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You can stop yourself. You don't need someone else to do that for you. I would know.
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Stay ST!!!
If you need to talk to anyone, you can message me.
And even if it isn't me, reach out for someone.
Besides ~o0oTamarao0o post was something worth reading and learning from.
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things change all the time, if you leave you'll never know what could have been
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I've also wanted people to stop me, but I didn't tell anyone, so they couldn't help me. I did it alone though, because I was afraid of the pain and I could't let my family suffer when I'm dead...
It's scary to feel the desire to die, but it's not impossible to fight.
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if you want someone to stop you you should
1. not make this anonymous, or else how can anyone help you?
2. if you don't want to do it, don't. if you do, do. if you want someone to stop you, stop yourself. No one is forcing you to do anything.
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One thing that stopped me from killing myself was the thought of how it'd affect people I loved, like my mom. I didn't want to put her through that so I didn't kill myself. Each day was a chore but eventually, I crawled out of it and found happiness.
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Stop. NOW!
You will here from at at least 75% of the following peaple either saying Things will get better, It will be ok, It's not worth it, and it's all true.
We dont choose to be born on to this planet, but once we are we are obligated to take care of ourselves. Because as soon as we are born we make ties with peaple, ties that keep eachother standing and together. To slash those ties, it is the most pianfull shit in the world.
Those ties are love, and wether you know it or not, they are there.
Please, don't let anybody go throught the shit they will go through when you die.
Ask them fo help.
Tell them whats wrong and ANYWAY they can help.
They will be honord to know you trust them enough to tell them your problems.
You never know, you might find your reason to live in the ties you already have.
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Good luck love
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everything will be okay.
everything isn't okay, bet everything will be okay.
one of the best things that my best friend has ever told me.
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please dont do it you mean the world to at lest someone
even if you dont know it
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"Breakthrough, breakout
Do anything but don't break down"
it's really hard! it is.
hang on tight, do something "stupid" (in a good way) something that you wouldn't do, get out of house, go for a walk, try to laugh even if you don't want, put yourself in front of the mirror and do silly things, relax and laugh a bit of yourself, just don't so harsh on you.
(all that I am saying it's stuff that I should try to do sometimes to! and I do! and sometimes helps me)
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Everyone above's said already what I can say. Just don't give up. You're worth so much.
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Please don't give up. Tell somebody,anybody. If this isn't possible write down all that's wrong on a piece of paper and set yourself daily goals. Even give that number a call and have a chat with them,what harm could come of giving them a call?
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Please, don't keep this a secret. Tell someone. You could ring up a helpline, but if you can, tell someone you care about. It might be hard for you to admit, but once you do you'll finally be able to find help.
Sometimes, we all need that reminder of why we bother to continue, with so many different things in life. Sometimes we can figure that out on our own, thinking of all the things we enjoy and the people we care about, and all the things we could do and see in life, all over the world. Other times, we'll need someone else to remind us.
But please. I know how hard this can be, but I also know how much better things are afterwards. Take those few steps forward, for both yourself and those who care. 
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Seems you have a lot to talk about
and I'm always here to listen.
Life is hard and at times everyone
feels like this. It'd be a shame for
you to give up though.
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In death, either a natural death or one that comes at the hands of another being or an outside force, one day there will be closure. But in suicide, there is no closure. Whether or not you believe in an afterlife is not what I'm trying to get across here. But what happens to the world once you are no longer a part of it. I don't necessarily believe in soul mates, but I do choose to believe that this infinite universe if full of possibilities. You play an important role in this life. Whatever is happening to you right this moment that makes you want to give up, WILL NOT LAST FOREVER. Our world changes. It evolves. It grows and it gets cut back. It ebbs and flows. Our lives are the same way. We are part of nature. You are a current, my sweet. And though you be riding through rough waters right now, eventually the world will turn a little more, and the moon will set a little further to the left, and the tide will come in a little less, and the rocks will be moved aside and lastly...
the rapids will subside and you will empty your life out into a clear blue nothing of peace and contentment. And you'll look back on those rapids with courage and resolve. Because YOU were stronger than you realized. And nothing and NO ONE would hold you back from reaching your destination.
Don't give up, just yet. There is much life to be had. There are so many things left to see and taste and feel and hear and touch. It hurts right now, but this is just a season. It feels like forever, but it is only a quickened breath. Fill your lungs with the air of life and don't give up. Never give up.
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I wish I could come up with stuff like that to help others like I know I can, and help myself too.
And that ST better've heard and listened to you. X-x
I've barely heard anything so inspiring...
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Thank you so much for the kind words. I am so so very blessed that there are so many people like you and others that are so willing to encourage people like me. Thank you for your reply.
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^-^
Same to you. The world need more people like you too.
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If that doesn't help the ST stay, I don't know what will.
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Hope. Hope will help the ST stay. It's the most impossible balloon to grab hold of. But it is the one that will take you higher and higher each and every day. Thank you for the comment.
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this is so inspiring.
i don't think i have ever heard a better "stay" speech than this.
you really gave me hope.
(no, i am not the ST)
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Even though you're not the ST, I'm glad it touched you. I attempted suicide twice. Both times my step mom randomly came by my apartment to see if I wanted to go to lunch. Had she not done that out of the ordinary TWICE, without calling first, I probably wouldn't be here. The last time it happened, I knew that for some reason, somehow, I was meant to be on this earth. I thought I'd never survive what I was going through. And I DID.
Today I'm married to an incredible man (never thought that would happen) and I have an amazing little girl (was told I'd never have kids). Even though life is far from perfect, it's better to live it with all it's imperfections then take the first train out and never know how wonderful it could be.
Again, I'm so so glad it reached you.
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im glad you didnt get to go through with it :'
your story is very inspiring, and as others have said, it is the best 'stay' speech i've heard <:
im so happy for you, best wishes for the rest of your life : ))))
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Wow! Thank you so much! I haven't been on here since Dec 19th because my family and I went on holiday together. I wish I could have read this sooner and told you how much I appreciate your words sooner! Thank you so so much for the well wishes and I'm so so glad you and I and so many of us, not only on DA but elsewhere, are learning to appreciate how beautiful this tragic life can be!!
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Your daughter is infinitely lucky to have such a beautiful, loving mom like you. <3
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Thank you so so much! She is the best thing that's ever happened to me and the singularly best thing I've ever done. Thank you again.
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Yes, that is so touching.
See, you didn't know it but you just influenced me and I don't think i will be the same.
I have been having a horrible time in my classes. The work load is atrocious and I don't know how I keep up with everything. Right now, it seems like nothing is working.
I'm glad you posted that comment. Thank you so much.
I am so glad you didn't go through with it.
I hope one day I can be like you.
Thank you, dear.
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You are incredibly welcome. I hope you realize just how important you are to the balance of this earth. And I hope you are not like me. I hope you are like the you that I know you can be and will be.
Again, you are so welcome, my sweet.
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You are too kind.
I meant that i hope I am as sweet as you.
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lol, you seem to be pretty sweet to me! So on that note, you're smooth sailing baby!
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aww thank you darling!
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i want to give you a whole lot of advice etc, but i'm sure everyone else will do that.
so i'm just going to say, do what feels RIGHT.
and by the fact that you want to be saved, i'd say that suicide does not feel RIGHT.
so dont do it.
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I've been there, and I know it's hell. But there is always more to life.
Just stay, and you won't regret it.
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Stay.
You can.
Keep trying.
It will get better for you.
I promise.
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