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Description Okay this is going to be a submit-and-run I'm afraid but I will eventually get round to answering my over 11,000 notifications, haha. This was started about a month ago and then abandoned until this weekend when I finished it quite quickly. c: Just a speedpaint using a reference to try and get me back into digital painting! It was really fun to experiment with different brushes, especially.

I'll make a journal about this in the next few days, but the thing is I've been insanely busy with exams, and now I've only got two left I should have a little more time for dA (hopefully).

I'm sorry I've been absent for the past few months but I'm really really hoping that will change soon.

Song is 'Feel Again' by OneRepublic [link] (yeah not relevant xD)
Reference from Tumblr (source unknown :c)
Art by me~
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barcod In reply to ??? [2013-05-28 21:59:08 +0000 UTC]

what was you placement?
and have ya heard bout the year 8, I think it is, also having a prom too? I really don't think that was a smart move

also you should never really listen to what McGhee says, he doesn't seem really reliable

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-05-28 22:13:36 +0000 UTC]

My auntie teaches at a primary school, so I helped out there. (: It was fun, but tiring.
Yeah, I know. It's a bit strange to be honest, I'm not sure why they're doing that. Like you know year 7s have mock exams now? I think it's crazy they're starting them that early. :/

And haha true. I quite like him but he never seems that honest with us.

Have you got any exams left this year? ^^

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-05-28 22:26:27 +0000 UTC]

I don't think I could do that, my mum was a child minder for 6 or 7 years and I just really really disliked almost all the kids she looked after, some broke my toys others were really just plain nasty, one went routing through my bedroom, wasn't happy about that. I really don't do well around young and noisy kids

and yeah gotta do all my proper ones now, just did my mocks, I think I'll do okay in masth and english, science not so much, german is a bit iffy buuuut suprisngly I'm doing very well in my religion, even though it was a mock I got my first A and it proved my thoery of me always being one up then one of my friends, we always get the same grades but I'm always just 1 extra mark higher, it's weird and funny but this time in relgion on the first paper he instead did 1 up then me and I was a bit down...then the second paper came along and he got a C and I an A which made me laugh cause that means I'm still doing better then him and what's even more funny is my other friend who is the best in our maths class and always gets high grades is doing the worst and failing completly xD
(erm wow lotsa text, sorry )

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-05-29 21:25:48 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I can imagine. It was okay for a week, but I don't think I'd enjoy working there long term. :c

I'm sure you'll do great! German, though, that sounds hard. My friend did Spanish this year and she had to do so many exams, I felt really bad for her.
Congrats on your RE grade. And haha that must have been a good feeling.
The thing I'm most worried about is this FSMQ thing they're making us do. Because I've already hit my target in Maths, they're making us do AS-level stuff and it a nightmare, seriously. I can tell I'm going to do so bad on the exam despite how much revision I've been doing. xD

And hey, don't worry about it~

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-05-29 21:39:05 +0000 UTC]

Ah I'm sure you'll do well and thanks for the vote of confidence XD

eh....anything else to talk about? sorry bout how weird that sounds just I'm really bored and I hate talking to my friends outside school

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-05-29 22:01:14 +0000 UTC]

That's okay. ^^ Why do you hate talking to your friends though?

Oh and how are you enjoying your holidays? Been up to anything interesting? ^__^

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-05-29 22:12:50 +0000 UTC]

eh I just prefer to keep away from em during holidays I mean we're all friends but we all agree I am really the odd one out of us all


and uh anything interesting recently? um...well I finished my Imperial Agent story on Star Wars: T Old Republic and booooy was it weird and gave me a lot of conflicting emotions

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-05-29 22:27:19 +0000 UTC]

Okay I feel stupid asking this but what's the Star Wars thing? o: Sorry I don't know much about it. I can understand conflicting emotions on stories though. xD

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-05-29 22:36:33 +0000 UTC]

