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Broken glared at the shadow classes “guest”. What was worse than one Kaine? Two of them! And to make it worse make the second one more talkative and creepy! Unlike some of the other students he knew this Kaine was not the original version. The connection he had formed with Kaine as a result of the tournament meant he knew when the other was in the same building or room with him. Same with mDrake. The bond he had with both of his “master’s” meant he knew where they were so if they ever called on him he could find them. Yes, the thought was disturbing and he was thankful neither of his teacher’s knew that when they imparted pieces of themselves onto the little parasitic shadow experiment that they had gained a certain amount of control over him. It was need to know information and they certainly didn’t need to know. Broken figured it was hard enough fighting off his creator and attempting to keep his desire to be close to mDrake and Kaine to only slightly noticeable. He didn’t need the added headache of his teachers or anyone else trying to control him. This is why if he fed on something outside of energy he made sure he got all of it! Of course he didn’t have that option with these two. One of the downsides of having his memory back he remembered how all this bullshit worked! He laid his head down on his desk with a sigh of disgust. Oh he just wanted to back to his dorm room and go to bed.

He was trying so hard to be a good boy and focus on what Professor mDrake was saying, but it was so hard with the creepy ass Kaine in the room. If it was possible he was beginning to think this one pissed him off more than the original…nope! The original would always be the worst. Broken’s tail twitched in irritation. How could this get any worse!?! Focus! He had to focus! That is what he tried to do, but today was just not going to be his day at all. He was going to get into trouble. Broken couldn’t stop himself from laughing when mDrake said he would experience considerable failure in this. Tragically it wasn’t just a ha,ha funny laugh either it was slightly cocky. He knew he was in trouble by the glare he got from his teacher. Whatever he was screwed for the day anyway he might as well go all in.

“Considerable failure? Maybe for the two bit hacks your use to dealing with.” Broken cracked his knuckles and jumped up from his chair standing in front of his teacher. In actuality this was one of the few things Broken knew how to do. He didn’t know a lot of things like flattening out his shadow tendrils but he was an expert when it came to controlling his shadows when they were separate from his main form and keeping them in some semblance of a solid entity. This was one of the few things Broken had always known how to do ever since he was a wee little, vaguely self aware shadow parasite back in the graveyard of an asylum. This knowledge had always been a means of survival for him. He would often have to split parts of himself off to find food or catch food. Those pieces would have to be solid and aware and they would have to have some ability to stand on their own away from his main being otherwise he would starve.

“This was a little difficult to do right after your lap dog Kaine decided to use me as a play toy during the tournament….I’m sure under your wise, expert guidance….cause I don’t think he can actually do anything that’s his own original thought…BUT once I become accustomed to the new DNA signature I was right back in business!” Broken rolled up his sleeves and used his claws to dig into blue scars on his arms. A thick black liquid began to gush out of the freshly opened marks dripping onto the floor, but not for long as Broken formed them into shadow tendrils. With a brief thought he separated a piece of one of the tendrils and placed it in between himself and mDrake. “I’m not a failure….not that you’ll ever actually acknowledge that. I know you’ll never see me as anything but a brat cause I’m young and still a puppy. Your gonna be sorry though cause one day you’ll see Professor. One day you’ll have to see me! One day I’m going to be the only one you’ll be able to acknowledge cause I’ll be standing on the same level as you! One day I’ll be your equal Professor mDrake. Me! Not Kaine, not anyone else!” Hey he was already in trouble. Why not give the Professor a piece of what he really thought. The guy already hated couldn’t get much worse than that! “Anyway, these can stay solid on their own even if I’m not around to babysit them. I will leave this one here with you until next class to show you that I can thoroughly do the assignment. Now if you’ll excuse me I have another class to attend.”

