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CrumpitCroc β€” FEEL MY FEELS

Published: 2013-07-05 02:12:33 +0000 UTC; Views: 540; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 1
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Description FUCKING BREATH THEM IN. GO ON. I DARE YOU.
dont you just find the way that people fight with you is interesting?
like when you have a fight with them over facebook and they say something that hurts so much it fucking crushes your heart. and then they block you before you can even defend yourself/reply?. nice fucking retreat. thats always the best way to win a fight right? to fucking block the person. lawl.
and then they say shit about false affection. pff they dont know shit. is loving them so fucking much that it hurt and you hurt yourself for knowing that you could never have them?(and other reasons). the person who you used to cry yourself to sleep over?. the person who used to keep you going?. well at least thats how it used to be i guess. then things change. people change. views change.
affections eventually fade. i mean after like 3 years of being in love and getting multiple rejections/temptations and after being lead on and let down. do you really think those affections would stay?
and even after you get over them they suggest a relationship. now that is brutal.
and saying that you have used them just to get to one person who wasnt even fucking there for 99% of the time you would hang out with them. that is just fucking stupid.
also, when you swear and they say that swearing is not needed and respond a few times with swears in their own words is strange too.
yeah sure you yourself say some bad things that would hurt. but you never said anything about their freshly broken relationship that makes you very emotional and shit that would fucking crush their poor little heart. now that is unforgivable.
oh and its hilarious when they also say something like "i hope you die in a fucking fire you bitch" lawl was swearing not needed? and when you made no threat to them. when you only said that you would have been able to live happier not having to ride that fucking emotional train wreck you went through knowing them that you kept behind doors because you didnt want to hurt/concern/worry the other person. also after saying all this, they say "goodbye, I hope you have a happy, joyful life without me"(on an unrelated post) lawl thats not you told me. and if your response is "well i was angry in the heat of the moment" then the targeted person could also use that too about the whole "oh well the only joys of knowing you were very brief moments and knowing your bro whom i loved so very much"
and when they ask, "how come you didnt say anything earlier?" what the fuck were you supposed to do then? huh? when theres many complications what that kind of thing involved what are you supposed to do? just do it and get your other friends involved and possibly split you guys up/etc.? no.

i must say that i let this go on and what not and i suppose that i shoudlnt have, but honestly those times were fun. they were, but there was just a lot of inside rage and what not building up on the inside. but you keep it in to avoid, well, really anything bad.

welp. if you read all of this. good for you! you actually read my descriptions! : P but if you dont then ah whatever just fave or comment about the drawin is nice/hideous or whatnot.
but if you did read, then by all means ask me about it i dont care. (its obvious i dont mind or else i wouldnt have written all this)
the whole meaning of this is to really just let out what needs to be said. whether the person who is talked about in this reads it or not. it is now out there.

and also most of this is to be honest, going off of memory. so who knows i may have some things wrong. but at least i know that i have better memory than the other person. so that says something.

oh and i know that this is a bit loosey goosey in its layout but i tend to do that when ranting.
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Comments: 21

NepetaLejionh33h33 [2013-07-06 03:30:19 +0000 UTC]

i'm very sorry to hear you're going through a tough time!! the drawing is really nice though!!

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CrumpitCroc In reply to NepetaLejionh33h33 [2013-07-06 08:41:22 +0000 UTC]

haha thank you for reading about my sad life! X'D

thank you! c: i really love this~

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Deadly-Deviant [2013-07-05 06:09:57 +0000 UTC]

That sounds tough.. I'm kinda going through the same thing with my ex.. he broke up with me a whole two years ago.. year later I start dating again and he shows up.. current day he says he "still loves me" and is hoping that one day he'll get a second Chance.. he now talks to me every day with hopes my current bf will dump me.. its so much pressure on me.. cuz I'm too nice to tell him "look I like you but not LIKE like you" plz go away and move the freak on".. I'm dying on the inside I swear xD so I understand somewhat

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CrumpitCroc In reply to Deadly-Deviant [2013-07-06 08:39:49 +0000 UTC]

omg i was in a situation like that with my first bf! (hes gotten over me now but still thinks i was the one, were friends now though c: )
after he broke up with me (after 2 weeks) he went for the girl whom i use to love (the one who was mentioned in this description) didnt talk to him far ages! the bugger. hes aiight now though c:

youll pull through! yes its hard. at one point he tried to commit suicide ; - ; it put so much damn pressure on me. but i got my friends to help me <3 (cause i cant handle that shit)
no matter how many times i hear about suicide/failed attempts from my friends.

