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There comes some music with this painting, made during the same weeks ,you can find it here: [link]

This painting is 100% made by myself.
It looks better in UV.
It's been maybe 6 or 8 months since i made a personal painting. No unnecessary questions, no negociating.
I must admit I get disconnected very easily while working with other people lately.
I feel stucked + My girlfriend just heard she is allergic to 60% of all metals (who the fuck is allergic to metal anyway???)
while she is a jewelry artist & her mother is also very sick. Talk about bad luck, damnit. I even feel bad for her. It's the same as when i would hear i'm actually allergic for acrylic.
And new deco-parties coming every week, i feel drained & disconnected, cause my current art had his best time. At the moment i'm in a position i deco about 30% of all parties in Belgium. Every week, max 2 weeks between parties.
I'm thinking of taking some time off, step a little back, in the shade, as a spectator, where i feel secure. So I can make a complete new set for 1 party on a haf year basis without doing any parties, like the old days. But I didn't tell my teammembers yet cause they want every party and don't have enough backdrops to do it without me, new parties are just too big & come too fast to hold on to the quality&quanity grow. And I want to be there when my art is at a party, in case something happens, no risks. I worked hard enough on it. But i know they will take it as an insult if i would step back. We should stick to 3, maybe 4 organizers max. And i feel i should spend more time with my GF, instead of working my ass of on parties for almost nothing with the same deco over& over again. Got one more party coming up and it will probably be my last one. (till the summer festivals off course ) If the summer is good I'll probably continue, but no more parties in the winter. If the summer sucks, then I geuss it's my retirement. I'll be going back to school from septembre and i don't want to fuck it up again cause i'm too tired from partying, what do i say? partying? WORKING!! HA!

Dillema's all around.

Description
There comes some music with this painting, made during the same weeks ,you can find it here: [link]

This painting is 100% made by myself.
It looks better in UV.
It's been maybe 6 or 8 months since i made a personal painting. No unnecessary questions, no negociating.
I must admit I get disconnected very easily while working with other people lately.
I feel stucked + My girlfriend just heard she is allergic to 60% of all metals (who the fuck is allergic to metal anyway???)
while she is a jewelry artist & her mother is also very sick. Talk about bad luck, damnit. I even feel bad for her. It's the same as when i would hear i'm actually allergic for acrylic.
And new deco-parties coming every week, i feel drained & disconnected, cause my current art had his best time. At the moment i'm in a position i deco about 30% of all parties in Belgium. Every week, max 2 weeks between parties.
I'm thinking of taking some time off, step a little back, in the shade, as a spectator, where i feel secure. So I can make a complete new set for 1 party on a haf year basis without doing any parties, like the old days. But I didn't tell my teammembers yet cause they want every party and don't have enough backdrops to do it without me, new parties are just too big & come too fast to hold on to the quality&quanity grow. And I want to be there when my art is at a party, in case something happens, no risks. I worked hard enough on it. But i know they will take it as an insult if i would step back. We should stick to 3, maybe 4 organizers max. And i feel i should spend more time with my GF, instead of working my ass of on parties for almost nothing with the same deco over& over again. Got one more party coming up and it will probably be my last one. (till the summer festivals off course ) If the summer is good I'll probably continue, but no more parties in the winter. If the summer sucks, then I geuss it's my retirement. I'll be going back to school from septembre and i don't want to fuck it up again cause i'm too tired from partying, what do i say? partying? WORKING!! HA!

Dillema's all around.