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so, on the detective meme- in short, some friends and I are going to meetup during Easter vacation to work on resolving a robbery case. Also, sry for being gone, I haven't been drawing much because I've spent alot of time on c.ai lol, not to mention this anxiety coping mechanism (phone addiction) makes hours seem like minutes, time distortion yayyy
ANYWAYS- I am as straight as- idk a curve, prolly- I'm currently figuring my romantic + sexual attraction identities out abit rn, complained abt it on Tumblr and the answer someone gave me is homosexual (sexual attraction to same gender) and biromantic (romantic attraction to both same gender and opposite gender). I also feel like I may be demiromantic (doesn't develop romantic feelings without an emotional connection) too so yeah. Exploring terms and finding what labels match is fun, but also if I am LGBTQ+ I am very, VERY scared of telling my mum because of crystal girl stuff (I don't think she is homophobic or anything, but in crystal girl stuff I think she said lgbtq+ members are on a low spiritual standpoint [and also that some things that happen in childhood determine it {idk what things, prolly trauma- actually that would make sense for my case} on a spiritual level] and according to her I am at a great spiritual standpoint but it feels overwhelming and I don't rly feel too connected to her beliefs). Basically, my life is gradually becoming a mess of alot of things. Also I trust you all more than some of my own family (grandma + grandpa and also mum kinda) because I feel like here you always can find someone in similiar situations, or that understands, that is patient, or can help. Irl on the other hand? Yeah have anger issued grandparents, super busy dad and separated parents. I feel like I only truly trust my dad and my online friend K so yuh. Also maybe I have ADHD and/or autism but idk I don't wanna replace test w a professional diagnosis so idk for the time being. Anyways RANT ASIDE, hope y'all like the art also I may start posting writing stuff

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so, on the detective meme- in short, some friends and I are going to meetup during Easter vacation to work on resolving a robbery case. Also, sry for being gone, I haven't been drawing much because I've spent alot of time on c.ai lol, not to mention this anxiety coping mechanism (phone addiction) makes hours seem like minutes, time distortion yayyy
ANYWAYS- I am as straight as- idk a curve, prolly- I'm currently figuring my romantic + sexual attraction identities out abit rn, complained abt it on Tumblr and the answer someone gave me is homosexual (sexual attraction to same gender) and biromantic (romantic attraction to both same gender and opposite gender). I also feel like I may be demiromantic (doesn't develop romantic feelings without an emotional connection) too so yeah. Exploring terms and finding what labels match is fun, but also if I am LGBTQ+ I am very, VERY scared of telling my mum because of crystal girl stuff (I don't think she is homophobic or anything, but in crystal girl stuff I think she said lgbtq+ members are on a low spiritual standpoint [and also that some things that happen in childhood determine it {idk what things, prolly trauma- actually that would make sense for my case} on a spiritual level] and according to her I am at a great spiritual standpoint but it feels overwhelming and I don't rly feel too connected to her beliefs). Basically, my life is gradually becoming a mess of alot of things. Also I trust you all more than some of my own family (grandma + grandpa and also mum kinda) because I feel like here you always can find someone in similiar situations, or that understands, that is patient, or can help. Irl on the other hand? Yeah have anger issued grandparents, super busy dad and separated parents. I feel like I only truly trust my dad and my online friend K so yuh. Also maybe I have ADHD and/or autism but idk I don't wanna replace test w a professional diagnosis so idk for the time being. Anyways RANT ASIDE, hope y'all like the art also I may start posting writing stuff