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cudlpnk — I Guess This Is Growing Up
Published: 2004-01-15 17:50:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 676; Favourites: 8; Downloads: 29
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Description No more climbing trees,
Done with acting out silly dreams
I forgotten how to have a fantasy
So bogged down by everything
I can barely remember how to laugh
Good times seem to be only in my past
Enjoying warm summer nights, underneath the sky
Has slipt away to be, a memory


I forgot what it is to believe
That In reaching for the stars,i can suceed
I've lost that innocence, once in my eyes
I got lost in terror and lies
I don't even know if I am who I am
Such a crazy world, I moved on so fast

Everyone says they are having fun
I feel like Im missing something, maybe its love?
Maybe its time, that i never had
But Hey, I guess this is growing up,
And if it is , Im no longer in a rush
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Comments: 25

tabbsux [2008-03-06 16:37:18 +0000 UTC]

as always your work is amazing

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cudlpnk In reply to tabbsux [2008-06-11 04:32:44 +0000 UTC]

As always, thank you for your comment.

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capable-ofchange [2007-11-23 06:20:50 +0000 UTC]

really great.

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stg1985 [2005-06-28 00:42:56 +0000 UTC]

That..........................was...............................unbelievable. I personally believe I could transform that into a heart-wrenching song but because it is so delicate in words I will leave it be. I compliment you on your structure of words.
It spoke to me

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cudlpnk In reply to stg1985 [2005-06-28 02:05:08 +0000 UTC]

omg, this comment cheered my up so much! i had a terrible afternoon ( thanks to recieving my act scores in the mail ) and this just made me smile, thank you thank you thank you! my poem, a song ? that sounds awesome, and flattering lol.

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sqoggle [2005-01-09 11:11:08 +0000 UTC]

Growing up means paying bills, taking responsibility and being sensible. I don't like it.

This poem is really good by the way. You've captured how dreams nd imagination can fade when you become older.

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cudlpnk In reply to sqoggle [2005-01-22 22:22:16 +0000 UTC]

I'm not liking growing up very much either. Thank you for your comment.

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Daiichi [2004-01-30 21:30:52 +0000 UTC]

This says more than I could convey now..but it's good work.

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StanelyJava [2004-01-23 22:54:41 +0000 UTC]

Suddenly I really want to hug my Fufu Bunny, and watch Seasume Street. I'm turning sixteen soon, and this is something that goes through my mind everyday. Growing up? How grown up do I have to be now? Why can't I go back? >-> There are things I'm not ready for, that so many of my are doing. Things I don't want to even think about, I think I'd rather not have my birthday. I really love this poem, thank you so much for sharing it on Dev.

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cudlpnk In reply to StanelyJava [2004-01-23 23:41:02 +0000 UTC]

Awww/ Sweetums! Happy early birthday, enjoy it. Just cause your getting older & growing up doesnt mean you have to leave your kid self behind. Hust hold onto it tight~

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bibo2 [2004-01-19 02:41:02 +0000 UTC]

Good job you crazy cuddly punk, this is one of your best yet

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cudlpnk In reply to bibo2 [2004-01-21 23:59:51 +0000 UTC]

Why thank you very much!

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unwanted-raven [2004-01-17 07:05:25 +0000 UTC]

good. i know i'm not growing up too fast we all know that. i'm one of the biggest kids in the world.

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cudlpnk In reply to unwanted-raven [2004-01-17 17:32:28 +0000 UTC]

Lol You most deifnatley are the biggest little Child Ever.

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FuLlOfSpUnK [2004-01-15 22:13:56 +0000 UTC]

omg! u no that i luv 2 climb trees. like once when i was like 5 i climbed this old maple tree n got stuck. yea good times. ps - kewl poem

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thomasnl [2004-01-15 20:11:37 +0000 UTC]

Good poem...best one I've seen today...I like good poems
Keep up the good work...and blink 182 rocks!!

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cudlpnk In reply to thomasnl [2004-01-15 21:23:11 +0000 UTC]

Glad you Liked it....heh yeah I Luv Blink lol.

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turbotopher [2004-01-15 19:35:59 +0000 UTC]

thats one of your best by far! You get a fav from me! I think it would be a great song too. Awsome job

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unwanted-raven In reply to turbotopher [2004-01-17 07:04:22 +0000 UTC]

damn straight. old AFI, Black Sails in the Sunset, good album

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cudlpnk In reply to turbotopher [2004-01-15 21:26:41 +0000 UTC]

GaSp!Your sig.matches this poem. Thanksfor thefave Glad you liked it so much

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devur [2004-01-15 18:51:45 +0000 UTC]

Wow. I'd start crying if I weren't on public access.

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cudlpnk In reply to devur [2004-01-15 21:29:45 +0000 UTC]

Notears! Cupacakes/ Imsoglad you like it anough to It

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allaroundblueartist [2004-01-15 17:59:46 +0000 UTC]

In this world of growing up quickly i have decided that i dont want to. There has always been something gone, something that i cant get or find. your poem made me cry at this line....Everyone says they are having fun/I feel like Im missing something, maybe its love? i liked your poem. the harsh reality. i hate reality, but there is a time that we all must realize that we have to grow up.

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cudlpnk In reply to allaroundblueartist [2004-01-15 18:05:10 +0000 UTC]

Wow...Im glad it was so touching for you...never never land would be great...Oh man...Just keep your little kid self alive some times...hide n seek is good for that

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allaroundblueartist In reply to cudlpnk [2004-01-15 23:54:19 +0000 UTC]

lol, but i think ive killed it already.

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