HOME | DD
Cerulean-Kitty β Me
#death #depression #depressiondepressed #horror #horrormacabre #horrorstory #macabre #macabrehorror #mental #mentalhealth #mentalillness #myself #ptsd #scary #trigger #triggerwarning #depressionsadness #scarycreepy #scaryhorror #macabredark #myselfselfportrait #mentalillnessawareness
Published: 2016-05-10 23:49:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 495; Favourites: 41; Downloads: 0
Redirect to original
Description
This composition is a bit personal to me. This is the way that view myself on a regular basis. I suffer from PTSD and major depression. This is how my mind perceives myself. It feels like there is a constant weight on my being and I am slowly rotting away.Related content
Comments: 43
thats so damn moving...its a really nice emotional piece :/ its inspiring to see how you look at yourself, although i wish thigns werent that way....if you ever need someone to talk to, let me know
π: 0 β©: 1
Honestly, people always think that mental illness is a joke and I was getting tired of hearing that. I wanted people to see how I look at myself every morning and visualize how painful it is to live this way every day . And thanks. I'll maybe take you up on the offer ^^
π: 0 β©: 1
i understand what you mean..they think its all in your head and that you can simply make some pleasant thoughts and be grateful for what you have and forget about it, but its not something you forget, its what you are and it bothers you everyday and it takes hard work to beat itΒ
π: 0 β©: 1
Yeah. People always say that I shouldn't be this way because I have food, water and shelter. But if they knew anything about me they would know my mental illness isn't caused by lack of gratefulness or me conjuring up bad thoughts. I went through something traumatic. My brain chemistry is different. I can't control it.
π: 0 β©: 1
i know how it is...those things are physical they cant simply change in a day, and most of the time medication is needed too..dont listen to those assholes, they know nothing about mental illnesses they just want to decrease your problems to feel better about themselves as if they know shit
π: 0 β©: 1
Yeah. Oh well. They aren't worth my time anyways. It's the reason I'm pretty lonely but I rather be alone than abused.
π: 0 β©: 1
thats true...its a godo choice that you're making, many people rather to have others around them rather than have respect and pride in themselves
π: 0 β©: 0
I almost have the same thing you haveΒ Β Β Β
π: 0 β©: 1
Aww 
π: 0 β©: 0
QAQ - hugs - You poor soul...
I hope you get better!~ And if you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here!~
π: 0 β©: 1
Aww thank you 
π: 0 β©: 1
<3 You're welcome!~
π: 0 β©: 0
You aren't alone in feeling this way, and I know words from a stranger don't often mean much. But I can say that people are at listening and relating to those feelings, me included.Β
π: 0 β©: 1
Thank you ^^ and I hope that whatever you're feeling, you'll recover someday. Or that things will start looking up for you.
π: 0 β©: 0
well Β Iam somewhat hypeactive , anxious when there are many people around me and finally depressive this is my grandmother died so you are not the one is for this reason always support and try to smile 
π: 0 β©: 1
I'm sad to hear that. Just know if you ever need me, I'm here if you need to talk.
π: 0 β©: 1
ok thanks for understand me and for these words Β the same if you need me I am here ok always amigo
π: 0 β©: 1
welcome here is 10:12pm and I am sleeping early so good night but plz if you talking about whatever send me a note I answer u ok see yaa tomorrow amigoΒ
π: 0 β©: 1
Okay
π: 0 β©: 1
*hugs* thank you
π: 0 β©: 1
You're welcome,I'm here for you
π: 0 β©: 1
Thank you
π: 0 β©: 1
No problem Β I will always try to help you!Β
π: 0 β©: 0
Yeah. It's a sucky feeling. Message me if you ever need to talk though.
π: 0 β©: 1
I might just take you up on that later...
π: 0 β©: 1
No problem ^^
π: 0 β©: 0
I think a lot of us feel this way nowadays. You can always message me if ya need it.
π: 0 β©: 1
Okay
Sounds fine.
π: 0 β©: 0