Word Count: 884

Oh my god! Broken is gonna die!!! Please don’t kill him Koss!! Actually, Broken’s kind of crabby for these assignments…don’t hold it against him….that is entirely me. I’m struggling. These assignments are taking everything I got this time. It’s not that I don’t want to do them…I do…I always love doing these…I’m just working through being very hurt and angry and it’s hard for me to focus on anything long enough. I don’t know what ladder I walked under, mirror I broke or what black cat I pissed off, but this stretch has been rough….and the latest one has probably been the toughest. I had to end a 6 year friendship with someone I trusted and cared about and who I let get really close to me because she betrayed me…it wasn’t even like it was something little that over time you could forgive or even overlook. She knew how I felt and I begged her not to do what she did…and she ignored me and did it anyway and now the guy who lied about me and took out a warrant against me has more cards in his hand. She just made a really bad situation so much worse. I’m honestly terrified and feel like crap…never in my wildest dreams did I think something like these things could happen. I will say this though in all this bad there still is some good. I have learned that I still do have some actual good friends. One of them even came over and tried to give me 800 dollars cash to pay for my lawyer, my amazing fiancé who is still deployed to the middle east and dealing with crap of his own made time to get on and talk to me and cheer me up, and then you guys…all of you, you little rays of sunshine with your art and stories and the comments and favs and everything. I see all of it and you guys sometimes are a life saver for me. Sometimes it’s wonderful to get on at the end of the day or in the morning and see everything. And have wonderful friends like Blurry…my little Em’s!! And Night that make things amazing. And Koss if you read this you are amazing…I can’t even tell you how much of a good thing Otherworlde has been for me over the last few months. Your little brain child has been an absolute lifesaver at some points. Having that distraction and having fun with Broken and you and Blue letting me harass mDrake and Kaine constantly. Honestly all these things are why I haven’t completely imploded o myself and why I’m not just curled in a dark corner under a blanket in puddle of tears. All of you guys are amazing and that’s why I love ya’ll. Every one of you makes a difference! *HUGS* Onto the next and I promise next month Broken won’t be such a butt…I hope…he should be back to more of his happy go lucky puppy like self! I spoke it so it shall be!! *crosses fingers* p.S. you do get to learn a little bit about Broken here….it’ll make more sense when I post his new ap…YAAY new ap!!! It’ll explain all of his history including the whole parasite thing, the experiment thing, the whole connection to mDrake ad Kaine….brother’s, memory loss....the dog-ness, the significance of ice….the whole shebang! I’ve been working this stuff forever…so I’m excited about that!!

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Broken glared at the shadow classes “guest”. What was worse than one Kaine? Two of them! And to make it worse make the second one more talkative and creepy! Unlike some of the other students he knew this Kaine was not the original version. The connection he had formed with Kaine as a result of the tournament meant he knew when the other was in the same building or room with him. Same with mDrake. The bond he had with both of his “master’s” meant he knew where they were so if they ever called on him he could find them. Yes, the thought was disturbing and he was thankful neither of his teacher’s knew that when they imparted pieces of themselves onto the little parasitic shadow experiment that they had gained a certain amount of control over him. It was need to know information and they certainly didn’t need to know. Broken figured it was hard enough fighting off his creator and attempting to keep his desire to be close to mDrake and Kaine to only slightly noticeable. He didn’t need the added headache of his teachers or anyone else trying to control him. This is why if he fed on something outside of energy he made sure he got all of it! Of course he didn’t have that option with these two. One of the downsides of having his memory back he remembered how all this bullshit worked! He laid his head down on his desk with a sigh of disgust. Oh he just wanted to back to his dorm room and go to bed.

He was trying so hard to be a good boy and focus on what Professor mDrake was saying, but it was so hard with the creepy ass Kaine in the room. If it was possible he was beginning to think this one pissed him off more than the original…nope! The original would always be the worst. Broken’s tail twitched in irritation. How could this get any worse!?! Focus! He had to focus! That is what he tried to do, but today was just not going to be his day at all. He was going to get into trouble. Broken couldn’t stop himself from laughing when mDrake said he would experience considerable failure in this. Tragically it wasn’t just a ha,ha funny laugh either it was slightly cocky. He knew he was in trouble by the glare he got from his teacher. Whatever he was screwed for the day anyway he might as well go all in.