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Deadly-Deviant In reply to CrumpitCroc [2013-07-06 19:50:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I worry about him attempting suicide.. he tells me he won't ever do that since he feels it'll hurt me and he never wants to hurt me again.. yet he knows pressuring me to be with him instead of my current bf is hurting me xD boys have no brain in their head I swear... but yeah I know.. it'd help though if all my friends weren't my DA friends x.x (I dont get out much..) but I'm glad that's over for you lol

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CrumpitCroc In reply to Deadly-Deviant [2013-07-10 00:09:27 +0000 UTC]

i know your feels bro. -bro hug-

boys have no brain!! lawl
i mean i make mistakes too but jeez.
i dont pressure people with suicide >_> it really makes you feel sick.

oh really? lawl yeah id o have friends on da but not really anyone in real life (i do but they are not my da friends)

thank you!

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Deadly-Deviant In reply to CrumpitCroc [2013-07-10 03:47:10 +0000 UTC]

*bro hug* yeah true lol. I did draw the line in the sand with him though and things got better. Still a little rough since I got tones of family issues but I'm strong and I'll make it threw it lol or at least try xD

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CrumpitCroc In reply to Deadly-Deviant [2016-08-09 02:39:34 +0000 UTC]

you have been watching me so long
sorry for the cringey-ness [pff

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Deadly-Deviant In reply to CrumpitCroc [2016-08-09 05:06:04 +0000 UTC]

its all good. Yeah I'm pretty sure that I've been watching you since a little after I joined DA xD

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CrumpitCroc In reply to Deadly-Deviant [2016-08-09 20:55:32 +0000 UTC]

oh damn, i have been on this account for 5 years now did you watch my previous account??Β 

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Deadly-Deviant In reply to CrumpitCroc [2016-08-09 21:35:09 +0000 UTC]

Depends. What were their names?

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CrumpitCroc In reply to Deadly-Deviant [2016-08-09 21:53:01 +0000 UTC]

my previous account was ilovedogs11 but it got banned because of stupid reasons :0 actually tbh im not even sure if i remember

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Deadly-Deviant In reply to CrumpitCroc [2016-08-10 06:47:52 +0000 UTC]

I vaguely remember something like that.. not fully though. So maybe? xD I'm not completely sure either tbh

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CrumpitCroc In reply to Deadly-Deviant [2016-08-10 11:03:12 +0000 UTC]

it had old ass drawings like thisΒ  Β  Β pppfffΒ 

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Deadly-Deviant In reply to CrumpitCroc [2016-08-10 15:53:14 +0000 UTC]

oh my goodness xD I vaguely remember these! I still have some of my old art too. It's terrible. I've got a long way to go art wise but I've certainly gotten better than I used to be
Example:

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CrumpitCroc In reply to Deadly-Deviant [2016-08-12 21:39:20 +0000 UTC]

oh damn x'D

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Galm03 [2013-07-05 04:23:10 +0000 UTC]

... I kinda know what you feel... I've hurt people like it, several times, but... Thankfully, we had the patience to solve things...

... I guess i was lucky...

Anyways, past is past, now present is what it matters... You are strong, and well, you've already got through it. That's great, i think : )

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CrumpitCroc In reply to Galm03 [2013-07-05 05:46:45 +0000 UTC]

i know your feels bro *paps shoulder and bro hugs*

thank you, i tried to move on (i still am now. only about my ex boyfriend though not my ex friend lawl)
its hard but im trying not to think about it c:
or else ill cry like a bitch

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Galm03 In reply to CrumpitCroc [2013-07-05 05:56:50 +0000 UTC]

let's just forget about it c: do something else, like... I don't know, drawing random stuff about your cat OC? stupid cat? i don't like calling her that way >w>

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CrumpitCroc In reply to Galm03 [2013-09-07 23:37:04 +0000 UTC]

haha you cna call her s-kat, or sk c:

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Galm03 In reply to CrumpitCroc [2013-09-08 00:46:50 +0000 UTC]

Sk will be :3

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