality, meaning he could be any sexual orientation you want. For me, he is Bisexual. He prefers other males if he even feels a pull of romantic feelings, but would also feel the same about a female. For him, relationships would have to move slow, not just kiss kiss fall in love type of shit. You'd have to become his friend first, and of course be loyal and such. He isn't easy at all to fall into a relationship, infact that's last thing on his mind. Since he believes he is unlovable, no one would even like him in such a way, so he gave up and just sticks to what he has to do.

Romance?

Toby thinks love is just a fantasy, and no one could love him, much less him return the feelings, so love is the last thing on his mind. Though he thinks about what it would be like to have a partner

So like..This touch starved bb would be so emotional if he even gets a hug, much less feelings being confessed, or confessing his own but Toby maybe accidentally slip it out, or tell them just to get it off his chest and carry on like it means nothing but on the inside he knows it does and will beat himself up about it
I think he'd definitely act differently as well, especially his tics would act up more as well around them because he's really nervous and maybe say random things to shoo off the feeling like

"you like socks? I like socks.." 👉🏻👈🏻

He still bites his nails and inner cheek but does it when he's really stressed or nervous. He's really fidgety so he'd mess with anything loose or even would twirl his hair, soon he did it so much his hair gotten used to it and began to get slightly curly but mostly just wavy.

- He grits his teeth, a lot. He'll do it randomly.

- His ADHD/ADD still affects him now, so it's hard for him to focus on one thing at once and gets easily distracted. Its a bad habit

🌿Mentality🌿

- Nothing really changed. He still suffers with his disabilities, just some stopped affecting him as much after he reached 17 originally. Being schizophrenia and Anxiety. But this headcanon still suffers with those two despite his age. This explains on why he can see the operator, which brings me to the next change.

Instead of Slenderman, its the Operator. They are two different entities with the same desires.

The Slenderman never spoke, or appeared to him, the poor boi's schizophrenia makes him think it's real, and it even seems like its speaking to him this drove him to insanity. Instead of Slenderman triggering voices in his head, it all lead to the condition of schizophrenia that made him murder his family at the end of his story. He began to suddenly sacrifice himself to his image of the man he called The Operator. (which im aware Marble Hornets made it up) He'd for-fill its needs which is death. He is so obsessed with it, he feels it will kill him If he doesn't do what it says, even though it is all in his head. He is completely mentally broken.

- He won't always be like this. This head canon suffers with DID. Dissociative Identity Disorder. Some days he'd act normal but when he somehow remembers certain things he'd freak out and completely change his look on things and his persona. This also makes him kinda pissy towards things at certain times and will make him kinda loony, a crazy feeling. The disorder helps him forget all horrible memories by clearing his mind and current stability at that time. And it is temporary. Most likely would go away after a nice nap.

- He had suffered with Schizophrenia since he was 7 years old. So he's been seeing this fake entity his whole life. Making so much happen and of course all of the deaths in his life was blamed upon the entity that wasn't even real.

- Since he cannot feel pain, there is a high chance that he could have hurt himself very badly and not know. So every now and then he does check ups on himself, especially after something brutal happened or had had gotten into a fight. He could be perfectly fine one second ago then faint due to blood loss and wake up not even knowing what happened. This is really hard for him since a really bad wound that could grow fatal could be anywhere and he wouldn't know. So a check up on himself here and there could really save his ass.

🌿Story🌿

- Everything pretty much stayed the same. The deaths, the conflicts. The only thing that really changed was the cause of the deaths. Some people believe he was wiped from his memory but not this headcanon, he may not remember everything but he does remember. Because the whole entity thing isn't real and it's all in his head, the memory wipe thing can't possibly happen.

- However, after the ending, where the fire nearly took his life, he couldn't remember anything on why he was there, or how he ended up in this situation. He blacked out and woke up in a whole different area of the dense forest. He no longer remembered a thing but everytime he'd try and get close to coming back to the past, it would all happen again.

- He never remembered anything, even after he had murdered someone, in fact he doesn't even like doing that. He despises the fact that he should murder innocent people, however sometimes, he will see the face of a man he hated so dearly but didn't remember why. Amongst the crime scene, after he had murdered someone, he'd sit and stare at what he had done, a huge moment of lucidity would take over him, making everything come back for those few moments. Then his mind would wipe blank once again and he'd go on like nothing ever happened. During those moments, he'd regret spilling the blood of the victim, and hate on himself even more, while violent memories and thoughts ran through his mind, making him feel less and less stable. This sometimes knocked him out, and he'd be there, unconscious at the scene which isn't good since that's how ya get caught and arrested folks.

He lives in a small shed in the middle of Rosswood Park/forest. His shed is deep deep in the woods, he had never lived in the mansion. (might will make something work for roleplay use)

Before anything, these are just my changes and adjustments i made to either fit a better way of my liking/needs and to just plainly make more sense.