“Considerable failure? Maybe for the two bit hacks your use to dealing with.” Broken cracked his knuckles and jumped up from his chair standing in front of his teacher. In actuality this was one of the few things Broken knew how to do. He didn’t know a lot of things like flattening out his shadow tendrils but he was an expert when it came to controlling his shadows when they were separate from his main form and keeping them in some semblance of a solid entity. This was one of the few things Broken had always known how to do ever since he was a wee little, vaguely self aware shadow parasite back in the graveyard of an asylum. This knowledge had always been a means of survival for him. He would often have to split parts of himself off to find food or catch food. Those pieces would have to be solid and aware and they would have to have some ability to stand on their own away from his main being otherwise he would starve.

“This was a little difficult to do right after your lap dog Kaine decided to use me as a play toy during the tournament….I’m sure under your wise, expert guidance….cause I don’t think he can actually do anything that’s his own original thought…BUT once I become accustomed to the new DNA signature I was right back in business!” Broken rolled up his sleeves and used his claws to dig into blue scars on his arms. A thick black liquid began to gush out of the freshly opened marks dripping onto the floor, but not for long as Broken formed them into shadow tendrils. With a brief thought he separated a piece of one of the tendrils and placed it in between himself and mDrake. “I’m not a failure….not that you’ll ever actually acknowledge that. I know you’ll never see me as anything but a brat cause I’m young and still a puppy. Your gonna be sorry though cause one day you’ll see Professor. One day you’ll have to see me! One day I’m going to be the only one you’ll be able to acknowledge cause I’ll be standing on the same level as you! One day I’ll be your equal Professor mDrake. Me! Not Kaine, not anyone else!” Hey he was already in trouble. Why not give the Professor a piece of what he really thought. The guy already hated couldn’t get much worse than that! “Anyway, these can stay solid on their own even if I’m not around to babysit them. I will leave this one here with you until next class to show you that I can thoroughly do the assignment. Now if you’ll excuse me I have another class to attend.”

Word Count: 884

Oh my god! Broken is gonna die!!! Please don’t kill him Koss!! Actually, Broken’s kind of crabby for these assignments…don’t hold it against him….that is entirely me. I’m struggling. These assignments are taking everything I got this time. It’s not that I don’t want to do them…I do…I always love doing these…I’m just working through being very hurt and angry and it’s hard for me to focus on anything long enough. I don’t know what ladder I walked under, mirror I broke or what black cat I pissed off, but this stretch has been rough….and the latest one has probably been the toughest. I had to end a 6 year friendship with someone I trusted and cared about and who I let get really close to me because she betrayed me…it wasn’t even like it was something little that over time you could forgive or even overlook. She knew how I felt and I begged her not to do what she did…and she ignored me and did it anyway and now the guy who lied about me and took out a warrant against me has more cards in his hand. She just made a really bad situation so much worse. I’m honestly terrified and feel like crap…never in my wildest dreams did I think something like these things could happen. I will say this though in all this bad there still is some good. I have learned that I still do have some actual good friends. One of them even came over and tried to give me 800 dollars cash to pay for my lawyer, my amazing fiancé who is still deployed to the middle east and dealing with crap of his own made time to get on and talk to me and cheer me up, and then you guys…all of you, you little rays of sunshine with your art and stories and the comments and favs and everything. I see all of it and you guys sometimes are a life saver for me. Sometimes it’s wonderful to get on at the end of the day or in the morning and see everything. And have wonderful friends like Blurry…my little Em’s!! And Night that make things amazing. And Koss if you read this you are amazing…I can’t even tell you how much of a good thing Otherworlde has been for me over the last few months. Your little brain child has been an absolute lifesaver at some points. Having that distraction and having fun with Broken and you and Blue letting me harass mDrake and Kaine constantly. Honestly all these things are why I haven’t completely imploded o myself and why I’m not just curled in a dark corner under a blanket in puddle of tears. All of you guys are amazing and that’s why I love ya’ll. Every one of you makes a difference! *HUGS* Onto the next and I promise next month Broken won’t be such a butt…I hope…he should be back to more of his happy go lucky puppy like self! I spoke it so it shall be!! *crosses fingers* p.S. you do get to learn a little bit about Broken here….it’ll make more sense when I post his new ap…YAAY new ap!!! It’ll explain all of his history including the whole parasite thing, the experiment thing, the whole connection to mDrake ad Kaine….brother’s, memory loss....the dog-ness, the significance of ice….the whole shebang! I’ve been working this stuff forever…so I’m excited about that!!