Star Wars the old republic, it's an big online game, sorta like word of warcraft or warhammer but with star wars XD part of the old republic series which takes place a couple of thousand years before any of the films and is about the galatic civil war between the republic lead by the jedi and the Empire lead by the sith, it does have a few problems here and there but it's fully voice acted and has ALOT of moral choices and currently holds the world record for most dialouge in a game, I can't remeber exacly but over 100,00 XP got alot interesting characters and scenarios and even big 4 player storys where depending on what number you roll () you can alter what happens and shapes the story, like in one you can exacute a captain which alters the way the story goes, heh sorry about the lotsa text XP but yah it's very fun but alas I don't have any friends to play it with, just all insult it :/

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-05-29 23:03:56 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow I guess that must be amazing if you're a fan! I like the idea of the moral decisions and shaping the story. c: It's a shame you don't know anyone else into it though~

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-05-29 23:13:14 +0000 UTC]

yeah, not really deeply into star wars, more warhammer 40k but I can at least name a few planets and race's also it's probably for the best I got no one to play with cause chances are they'd be a good person on it and make the nice choices which in a group will also effect my own alignment too which can be really annoying sometimes and also do you wanna hear how my story ended and the thing that just made me utterly confused? that's if your interested of course which I doubt you are XD
also would you ever consider playing a video game for the moral choices? I mean, my sister hates them but I managed to get her into a certain game series because she got angry at some of the choices I made when she watched me play XD

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-05-31 16:43:29 +0000 UTC]

No, go ahead, tell me. ^___^ I think it makes it more interesting because I don't know much about it already, I love learning about other people's passions.
I'm not really a video game person, but I guess I can see the appeal. c:

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-05-31 18:14:32 +0000 UTC]

well here I go, there is this big shadowy and extremly powerful secret cabal dedicated to wipeing out both the jedi and the sith, and I was supposed to stop, had to go all over the galaxy hunting down this one guy called "Hunter" who really isn't nice and very pompus, he killed a load of civillians on a space station to frame the empire and cause mass uprising, which deffinitly wouldn't be good, thankfully it gave me the option to send in "death squads" to remove witnesses, all in all he wasn't a nice guy, had to do ALOT of hassle to find him and his cabal, after I finally beat him and ruined his friends plan he said some stuf, pushed a button AND LO AND BEHOLD: he was a woman and it was alll just a hologram then she started saying she liked me and I was different and loads of "feely" stuff, then it gave me 3 options: 1. take her pirsoner, 2. kiss her and tell her she did great or 3. exacute her, first of all I spent 10 mins just ranting to myself about just how stupid this was then spent another 20 refelcting on just about all the different moral choices I made through out the story and which one exactly I should pick for this situation

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-01 19:52:34 +0000 UTC]

Aha wow! What did you do, what did you do??
Execute her!!

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-01 20:38:33 +0000 UTC]

well I sat there and thought about how I've been pretty ruthless through out the game, most of it was to serve the Empire, a few things though just couldn't help,like the obnoxius sith aprettince, she was aweful, and I rmemeberd how she tried to get me to kill one of my friends and "LITERALLY" went through hell to stop her but then I started to think how as of late I was pretty nice at some moments, being nice to the voss family I had to marry, letting the SIS agent go (by mistake though ) and when she half explained her story (you can really tell they didn't put much thought or effort into the supposed big plot twist) I started to feel really bad for her and all the torment she went through then she started talking about how it was all up to me now, I had to carry on the duty for her, then more lovely stuff and I shot her

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-03 20:25:30 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god. That's brilliant, haha. I think I would have done the same!

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-03 20:31:11 +0000 UTC]

really? thought you would take the more peacefull approch still it was very satisfying, then the story ended me me haveing enough secrets to black mail the galaxy and going on an off record lone wolf with my group to take out key republic people 1 by 1 XD

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-06 20:42:26 +0000 UTC]

Nah, I reckon I would have felt conned after all that. xD I'd be nice if they were worth it. And wow, I see. What a game, haha.

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-06 20:52:16 +0000 UTC]

welp it's bioware, they made a game series called mass effect which is amazing if you like big decisions that alter what happens in the next game, like punching that annoying reporter....in all 3 game

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-08 21:33:05 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I've definitely heard of that. c:
When do you all finish for summer? I'm pretty much done with school now, just need to come in for one day next week, and then exams!

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-08 21:44:11 +0000 UTC]

july 22, ught still got a load of exams to do, and did terrible in english, have you met the lovely Mrs Hollinshead yet?

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-09 21:20:02 +0000 UTC]

Ahh that sucks. :/ I don't think I could cope with waiting that long.
And no, I haven't had the pleasure. Who is she?

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-09 21:50:23 +0000 UTC]

She's a very old teacher who replaced miss Hyland while she's on maturnity leave, she's not very nice, shouts at people foe talking when they don't and absolutly hates sun light, always keeps the blinds down and windows shut and GOD FORBID you go near/open/touch them blinds, she goes mental extremely funny though

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-10 17:16:43 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow. xD I know the type! I hate it when teachers have completely outrageous rules. Like, I've been shouted at so many times over the years for not taking my coat off quickly enough, haha. I can't wait for sixth form.

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-10 19:04:20 +0000 UTC]

and I can't wait for year 11 even though the new younger years have an attitude problem and seem to think they're abouve us in the whole hiarchy, though there was that nice one who offered me a "puff" on his shisha pen XD

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-12 21:04:38 +0000 UTC]

Pssh, haha. Crazy.
Yeah there is something nice about being the oldest in the school! It'll be weird going back to being the youngest again next year~

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-12 21:58:02 +0000 UTC]

Well wish me luck, physics and German exam Tommorrow and not looking forward to it :/

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-14 16:23:47 +0000 UTC]

Ahh I'm sure you'll have done fine. c: How many more exams have you got?

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-14 17:52:22 +0000 UTC]

ah now I'm free if you don't count the english project on text speak

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-15 15:50:03 +0000 UTC]

Oh I remember having to do that. Me & my friend had to present to our class and other classes too, it was a real hassle. x)
That's good though~

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-15 15:57:40 +0000 UTC]

so, anything big and or amazing happend to you recently?

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-17 18:06:41 +0000 UTC]

Hmm not really had much time to do stuff, still revising for exams. My last one is on Wednesday so I'll have much more freedom after that. I'm looking forward to spending more time with my boyfriend really, and in July I've got Prom and I'm going on holiday which should be good~

How about you?

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-17 18:09:59 +0000 UTC]

eh nothing really cept a new game I bought but that'll keep me going for a long time, as Mr TotalBiscuit said "it is a time vampire" and veen better know that I can finally connect to the internet with my DS, so just this new game and hatfortress 2, alll I need to keep me busy

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-19 21:33:55 +0000 UTC]

Oh, nice. What's your new game called?

And I did my last exam today~ yay no more school for me.

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-19 22:32:24 +0000 UTC]

Animal crossing new leaf, just had someone visit my town which was interesting up until the connecetion went also congrats on the new freedoms

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-20 16:09:41 +0000 UTC]

Ahh I wondered if that was it. I've heard a lot of people talking about it~
And thank you. I'm looking forward to doing very little for 2 months. c:

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-20 16:25:23 +0000 UTC]

that's why I really don't like summer holidays, too boring and only thing I can do is watch livestreams that stat bout 11pm and end at about 6am XD but atleast got that job for a week to keep me busy XP

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charlottei In reply to barcod [2013-06-24 18:40:51 +0000 UTC]

Haha yeah, I've had that before now. Thankfully I've got quite a bit planned this year, but I've got 10 weeks off... I'm probably going to get bored before too long. xD

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barcod In reply to charlottei [2013-06-24 18:58:20 +0000 UTC]

I will too, I have my two time vampire games but even then I won't be playing them costantly, I've finished all my books (my warhammer 40k shelf is full now ) game of thrones is on season break, so is arrow, tron and star wars have been canceled and transformers is finishing in a few eps, all my fvouriter things are ither finished or on hold not fair

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